Life Is Too Short To Hold Back

.:Diaperless Toddler @3years:.

2011-09-12T00:18:00.004+08:00

Woowweeee! Masanya telah tiba... One of my toddler's big achievement at his 3 years old is diaper freeeee! I've started his potty training when he was 2 1/2 years old but it didnt work well for him.. Ni bukan anak yg xready tapi mummy yg blum ready nak train anak.. Huhu! Papepon, I dont envy any boys at his age who are successfully potty trained at 2years or earlier than 3 years coz I believed that every child is different... Before I start to potty train farees, mmgla byk artikel yg dibaca.. Rata2 duk bg tips camne nak potty train baby as early as 2years... Tapi xde pulak bgtau when the time is ready for him, he will automatically switch the mode to diaperless..

To be honest, saya mmg tak push farees utk potty train.. Adela ajar dia for 3-5 days, pastu mummy yg give up bila kadang2 farees terbabas.. Uhukss... Hanya kerana mummy yang kurang patient and gracious.. Lgpon at that time nak jaga adreena yg juga perlukan jagaan intensif.. Hehe! Mmg agak kelam kabut jugakla nak uruskan 2-2 fulltime nih..

Skrg dia dah masuk 3tahun 1bulan ++.. Balik je bercuti slps Aidilfitri yg lepas, mummy selalu cakap kat dia yg Adam (his cousin) dah tak pkai diapers mcm farees sebab Adam dah besar. Few times jugak ulang benda yg sama kat dia selama seminggu.. and jeng jeng.. the right time for him I guess! Sbb tetiba jer dia bgtau, "Mummy, Adam dah besar.. Adam xpkai diapers... Abang dah besar.. Abang taknak pkai diaper".. I was shocked! And terfikir, "Ohhh, berjaya jugak nak potty train pkai psikologi nih ye..."

Yeeeaayyy!! Congrate, Farees! Now mummy thinks to contribute ur monthly expenses for diapers to your another saving accounts. Tabung Haji account for your duit raya, BSN prudential for your education saving plus insurance and the new savings xtau lagi nk bukak acc ape.. Mummy xsuka acc SSPN tp bagus utk income tax daddy.. Will think about it later sbb your monthly contribution to this new account will start in October 2011.

.:Salam Aidilfitri 2011 (Part I):.

2011-08-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

Raya datang lagi.. Alhamdulillah, sempurna sudah puasa sebulan di bulan Ramadhan.. Walaupon tahun ni berpeluang puasa penuh, tapi saya masih berhutang 25hari puasa yang masih perlu diganti, iaitu puasa yang ditinggalkan selama sebulan masa melahirkan adreena tahun 2010. Bila dah jadi ibu, memang agak sukar nak cari masa utk ganti puasa.. Utk yg tidak berpeluang melahirkan baby @ berpantang semasa bulan puasa, mmg best laa sbb xperlu tinggal puasa sebulan.. Tp utk sesiapa yg terpilih memang agak bertuah la jgk sbb mungkin Allah nak bagi dugaan lebih dan pahala lebih (tu pun kalau berjaya ganti puasa sebelum tibanya Ramadhan akan datang)..

Fidyah berupa beras sudah dibayar... harapnya by Ramadhan next year tak perlu lg bayar fidyah... Nak cite sket cabaran byr fidyah ni.. Tanggapan masyarakat pd kami2 yg x abis ganti puasa sblm menjelangnya Ramadhan mmg agak negatif rupanya. Sbbnya ada terbaca artikel dlm akhbar yg mengatakan kami2 ini mengambil mudah soal ganti puasa... Jomlah saya bagi contoh.. Saya melahirkan adreena menjelang Ramadhan, tempoh nifas saya 40hari.. Mmg sebulan laaa saya xpuasa. Selepas Ramadhan, saya menyusukan anak selama sekurang2nya sehingga bayi saya 6bulan... kalau farees, menyusu badan sehingga setahun setengah.. Islam bagi kelonggaran utk ibu2 yg mengandung dan menyusukan anak utk tidak berpuasa. Kalau bulan Ramadhan pn xmampu nak berpuasa, apatah lg bukan bulan Ramadhan.. Tambah lagi saya menjaga 2 org anak kecil sepenuh masa.. Bg kes saya, mmg saya xsempat nak ganti puasa yg berjumlah 33hari (plus thn sblmnya sbb mengandungkan adreena)... Inilah alasan saya yg xsempat nak ganti puasa.. Saya harap masyarakat di luar sana janganlaa memandang negatif pada kami2 yg ade alasan tersendiri... Sama2 laaa kita doakan moga Allah bagi kami kekuatan utk melangsaikan tuntutan ganti puasa kami...

Oh ye, tadi nak cite psl Aidilfitri tp melebih2 pulak psl Ramadhan... Hehehe! Nanti sambung Aidilfitri Part II laaa pulak ye... Anak2 dh kacau.. Babai...

.:iBlogger dan Jailbreak:.

2011-08-01T07:01:00.000+08:00

Finally,I've found new way of blogging and useful application to keep myself blogging.. iBlogger! Ofkoz i'll like it cuz i'll have more time to blog on the go, anytime, anywhere and anyhow with this coolest gadget in the world :D

Asalnya arini projek jailbreaking the ipad2 with my sis-in-law.. xde keje kan kat kampung. i was so jealous looking at my cousin's ipad2 yg dh dijaikbreakkan.. he got free full version apps for his ipad.. mmgla xpuas hati kan.. setelah berguru melalui fb dan youtube, berjaya laa jgk kami jailbreaking this ipad2 using www.jailbreakme.com.. cool laaa sbb ipad2 skrg dh boleh install full version apps for FREEeeEeeEEeE!!!!! xsusah pon nak jailbreak ipad2, just install 'cydia' at www.jailbreakme.com, add source 'http://cydia.hackulo.us' dan install 'installous 4'.. all done!!! now my ipad2 has been successfully jailbreak!

i knew bout this iBlogger dah lama but it cost $2.99 (RM10 je pon).. saje xnak purchase.. hahaha! with this apps, i can continue blogging.. yeeaahaaa!!!

Mobile Blogging from here.

.:Harimau Malaya vs Singapura:.

2011-07-29T23:43:00.001+08:00

Alasan utama utk stat jd blogger balik.. since adreen lahir, mmgla sangat banyak halangan utkberblog. baru je sign in, ade laa yg memekik.. skrg bukan satu tapi dua orang.. jadila satu blog entry satu tahun.. huhu!

Ohh yee.. nak citer pasal pengalaman tengok bola with my dearest frenz, si ein dan si eda. ni mmg keje yg xberapa nak masuk akal. lebih2 lg bila si ein yg beria ajak tgk bola kat Stadium Nasional Bukit Jalil. bukan senang nak dptkan tiket tau, dahla susah nak dptkan tiket, hampir2 kena tipu ngan ulat tiket laaa pulak.. harapkan rumah dkat ngan stadium, bolehlaaa hari2 pegi check tiket kat kaunter stadium. tp 3hari berturut2 pegi cari tiket asyik sold out je! huhu..

Mummy n farees @SNBJ cari tiket

Suasana di SNBJ jam 11pagi..masih ramai beratur di hdpn kaunter tiket yg dh sold out..

Hari terakhir nak dptkan tiket adalah pada hari perlawanan. kami bertiga masih berkobar2 nak cari tiket. ein cakap kalau ulat jual rm50 pon belasah aje laaa..so pegila ke stadium seawal 11am mencari ulat2 sekitar SNBJ tp nasib masih xmenyebelahi jgk. sekali lg terpaksa pulang dgn hampa wpon farees insist xnak blk selagi xdpt tiket.. agak2 dh nk surrender, kami tukar plan ke pavilion. maybe my last day shopping sblm blk sambut puasa kat kelantan (oh ye lupe nk bgtau esok flight blk kb kol 10.05am, tp masih ade hati nk tgk bola :D).. dah blk umah, si eda pulak col dia dpt tiket ngan adik opismate dia. dia suruh dtg cpt, around 3pm pegi sana sekali lg tp bila smpai sana boleh plak dia ckp org yg pegang tiket blum smpai. dh byr duit kat org tu then blk umh lg. dlm kol 5pm pas asar br la pegi blk utk dptkan tiket. time tu stadium dh mula sesak dn susah nk dptkan parking. sementara tggu eda n ein smpai, tiket masih belum dpt.. tahap bengang kian terasa bila pintu stadium dh dibuka tp kami masih termangu di cafe menunggu tiket.. lg la bengang bila dgr org2 di dlm stadium bersorak.. kami tggu tiket smpai jam 8.30pm utk masuk ke dlm stadium. kalau bkn sbb tiket dh byr, mmg harus kitorg pegi pavilion je..

Me and Ein menunggu ulat tiket..haha!

Suasana di SNBJ selepas nyanyian lagu Negaraku..

Akhirnya jam 8.30pm dptla kitorg masuk ke stadium. seb baik match blum stat dn kami juga berpeluang nyanyi lagu Negaraku dgn penuh semangat.. hahaha! mmg keje giler tgk bola ngan dorg.. en suami? ohhh, en suami tgk bola kat rumah sambil jaga anak2 :D sebaik sahaja dpt melepasi pintu masuk stadium, kami bertiga melompat2 keriangan.. mcm PATI yg dpt melepasi sempadan.. cabaran kami berakhir dgn panjat divider utk keluar dr stadium dan cabaranku yg terakhir adalah stucked kat parking lot for 1 hour++ sblm tiba di rumah dan kemas2 barang utk pulang ke kampung esoknya.. sangatlaaa penat but had so much fun with the ladies yg beria sgt nk tgk bola..

Muka puas hati dpt masuk stadium..hahaha!

sekian, pengalaman tgk bola pusingan kelayakan piala dunia 2012. kami menyaksikan penyingkiran Malaysia di laman sndiri. walaupon kecewa, saya tetap bangga dgn Apex, keeper Malaysia. mungkin Malaysia masih ade peluang utk mengalahkan Singapore kalau keeper sharbinee tak bolos 5gol dlm first leg kat Singapore sblmnya.. huhu!

*sediihhhh tapi tetap bangga dgn Harimau Malaya*

.:Tgk Wayang:.

2011-07-23T11:34:00.003+08:00

Uuhhh, what to expect when ur 3yrs kid ask for a movie? Seriously I feel I'm-not-a-good-mummy.. I'm not happy with that.. I hope he could ask me for something better. But again, it was my fault bring him for a movie since he was 4months.. If I can recalled, his first movie was Chipmunks!!! So cute kan.. Ahahaha..

Back to the matter.. (do u see it is serious??).. I need others opinion too. Kalau duk Kelantan ni sure kena sound kaw2 laaah.. Actually kan, at least for me laa kaann.. I treat a movie as part of family bonding time.. Since farees and daddy mmg suka tgk movie, maybe it's good for both of them having time together watching their favourite movie.. But for another part, it would be my pleasure if he could ask me to go to MPH having some reading fun.. UUrrhggghhh... bukan senang nak raise a kid in a correct way...

..Farees first day at kindergarten..

2011-01-03T14:47:00.002+08:00

Hari ni first day farees pegi skolah pkai uniform.. Comel kan? Bila nk antar farees pagi td, rs macam dia bukan budak2 lg, padahal dia baru je 2tahun 5bulan.. Walaupon rata2 budak lain umur 4 tahun, tp xde beza sangat sbb nmpk sebaya jer semua org.. Mula2 farees xnak bgn pagi, sebabnya semalam dia tdo pukul 1.30am.. mana la dia nk bgn seawal 8am? Jenuh jugakla pujuk dia bangun pagi.. Mummy pon lg la jenuh nak bgn pagi nak oiii... Seb baik daddy ade, daddy la yg kejut kita berdua bgn pagi.. Hahaha!

Ni wajah first day nakgi skolah...

Yang mummy tak faham kenapa farees sangat seronok nk pegi tadika? Kejut bgn pagi pon xnangis.. Kalau mummy masa kecik2 dulu mmg liat benor laaa nakgi skolah.. sampai form 5 pon nangis2 time nak kena balik hostel.. Hari2 nangis nak balik umah.. Hahaha! Daddy cakap sbb farees anak daddy, daddy pon gi tadika seawal 3tahun.. Hhmmm, whateverlahh... Seb baik tadika farees depan umah je, kalau x jenuh laaa mummy nak kene bgn pg2 nak antar farees lagi... Mon-Wed kelas sampai 10.30am je.. 2jam farees xde kat rumah rasa sunyi je... tapi adik mmg dpt tidur dgn aman.. :)

Pasal farees masuk tadika seawal 2thn 5bulan mendapat reaksi negatif gak dr sesetengah org.. Ada yang bertanyakan mummy, 'Kenapa paksa anak masuk tadika awal? Nanti dia boring'.. 'U kan xkeje, nape xajar kat rumah je'.. dan macam2 lagi.. Mummy gak yg kene, padahal daddy yang beria suruh daftar farees okey... Alasan kitorg antar farees tadika bukanla sebab akademik semata2. Lagipon mummy dh tanye principal dia cakap program utk 3 years bukanla exam oriented.. Silibus pon byk main2... Since farees pon belum petah bercakap dan agak anti social, selain drpd hari2 mintak ngan mummy nakgi skool, sbb tu la daddy suruh register farees utk tahun ni... Dengan harapan dia akan belajar bergaul dgn kawan2 yg lain.. Okey farees??? Hehehe..

Balik sekolah terus kacau adik tdo okey..

.:Confinement Period:.

2010-08-24T16:42:00.004+08:00

Hari ni dah 28hari sejak adreena dilahirkan. Nak dibandingkan dgn masa first berpantang, mmg agak berbeza jugakla. First time dulu pantangnya agak strict, 40hari sanggup makan nasi+ikan bakar+sawi. Second time? Hampess... Baru 15hari pon dah makan macam2.. Huhu! Kesannya agak terasa jugakla kan.. Luka lambat sembuh, nifas lambat habis, sakit urat dan macam2 lg.. Haaa, berani buat berani tanggung laa.. :)

Hari ke-15 dah pecah pantang dek kuih 'onde-onde'. Terliur beb tgk farees makan smpai 2-3 biji. Mula2 makan sebiji je pastu tambah lg sebiji dan sebiji.. Pas makan xterasa ape pon.. Esoknya makan durian, kuih jala mas dan tahi itik... Still ok lagi.. Mungkin boleh makan kot.. Lusa plak makan kuih seri kaya yang dibuat drpd telur.. Fuhh, yg ni agak terasa sakit sket sbb luka belum sembuh...

Hari ke-15 dah bantai durian.. Sedap!!!

Paling xdapat dilupakan pada hari ke-17, dibantainya buah rambutan.. Sebiji je tau, bukannya byk.. Ape lg, malam tu jugak sakit perut rasanya sakit macam sakit contraction. Kalau dh rasa sakit contraction tu, boleh la dibayangkan mcm mana sakitnya.. Nak nangis? Hmm, mmg nangis pon. Nak ngadu lebih2 kat daddy pon takut kene marah. So ngadu sikit2 jela sambil tak bgtau punca sebenar kejadian. Huhu.. Daddy suruh jumpa doctor tapi xberani gak nak gi sbb dah tau sendiri punya salah.. Haha! So, sakit yg berterusan selama 2-3 hari tu ditanggung sendiri.. Alhamdulillah skrg dh xrasa sakit cume turun darah sampai la sekarang.. Padahalnya 4hari sebelum puasa dh kering. Yang keluar plak freshblood tu.. Huhu! Ngeri.. Skrg tgk rambutan pon tak berani nk makan...

Cerita ttg berpantang ni, ade 4 komponen utama:

1] Makan&Minum - Orang kelantan hanya makan nasi putih+ikan bakar+sayur sawi air sahaja. Ikan plak biasanya ikan selar sahaja. Sayur boleh jugak nak tukar2 dgn bayam. Biasanya dorg makan menu ni selama 40 hari. Hmm, ms farees dulu mmg 40 hari mummy makan menu ni je. Tapi 2nd time ni smpai 20hari je. Pastu mummy dh mula muak dan tukar dgn ayam bakar. Yang lain2 still sama. Utk sarapan, minum petang dan supper plak mummy makan biskut Jacobs yang creamcracker cicah dgn air MILO.. Tak hairan laaa 1tin for 3-4hari. Mana taknya, sekali hidang dlm 14keping biskut... Best! Best! Teh hanya dibenarkan pada hari ke-35 dan seterusnya. Kenapa ye? Macam2 laaa pantang ni. Kdg2 bleh stress sbb itu takbleh,ini takbleh..

Salah satu menu minum pg,ptg dan mlm

2] Berurut&Bertungku - Mummy berurut&bertungku stat hari ke-8 sampai ke-21, lepas buat majlis bercukur adreena pada hari ke-7. Dalam 15hari berurut dan tungku tu mmg agak bosan la. Current price utk servis ni kat kelantan is RM35 sehari. Last 2years masa farees pon lebih kurg je. Zaman adreena beranak nanti mummy tak tau laaa berapa. Silap2 tukang2 urut pon dh takde kot since skrg pon agak susah nak cari.. Hari 'pelepas' dibuat pd hari ke-21. Kalau zaman2 dulu buat hari ke-40. Zaman skrg xlarat laa naktggu smpai 40. Pada hari pelepas tu, kena sediakan 'pengeras' gak. Pengeras tu harganya RM30.20+kain sarung. Tapi mummy bg 2kain sarung+sepasang kain utk tukang urut mummy, Moksu namanya... Dah siap pelepas sume, mummy pon balik umah daddy kat KB sebab dh 3minggu mummy kat umah arwah tok umi.. Lagipon kesian plak kat nenek kalau mummy abiskan pantang kat PC pastu balik KL, kang xsempat plak nenek nak main2 ngan farees and adreena...

3] Bengkung - Bengkung perut dan sapu losyen pati halia. Mujarabla jugak kot.. Sambung berpantang kat umah nenek, hari2 mummy kene pkai bengkung. Sbbnya kalau mummy tak berbengkung, daddy mula laaa bising2.. Hari2 tanye, 'pakai bengkung tak arini?'.. So perut mummy pon xde la menggeleber.. Dek kna paksa ngan daddy pkai bengkung.. Huhu! Terima kasih jela kat daddy yg sudi monitor mummy..

Ni pati halia yg memanaskan perutku..

4] Jamu - Mummy belum stat makan jamu lg sebabnya tanak bg adreena jaundice. Skrg pon adreena masih lg kuning cuma xserius la. Ade laa sikit2 lg..Hari ni dah 28 hari pon still kuning ade lg. Cemana kalau mummy makan jamu? Bukankah akan memperbanyakkan lg kesan jaundice tu kat adreena? Tgkla dalam seminggu lg mummy akan stat makan jamu. Mummy plan nak beli yg Mustika Ratu ataupon Leesa Formula.. Belum beli lg ni.. Xtau nak beli yg mana. Masa farees dulu mummy beli yg orang kampung buat. Tapi sejak KKM byk buat serbuan yg jamu2 tersebut ade kesan toksik dan tercemar, rasanya lebih baik beli yang dah dapat kelulusan KKM je,,, Ade cadangan x?

Tu jela kot pantang mummy.. zaman adreena nanti mummy taktau laaa org berpantang macam mana. Org zaman skrg pon asyik nak mengelat je... Huhuhuhu!!!

.:Coping up with 2kids:.

2010-08-23T03:43:00.004+08:00

Semuanya pasal 2kids, farees and adreena. Hari ni hari ke-27 mummy ade 2 org anak. Mummy still having trouble nak adjust masa between farees dan adreena. Waktu pagi, farees dah bangun, adreena masih tdo. Waktu malam, farees tdo tapi adreena berjaga. Bila adreena jaga, mummy kena berjaga jugak. Tapi bila adreena tdo, susah mummy nak curi2 masa nak tdo. Huhu! Time pantang kat kampung ni boleh la tahan sebab waktu petang farees xmain2 ngan mummy. Time ni la mummy nak rehat kalau adreena tdo.. Tu pon kalau adreena tdo..

Walau apapon yang bakal kita hadapi kat KL nanti, mummy yakin mummy akan dpt buat yang terbaik utk anak2 mummy. Mummy xsabar gak nak balik KL, tp sedikit sebanyak ade gak kerisauan bersarang kat benak fikiran mummy ni. Macam2 yang mummy plan nak buat... Berjayakah mummy menguruskan korg ber2? Dan korg ber3 di hujung minggu? Huhu.. same2la kite tunggu dan lihat ye.. Mummy harap sangat farees dan adreena dapat tolong mummy jugak..

Mlm ni mummy nak buat time table yang mungkin dpt membantu.. Ok.. ini dia yang mummy berjaya fikirkan...

6.30am Bangun solat Subuh

7.00am Sediakan sarapan utk mummy dan farees sambil2 buat laundry

8.00am Farees bgn tdo, mandikan farees

8.30am Adreena bgn tdo, mandikan adreena

9.00am Bersarapan bersama farees

10.00am Mummy sidai pakaian, farees tgk TV dgn adik (ataupon adik tdo)

12.00pm Mummy masak lunch

2.00pm Masa utk lunch

3.00pm Masa utk tgk tv (ataupon farees tdo dgn adik)

5.00pm Angkat jemuran

6.00pm Mandikan farees dan adreena

8.00pm Tgk TV

9.00pm Dinner

10.00pm Santai ataupon kemas umah sblm tdo

11.00pm Masa utk tidur

Harap2 kite ber3 dapat ikut jadual yang mummy sediakan ni yer... Insya'Allah.. :)

.:Farees dan Adreena:.

2010-08-22T04:38:00.000+08:00

Sekarang farees dah jadi abang.. Farees hepi ke? Sebelum adik lahir, mummy nampak farees boleh sayang adik. Tapi sejak adik lahir, farees suka sgt kacau adik. Kalau adik tdo, farees akan kejutkan adik sampai adik bangun. Kalau time nak tdo, farees akan berebut tempat tdo dgn adik, berebut teddy bear adik, berebut bantal adik.. Mummy tak faham kenapa farees suka sangat berebut ngan adik. Kadang2 berebut nak tdo ngan mummy laa, kadang2 nak tdo ngan adik. Tapi sejak daddy balik KL ni adik tdo dlm playpen. Farees suka laaa ye sebab dpt peluk mummy. Sebelum tdo farees nak mummy peluk farees. Yang mummy tak tahannya, kalau adik nangis je farees cepat2 peluk mummy mcm xbg mummy amik adik.. Pandai yer!!!

Oklah.. ni mummy letak gambar farees ngan adik...

Farees dan Adreena

Farees sayang adik..

.:2nd Delivery:.

2010-07-27T05:10:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, seorang lagi baby selamat dilahirkan pada 27 July 2010 jam 00:45am di KPJ Perdana Specialist Hospital di Kota Bharu. Mummy's new baby girl - Wan Faiqa Adreena.. :)

Wan Faiqa Adreena

Pengalaman melahirkan adreena sangat2 la berbeza dgn farees sebab adreena dilahirkan secara 'induce'.. Sbnrnya mummy xnak ingat detik2 melahirkan adreena tp mungkin mummy perlu juga catatkan dlm blog ni sebagai pengalaman yang xmungkin mummy lupakan.. Mummy xboleh nak salahkan sesiapa atas apa yg mummy alami sebab mummy sendiri yang buat keputusan nak induce sblm sampai masanya adreena dilahirkan..

25 July 2010
Regular checkup dgn Dr. Awang. Atas beberapa alasan, mummy request kat Dr. Awang utk induce. Masa consultation tu mummy sorg je yg jumpa doc sbb time tu kat labor room. Daddy xikut sama sebab terpaksa jaga farees kat waiting room sebelah labor room ni. Hanya mummy yg dgr penjelasan doc dan mummy juga yg buat keputusan utk induce. Walau apepon doc suruh mummy discuss dgn daddy pas consult mummy dgn beberapa kesan yg mungkin akan mummy alami. Mummy berbelah bahagi jugak. Takut pon ade sebab mummy xpenah induce. Ptg tu pas discuss ngan daddy, daddy pon setuju laaa dgn cadangan mummy. Tp mummy blum bgtau doc lg. Mlmnya, mummy tanye pendapat kawan2 mummy yg penah induce. Mcm2 pengalaman yg mummy dgr. Akhirnya mummy nekad utk induce. Mlm tu jugak mummy call doc utk confirmkan psl nak induce. Mulanya daddy request nak induce 27 july tp doc ckp dia ade 2 major operations on that day. Kami xde pilihan, terpaksa gak pilih 26 July which is tomorrow..

26 July 2010
Pkul 8.30am mummy dan daddy dah sampai kat PSH. Cuak gak tp keputusan sudah dibuat. So pergila register kat Accident&Emergency sblm dihantar ke labor room. Doc dh suruh nurse buat ape yg patut sblm dia dtg. Doc dtg pukul 9am sbb 9.30am doc ade minor operation. Mummy bgtau doc mummy ade 3 permintaan. Hehe. Nak induce tapi taknak sakit dan taknak amik epidural dan special request daddy plak nak baby lahir 27July 2010 after 00.00am! Mcm kelakar plak siap buleh request mcm2. Yang lg kelakarnya, xsangka plak doc setuju.. Ni yg bestnya ngan doc awang sbb bleh request mcm2.. Hehe! Pagi tu, doc bg kami options psl induce berdasarkan request kami yg 3 tu.. dan mummy pon pilihlaa option yang sesuai dgn kehendak kami walaupon terpaksa menunggu agak lama... Pukul 11.30pm mummy mula rs sakit contraction..

27 July 2010

Dan tepat jam 00:45am, baby adreena pon selamat dilahirkan... Alhamdulillah.. Tp pas adreena lahir, mummy terus flat xsedar ape sampailaa pukul 3.30am waktu nurse nak hantar mummy masuk bilik... Kat ward mummy tak boleh nak tdo sebab daddy baca yasin (sempena malam nisfu syaaban).. Daddy stay up smpai subuh.. Pas subuh mummy panggil nurse sbb nak breastfeed adreena. Mummy agak terkilan jugakla sbb sepanjang malam adreena kat nursery, nurse bg adreena minum susu FM. Huhu. Tp semuanya salah mummy!!! Sorry yer sayang.. Mungkin mummy xpatut paksa adreena keluar sebelum waktunya.. Tapi mummy ngan daddy ade beberapa alasan yg terpaksa paksa adreena lahir.. Antaranya sbb mummy nak abis pantang sblm raya. Hehehe!

.:Back to Blogging:.

2010-07-22T01:51:00.002+08:00

Wooowww~ So long since my last entry kan.. Arini my dear son dh umur 2tahun, skrg tgh tggu 2nd baby plak yg nak keluar.. my little angel! Tiba2 bleh terbukak blog ni pon sbb nak retrace psl saat2 genting kat labor room during my first labor. Siap nangis bila bace blk entry tu.. huhuhu!

Xtau nak tulis ape laa... tgk blog ni dah bersawang. Hehe! Kne buat house cleaning nmpk gayanya sblm boleh kembali berblogging... harapnya satu hari nanti dpt kembali aktif berblog... Tata!

.:Salam Ramadhan:.

2009-08-27T06:13:00.000+08:00

Hihihi... Hari ni first day aku puasa. Huhuhu... Awal2 puasa dah tinggal 5 hari. Tapi nak wat cane kan. Enjoy jela ngan my lil farees.. 5 hari aku off puasa tu ambil kesempatan utk train farees with FM. Berjayakah saya? Huhu.. Agak menyedihkan sbb dia still xnak minum ngan teat. Tapi kalu pkai straw bleh la dia abiskan sebotol. Tp utk waktu2 kritikal nak tdo, jgn harapla dia nak minum FM.

"Farees, mummy kene puasa laaa. Mana mummy larat nak bf farees lagi. Farees pose gak bf bleh tak????"

Next year time nak ganti pose blehla aku refer kat blog ni baper hari aku tinggal pose. Mcm tahun lepas mcm kompius je bila ingat2 balik baper hari aku tinggal. Rasenya 7 tapi aku lebihkan laaa 8. Hihihihi... Ni nak citer gak psl farees di bulan puasa. Gayanya mcm dia berpuasa. Yerlah walaupon mummy tak puasa lg, mummy kene gak teman daddy sahur n bukak puasa. Farees pon secara automatik mengikut kami gak.

Timing farees mmg totally berubah. Kite stat ngan sahur. Kami bgn sahur, farees pon bgn sahur gak. Makan ape yg kami makan. Siap mkn nasi tu.. Mummy pon sahur a.k.a breakfast skali ngan daddy. Hihi. Pas sahur farees tdo sampai kol 3@4pm. Bgn tdo baru nak kedek2 mandi n main2. Time ni farees tak puasa. hmm, makan nasi gak ok! Time org bukak pose, farees makan nasi lagi. Elok je pas bukak pose, dia dah tergolek2 atas sofa depan tv. Sambil tgk Buletin Utama farees siap bleh tertdo. Pastu daddy plak pi semayang terawih. Elok je daddy balik smayang terawih, kami moreh dlm kol 11pm. Time ni gakla farees nak bgn. Makan lagi! Dah bgn time ni mmg susahla nak tdo. Main dan main dan main sampaila kol 2am. Time ni baru farees nak tdo. Walaupon tdo lambat, tp masih bertenaga utk bgn sahur kol 5am. Huhuhu...

P/s: Oklah farees, Selamat Berpuasa to you too!

.:Happy Birthday Farees:.

2009-07-21T01:29:00.000+08:00

Hari ni genapla setahun umur Farees. Dan genap setahun jugak mummy pegang title 'Mummy'. Alhamdulillah. Mummy rasa syukur sgt sebab dapat jadi ibu, dapat peluang melahirkan farees, jaga Farees, BF farees sampai sekarang (walaupon usaha mummy utk FM Farees masih gagal), buli Farees (skrg Farees dah pandai buli mummy balik), gelak2 ngan Farees , boleh witness setiap kejayaan Farees membebel dan mengorak langkah, dan macam2 lagi peluang yg mummy dapat bersama Farees. Tambahan lagi, mummy sentiasa bersama Farees 24jam sehari. Mummy tak pernah ade peluang berjauhan drpd Farees pon kan. Farees seronok, mummy pon seronok!!!

Utk birthday party Farees, kite dah celebrate pd 18 July yg lepas. Harini mummy tak buat pape kecuali peluk Farees sepanjang hari dan bg Farees breakfast ngan Apple Pie. Hihihi. Oklah, jom kite tgk ape yang berlaku kat Birthday Party Farees. Mummy belum dpt lg gambar drpd si photographer kite. Bila laaa si photographer tu nak hantar gambar kite kan.. Gambar2 ni mummy ambil kat blog aunty Zue. Hihihi..

Birthday Boy, Backdrop, Cake, Cuppies n Presents

Ni time tiup lilin.. Farees blur jer apesal?

Farees, amar n alisha in costumes

Alisha sangat sukakan cuppies.

Muka Farees yang tanak senyum.. Nape eh?

Ni ngan kawan2 mummy yang sentiasa havoc! Hihi!

So enuff with the party! Walaupon Farees agak susah nak senyum, mummy harap Farees happy. Dan paling penting, mummy seronok sebab dapat buat yang terbaik utk Farees abadikan kenangan di hari ulangtahun pertama Farees. Terima kasih utk semua guest yang sudi memeriahkan 1st party Farees. Terima kasih juga utk The Legend yang sediakan tempat yang best dan good foods utk kami. Dan terima kasih utk semua presents yang semuanya best2!! Hihihi!!!

Ok, malam ni Farees kene rehat byk2 sebab esok Farees ade satu lg birthday kat KL Tower. Bestnya boleh makan besar lagi. Farees sangat suka makan akan terus makan esok yer! Mummy pon nak cover makan gak sebab kat birthday Farees mummy tak bleh nak makan sbb sibuk sgt layan tetamu dan bergosip. Hihihi...

.:Farees 1st Birthday Party Planner:.

2009-07-17T01:01:00.000+08:00

Setelah berminggu2 dan berbulan2 mummy plan utk birthday Farees ni, akhirnya setel gak issue birthday Farees. Hehe. Penat tau! Mummy sibuk macam nak buat kenduri mummy and daddy dulu. Ye ke??? Hahaha. Mula2 mummy plan nak buat kat rumah jer sbb leh la kawan2 mummy lepak lama2 sket. Lagipon kitorg plan nak terjun swimming pool pas abis party. Tapi daddy tukar plan a.k.a merosakkan plan mummy. Huhu! Daddy cakap tanak buat kat rumah sebab rumah kite kecik je. Lagipon guests susah nak parking area kondo ni.

First thing first nak pilih theme. Daddy nak roary the racing car. Mummy tak setuju! Tak sesuai langsung (bagi mummy laaa). Kalau Farees dah 3-4 tahun ok gak laa. Mummy nak theme yg cute2 jer... dan plg penting senang nak cari costume ngan accessories. So mummy decide nak MICKEY n MINNIE. Dan mummy tambah lagi POOH n TIGGER gak. Hehehe...

Date? Ni pon masalah gak. Atas sebab2 tertentu, kami pilih 18 July 2009. 3hari sebelum bday Farees yang sebenar... Huhuhu! Sebabnya 21st July tu jatuh pada hari Selasa. Tak mungkin nak buat weekdays. Weekend 18july je yg available. Weekend 25 kite kene balik kampung.

Bincang punye bincang kami pon sepakatla utk mencari suatu tempat yang sesuai utk party Farees. Kami mula dgn mencari suites. Abis suites kat hotel kat KL ni kami tanye.. Hotel Istana, The Legend, Regency, Marriot, Berjaya Times Square, Hotel Plaza dan macam2 lagi. Semuanya tak sesuai sebab kecik gak. Gugel punye gugel jumpa gak la yg sesuai, kat Sucasa Ampang. Harga pon oklaa. Pastu bila pk psl catering plak, kami kensel plan A.

Bertukar ke Plan B, cari kids theme park yang siap ngan package. Banyak gak yg kami jumpa. Cthnya kat Kidz Zone kat Midvalley etc. Tp semua package tu utk kidz, tak sesuai la plak utk anak2 kawan2 mummy n daddy yang kebanyakannya age 1-2years old. Kensel lagik!

Plan C. Hitea Buffet. Kami pilih hitea sebab agak bersesuaian utk birthday party. Gugel lagik. Abis sumer hotel kat KL ni kami call and tanye pasal hitea. Harga pon menarik gak. From RM49 to RM80++ per person. Setelah berbudget ngan daddy, kami confirmed dgn The Legend Hotel. Dah siap guests list, kompem ngan hotel. Done! Lega sket dah kompem bab venue. So takyah nak pk psl food, backdrop, cake. Kami pilih The Legend pon sebab dorg je yg bagi kami private area utk berparty. Xde laa kaco org lain kan.. Hehehe! Seronok! Seronok!

Dah setel venue, tinggal lagi benda2 kecik such as cupcakes (order ngan Filiz), goodies dan party accessories (order online jer), dan akhir sekali ialah costume (dah jumpa kat giant). Kalau daddy decide awal2 nak buat kat hotel, takdelaa berbulan2 mummy pening kepala pk psl home party. Huhuhu...

Oklah, next entry mummy nak citer psl birthday farees.
Daaa~

.:Happy Birthday Aufa:.

2009-07-07T18:35:00.003+08:00

Sebulan sekali je ke dpt update blog skrg ni? Huhuhu. Nak sgt kembali aktif dgn blog tapi my growing son selalu bagi halangan. Semakin besar, makin mengada2 plak. Nak tinggal gi toilet pon dia tak bagi. Smpaikan mummy terpaksa angkut high chair duk dpn toilet. Haha! Mcm tu sekali.. Oh ye, hari ni birthday aufa. My lil sister. She turned 11 years old. Utk menggemnbirakan hati dia, i order cupcakes from sweety yummy cupcakes by filiz. Dia sangatla seronok sbb dpt bawa cuppies tu ke sekolah. Semalam kelam kabut gak. Pas blk from LCCT, ade hati singgah rumah eDa. Lepak2 sambil tggu maghrib then keluar sekali ngan dorg bukak pose n celebrate bday cousin dia kat Ampnag Waterfront. Nasib baik daddy ade kat rumah n kebetulan my bro nakgi stesen bas. So cuppies aufa ni wat special delivery ngan bas gitu. Then pesan kat my bro kat KB bila bas smpai KB terus g ambil kat stesen bas. Cayalah aufa!!! Utk filiz yg sudi amik last minit order, tq so much... Hihihi!!!

Papepon, semoga my sister kuat semangat utk menempuhi kehidupan ni walaupon tanpa ditemani ibu tercinta. I know it would be hard for her but I believe Allah akan sediakan jalan yg mudah utk dia tempuhi utk masa2 akan datang. I cant imagine if I have to live without my mother at my 6 years old. I'm so grateful for at least I had 23 years with my late mother eventhough it would never be enough for me. Allah knows better. I love you, mum!!!

**p/s: sorg lg nak cuppies gak utk bday dia 21st July ni.. huhu! kopak2..

.:Avent For Sale at 50%:.

2009-06-07T18:53:00.002+08:00

i'm thinking to let go few products from Avent yg mmg i xpkai. Steriliser, warmer, breast pad (still un-opened). As well as moses basket. Interested can email me...

Philips Avent: ISIS Breast Pump with 2 storage bottles RM219.90-50% = RM109.95
SOLD at RM100 with travel bag :)

Philips Avent: Express Electric Steam Steriliser RM359.90-50% = RM179.95
BOOKED!

Philips Avent: Express Bottle & Babyfood Warmer 3-pin RM277.90-50% = RM138.95
SOLD!

VIA Breast Milk Containers 10 x 180ml - BPA FREE RM65.90-50% = RM32.95

NEW! Philips Avent: ISIS Comfort Breast Shell Set 2 pairs RM76.90-20% = RM61.52
SOLD!

NEW! Ultra Comfort Disposable Breast Pads 50's RM49.90-20% = RM39.92

p/s: duk simpan brg2 yg xpkai ni memerlukan space yg byk.. huhuh!

.:Bad Time Management:.

2009-06-02T21:41:00.002+08:00

Lamanya saya tak update blog. Mungkin hidup saya makin huru hara sejak balik ke KL, alasan utama sebab saya tidak lagi mempunyai pembantu rumah. Ini bermakna segala hal rumahtangga, saya yang uruskan. Saya seronok! Kalau saya rajin, saya buat. Kalau saya malas, saya tunda laaa dulu. Hahaha! Tapi saya mmg seronok si suami dpt berpindah ke KL walaupon kami sudah tidak mempunyai org gaji dan driver, tempat tinggal yg agak kecil dan beberapa kemudahan lain seperti di Sarawak. Dan sememangnya amatlah bahagia tinggal di tanah air sendiri walaupon kampung halaman kami jauh nun di kelantan. Hehe! Dan paling penting hidup saya semakin ceria dan bahagia dan tidak lagi bosan berada di dalam ladang kelapa sawit. Saya kini mempunyai alasan utk tidak memasak. Farees! Yerlah, kdg2 kalau saya malas memasak, saya cakapla kat si suami yg si anak buat hal. Padahal saya yg buat hal asyik nak tdo jer.. Hehehe! Di hujung minggu pula kami boleh lepak2 n shopping! Ohhhh! Sejak berada di KL juga poket saya semakin nipis. Tapi saya tetap bahagia berbanding hidup di Sarawak!

Nampaknya byk cerita tentang farees yang saya lupe nak coretkan di sini. Sedar tak sedar, farees dah pon 10 bulan 2 minggu. Dia skrg makin aktif menggigit org sebab giginya dah tumbuh 6 batang. Kalau saya belum bangun sebelum dia, bersedia laaa utk merasa gigitan dia. Huhuhu! Ade tips tak cane nak kurgkan gejala menggigit org? Huhu! Oh ye, farees pon sangat seronok daddy pindah ke KL. Kalau malam sabtu, farees ikut mummy keluar dgn kawan2 mummy. Kalau malam ahad plak, farees ikut daddy lepak kat kedai mamak dgn kawan2 daddy. Pernah laaa sampai kol 12 tgh malam. Apelaaa punye mak bapak. Kecik2 pon dah ajar farees kuar jln2. Hari ahad adalah hari keluarga utk kite jalan2 dan shopping3. Ops, terlebih plak... Hihihi!

***p/s: Farees dah bgn! Huhu. Selalu je kacau mummy nak update blog!!!

.:Lengan Farees Melecur:.

2009-04-05T15:41:00.001+08:00

Alkisahnya bermula mase kita kuar gi Bintulu town this weekend. Mummy teringin nak makan something yg soupy. Sbbnya kelmarin masa kita kuar, daddy mkn sup ekor kat Selera Kampung. Disebabkan mummy takde selera nak mkn time tu, mummy order air je tapi daddy order sup. Mummy try sikit je laa dan ianya sedap, time tu daddy dah nak abis pun. Malas nak order lagi sbb bukan betul2 nak makan pun. So malam ni mummy teringin nak makan sup kat kedai tu lagi tapi bila kita sampai sana, kedai tu pon dah tutup. Yerlah, sampai pon dah kol 10pm. Huhuhu. So kite pegi laaa Fisherman's Village. Mummy order nasi goreng seafood dan jugak sup ekor, daddy order nasi goreng seafood gak.

Ni la lengan farees yg melecur tu..

Tgh2 makan, waiter hantar sup ekor. Wahh, sangat seronok dapat mkn sup mlm ni. Mummy sempat try satu sudu je sbb terlalu panas dan masih lagi berasap. Mummy ingat nak tggu la sejuk sket baru mkn lagi tapi tak sempat pon seminit, farees terkam mangkuk sup yg masih berasap tu. Mummy pon xsempat nak tarik tgn farees sebab farees duduk atas riba mummy. Sebelah tgn pegang farees, sblh tgn pegang sudu. Dan sup yang masih berasap tu pon tertumpah la atas tangan farees sampai ke lengan. Ape lagi, meraung laaaa anak mummy. Huhuhu. Dah la di keheningan malam tu teramatla sunyi dan ramai org ber'romantik' di bawah cahaya lampu dan lilin. Sumer org terkejut. Hihihi. Mummy bawak farees gi sinki, basuh ngan air paip. Farees nangis2 lagi. Pastu ramai pulak org bertanyakan tentang farees dan datang pujuk2 farees. Boleh tak tgh2 farees nangis bagai nak rak tu, ade org dtg pujuk farees dan farees tiba2 senyum kat org tu dan sambung nangis lagi? Hihihi. Kelakar gak anak mummy ni. Sempat lagi nak senyum kat org. Tapi baguslaaa sebab senyuman kan sedekah... Hehehe!!!

Ni muka macho walaupon tgh sakit baru pas mandi kan..

Daddy dah siap mkn, daddy plak dukung farees. Lengan farees dah merah2 cam bengkak. Agaknya daging farees dah masak kene sup panas tu. Kesian anak mummy. Daddy bawak farees tgk kucing, farees gelak2 main ngan kucing tu sambil2 tggu mummy abiskan makanan. Pastu kita singgah beli KFC utk assistants daddy dan terus balik Derawan tapi singgah kat ofis daddy dulu utk amik ubat antiseptic dan daddy setelkan beberapa keje. Time dah kol 1.30am baru laaa kita sampai rumah. Kesian farees kan? Tapi kuat gak anak mummy ni. Sakit2 pon still leh senyum kat org, still boleh temankan daddy buat kerja kat ofis tanpa sebarang rengekan... Sayang farees!!!

Satu lagi dapat sakit kat kepala terhantuk katil. Hihi!

.:Rajawali Oil Mill:.

2009-04-04T07:25:00.000+08:00

Hihi. Cam xde citer lain plak nak citer pasal Rajawali Oil Mill kan. Sbnrnya semalam kita pergi Rajawali. Sedikit sebanyak mummy teringatkan beberapa peristiwa yg pernah berlaku kat sana. Walaupon xde kene mengena ngan farees, tp utk pengetahuan farees jerla. Mummy sempat tinggal kat Rajawali sebelum lahirkan farees beberapa bulan. Pernah sambut Aidilfitri 2007 dan Aidiladha 2007. Pas mummy resign keje kat Bangi, mummy plan nak ikut daddy duk kat Rajawali tapi tiba2 terpregnantkan farees. Serta-merta daddy suruh mummy balik KL semula sbb kononnya faktor geografi yg xsesuai utk mengandungkan farees kat sana. Susah nak checkup la, xde pakar la, etc (tp tu semua alasan daddy!). Disebabkan farees jugakla mummy terpaksa berjauhan ngan daddy for another 9-12months. Plan berhenti kerja sbb nak duk dkt ngan daddy tak menjadi dan my resignation cam sia2 gakla. Hehehe. Takdela sia2 tapi tempoh 9bulan tu amatla menyeksakan fizikal dan mental (especially)..

Mula2 mummy tau mummy pregnant mase duk Rajawali la. Cuak gakla daddy nak cari klinik yg terbaik kat Bintulu utk confirmkan my pregnancy tp taktau ape yg tak kena still xleh nak confirm. Mummy pon cuak gak sbb doc tak nampak ape2 walaupon UPT positive. Disebabkan hal tu jugak mummy terpaksa balik wat checkup kat KL dan doc menasihatkan mummy tak fly by aeroplane for at least 3-4months atas sebab keselamatan farees. Huhuhu. Sangatla menyedihkan sbb xdapat balik Bintulu jumpa daddy dan paling menyedihkan sbb xdpt nak mengada2 ngan daddy. Sbb tu jugak kot takde istilah mengidam sepanjang pregnancy. Tapi nasib baik gak daddy balik KL every 2/3weeks. Hehe..

Di Rajawali mummy ade ramai kawan gak berbanding kat Derawan ni takde langsung. Housing area executives ngan staff dekat2 pastu executives bungalow pon ekat2, pastu semua executives ade isteri walaupon time tu semua org takde anak lagi, kecuali Kak Su yang dah ade 2org hero. Dan kami pon berkawanla jugak. Kdg2 kami jalan2 ke Miri same2 gak. Trip ke Miri selalunya trip honeymoon sebab masing2 bedua aje. Hihi. Mase mummy kat KL, daddy cakap dah ramai yg kene transfer. Uncle Azhari pindah Lavang, diikuti daddy pindah Derawan, kemudian uncle Yusdi dan KakNi pindah ke semenanjung, pastu uncle Murugan pindah Pekaka, dan akhir sekali uncle Shahril dan KakSu pindah Sabah. Kat Derawan ni mummy takde kawan sebab 2 org executives kat bukit sebelah ni masih bujang dan staff housing area dgn executives housing area sangatla jauh. Lagipon mummy beberapa bulan jer duk sini

Seumur hidup mummy, tak pernah pon terfikir akan menetap di sebuah ladang kelapa sawit, apatah lagi di sebuah daerah terpencil di Sarawak yang keadaan facilitiesnya amat serba kekurangan. Tapi dah jodoh mummy dengan seorang jurutera kilang kelapa sawit, terpaksala mummy ikut. Hihihi. Kehidupan di ladang ni walaupon dgn serba serbi kekurangan, tapi mummy bahagia selagi daddy berada di sisi mummy. Apatah lagi dgn kehadiran farees yang menyerikan lagi kehidupan mummy dan daddy :) Dan mummy bersyukur sejak pregnantkan farees lagi, rezeki daddy semakin bertambah dan skrg ni daddy pulak dapat bertukar ke HQ kat KL. Farees pon berpeluang menjalani kehidupan yang lebih baik kat KL nanti. Insya'Allah...

.:Good Bye, Miri:.

2009-03-28T13:05:00.000+08:00

Weekend ni daddy bawak kita jalan2 gi Miri. Maybe kali ni yang terakhir sebelum kita berpindah ke KL. Tak sangka weekend ni byk hotel full house kat Miri. Last choice terpaksala kita stay kat Parkcity Hotel. Daddy dah byk kali plan ngan mummy nak bawak farees stay kat Imperial Hotel tapi nak wat camne bukan rezeki kita weekend ni. Kenapa daddy nak duk kat Imperial? Hihihi, sbb mase zaman honeymoon mummy n daddy sblm dapat farees, kami selalu lepak kat hotel tu. Daddy ckp tak aci plak kalu tak bawak farees gi sana gak. Hehehe! Macam biasa kat Miri ni kita jalan2 aje. Mula2 gi lunch kat Riverfront makan nasi lalapan, pastu gi Boulevard. Asalnya nak gi Citarasa Sarawak tapi sbb panas sgt kesian kat farees, kita masuk Boulevard aje. Pastu gi Imperial, beli kasut utk farees. Punyer laaa jauh beli kasut farees kan? Tapi dah 3 pasang kasut farees yang daddy beli kat Miri tau! Hihi. Ni yang ke-3. Dah abis pusing2 mall, kita singgah solat kat Petronas pastu singgah lak kat Ulu Mulu sblm singgah lagi kat Luak Esplanade. Kalau farees nak tau, aktiviti nilah yang mummy n daddy selalu buat setiap kali gi Miri. Hehe!Ni gambar kita bertiga kat Luak Esplanade sblm kita balik ke Bintulu.

Daddy, Farees n Mummy!

Mummy ade bgtau x daddy dah dpt surat transfer ke HQ kat KL? Hihi. Daddy dah terima surat transfer tapi kita belum lagi kemas2 barang utk berpindah sbb manager yang sepatutnya ganti daddy kat sini belum bagitau bila dia nak dtg. Daddy kene tunggu handing over baru boleh balik KL. Tak sabar kan? Memanglah hidup kita nanti akan sedikit berubah tapi bak kata pepatah "Hujan emas di negeri orang, hujan batu di negeri sendiri..." Sambung sendiri lah yer. Hihi..

.:Master N LV:.

2009-03-24T08:31:00.000+08:00

A day before kita balik ke Bintulu, mummy pergi ke UNITEN utk bertanyakan khabar tentang projek Master mummy. So far projek takde masalah tapi masalah lain pulak. Mummy pon taktau camne lecturer mummy luper nak submit grade Accounting & Strategic Mgmt. Nasib baik mummy pergi tanye kat COGS n dean n programme coordinator utk memastikan status mummy. So dorg cakap dorg akan check dulu. Harap2 xde masalah. Huhuhu!

Bila mummy gtau daddy, mulala daddy bising. Sbbnya kalu setiap kali daddy tanye, mummy asyik ckp dah nak setel tp habuk pon tarak buat kan. Hihi. Mungkin ade hikmah di sebalik sesuatu yg berlaku. Jeng Jeng Jeng... daddy nampak sangat dah fade up ngan alasan mummy so that daddy cakap kalu nak lagi LV, siapkan project report by May, sblm birthday daddy. After May, NO DEAL! Amboi, main kasar la plak. Hahaha! Mummy sgtla seronok dgn 'umpan' terbaru daddy and have promised myself to submit the report before 31st May (Daddy's 30th Birthday).. Belum lagi ape2 mummy dah berangan lagi. Daddy cakap 1 je tp wishlist mummy sampai 2. Hahaha! Yang peliknya, birthday daddy tapi daddy plak yg bagi mummy hadiah. Tapi kalau mummy nak bagi hadiah kat daddy pon, sah2 pkai duit daddy gak. So adalah lebih baik duit daddy tu mummy spend utk mummy jer kan. Hihihihi... Farees jgn ikut perangai buruk mummy yer?

Sindrome LV ni mula merebak very seriously sejak daddy bawa mummy masuk butik LV kat Starhill, mummy tdo pon mimpi LV. Duit t*r*k tp berangan nak pkai LV. Huhu. Last2 daddy gak yg jadi mangsa. Hihihi! Sorry daddy, sape suruh cari pasal ngan mummy? Uwarghhh, pastu dpt pulak partner in crime yg same2 drooling over LV. Lagila berkobar2 utk 'memaksa' daddy belikan LV. Hehehehe! Nasiblah daddy, mummy dah warned awal2 sblm kawen lagi kan. Hihihi!

**Tak sabarnya mummy nak antar report MEM mummy, to have another LV!!! Daddy, keep ur promise!!!

.:Daddy Farees:.

2009-03-21T00:52:00.002+08:00

Ohh, ade TAG utk saya rupanya. Maaflah yana, saya masih bercuti selama sebulan. Sebab tu la saya belum sempat nak update blog. Malas nak pk papepon. Hahaha!

Rules:
Here’s a chance to see how well you really know your husband/boyfriend/lover.
Cut, paste and fill in the answers, then shoot, you know what to do. The real challenge is to send it to your husband/boyfriend/lover to see how right you really are.

1. He’s sitting in front of the TV, what is on the screen?
HBO

2. You’re out to eat; what kind of dressing does he get on his salad?
Dressing ulam2an jer, sambal belacan

3. What’s one food he doesn’t like?
Western - spageti/macaroni/pasta etc

4. You go out to eat and have a drink. What does he order?
Teh O ais

5. Where did he go to high school?
Sek Men Sains Machang, Kelantan

6. What size shoes does he wear?
Alamak, tak penah amik tau. Hehe!

7. If he was to collect anything, what would it be?
Kereta2 ferrari dan James Bond yang jual kat Shell (kereta betul tak mampu la kan).
Siap beli 2 set, satu set utk farees main. Daddy punyer collection dlm almari jgn main tau, farees!

8. What is his favorite type of sandwich?
Tak suka sandwich. Kalu dpt dlm flite pon dia bagi saya makan.

9. What would this person eat every day if he could?
Any kind of nasi with sambal belacan (jenuh gak nak menumbuk sambal ni.huhu)

10. What is his favorite cereal?
Nestum pon kalu dia nak makan. hehe!

11. What would he never wear?
Emm, long sleeve shirt..

12. What is his favorite sports team?
F1 tapi saya taktau sape.. (haha)

13. Who did he vote for?
Hihihi...

14. Who is his best friend?
Amalina (dulu, kini dan selamanya.haha!)

15. What is something you do that he wishes you wouldn’t do?
Bagi FM kat farees (hahaha)

16. What is his heritage?
melayu

17. What is his favourite colour?
Hitam

18. What is his habit?
Tido depan TV

19. What is he proud of?
Jadi suami saya kot. Heheh!

20. Lastly, do you think he will read this?
NEVER!!! (takde maknanya...)

.;Apple iPhone:.

2009-03-20T01:07:00.000+08:00

Sekali lagi apple iphone mummy kene gigit dgn farees. Dan kali ni amatla menyedihkan sebab apple iphone mummy dah rosak dah takleh on dah takleh detect network. Fizikal n Mental dah rosak. Physically, mummy pelik gak tgk hp mummy mcm ade kaler2 coklat. Rupa2nya farees siap hisap n gigit sampai rusk yg farees makan dah melekat2 kat setiap sudut n celah2 iPhone mummy. Camne mummy nak gtau daddy? Daddy bagi hp tu kat mummy mase birthday mummy thn lepas. Masih ade 7 bulan lagi sebelum birthday mummy yg ke-??? seterusnya, maksudnya baru 5 bulan mummy pkai hp tu. Kaylah, malas mummy nak kenang kembali peristiwa menyayat hati ni. Sekadar coretan utk farees tahu apa farees dah buat kat handphone mummy mase farees 8 bulan. Oh, happy 8 months old, my son!

*Peliknya, nape mummy tak sedih pon? Apatah lagi nak marah farees? Cool! 2-3 hari lagi mummy try charge balik. Harap2 masih boleh berfungsi. Huhuhu!!!

2009-03-03T02:26:00.001+08:00

Tagged by ZUE: Five

1. What were you doing five years ago?
I was still a student, in university..enjoying myself with friends :) - same mcm zue, hehehe!

2. What were the 5 things on your to do list today?
-Sambung tido after subuh
-Mandi me and farees
-Prepare brunchner breakfast+lunch+dinner)
-Lepak dgn farees
-Online

3. What are 5 snacks that you enjoy?
-Chipsmore
-Keropok
-Cadburry
-Nugget
-Pisang goreng

4. What are 5 jobs you've had?
-Daughter
-Sister
-Student
-Employee
-Wife
(Hahahahaha)

5. Tag 5 person and who are they?
- Aufa
- Yana
- Mirah
- Yus
- Efa

.:Tips: Rambut Gugur & Khasiat Susu Ibu:.

2009-01-25T16:00:00.002+08:00

Rambut gugur bagi wanita selepas melahirkan bayi adalah perkara biasa. Ia berlaku kerana perubahan hormon di dalam badan kita. Namun ia tidak bermakna kita harus membiarkan sahaja rambut kita terus gugur menyembah bumi. Menyedihkan bukan? Saya juga tidak terkecuali mengalami situasi berikut. Semasa Farees berusia 2 bulan, ramai yang menegur tentang kepala saya yang semakin ketara 'botak'nye. Tapi xdelaaa botak yg betul2 botak tapi rambut hadapan saya jarang2 jer dan ia kelihatan amat ketara. Huhuhu! Sangat2 la menyedihkan sbb saya tak boleh berbuat ape. Semasa mengandung, saya ade terbaca petua di dalam Pa&Ma untuk melebatkan rambut bayi selepas bercukur.

Petua:

Ambil 4/5 helai daun cekur manis. Tumbuk hingga lumat dan campurkan sesudu besar susu ibu. Lumurkan ke kepala, biarkan kering dan cuci. Amalkan selama 3 hari. Insya'Allah rambut bayi anda akan cepat tumbuh, lebat dan hitam.

Tapi saya tidak mengamalkan petua ini untuk Farees malah mempraktikkan utk masalah di kepala saya. Dan disebabkan saya tak kenal daun cekur manis (hahaha, gelak utk diri sendiri), saya hanya lumurkan susu segar dari badan saya dan biarkan kering seketika. Alhamdulillah, beberapa hari kemudian, rambut baru tumbuh di tempat yang kelihatan botak. Kini saya tidak lagi botak. Yeeehhhaaa! Walaupon saya masih mengalami keguguran rambut, ia hanyalah keguguran biasa dan jumlahnya berkurangan dgn ketara sekali. Tapi saya tidak risau dgn keguguran tersebut kerana rambut baru saya tumbuh setiap hari. Semua org tahu akan khasiat susu ibu utk bayi tapi tak semua org tahu susu kita juga mempunyai khasiat utk diri sendiri. Hargailah setiap anugerah yang Allah beri untuk kita.

.:RM1399 vs RM399:.

2009-01-23T10:31:00.001+08:00

Stroller.

I thought I've made wise decision before I've decided to buy a stroller [even I got that present from my sister, but I was the one who made the choice]. But I believe that everybody tends to make mistake, not once but at least for so many many times. In stroller matter, I did! Now I realize that regardless of other people's reviews as well as brand conscious, me actually don't need what other people need. I tell you what, in a month, we will travel by flight at least 4 times [cuz we normally travel from Btu-KL-KB and return]. Tu belum ambil kira nak travel by car, bus, lorry ke etc... Hehe! Can you imagine how to travel to so many places with quite bulky but compact stroller. I mean Farees's Graco, exactly like this but in green colour. Stroller 9.8kg and car seat 3.2kg.

Quite bulky travel system...

The features are good, with compact umbrella fold pushchair for new born baby, extra side padding/head support, flat recline position, with a multi-position backreast for comfy naps, can be folds ONE HANDED with its just turn and pull, comfortable cocooning seat pad, super stylish lightweight aluminium frame, push push brakes, one click to remove car seat, storage canopy pocket for bits and bobs, with a removable and washable seatpad, firm backrest 5 positions, removable arm bar makes it easier to get larger children in and out, and suitable to be used from birth to 3 years old. See, so many good features but it still doesn't suit our lifestyle.

It's time we need to change a new stroller for Farees as Farees is going to be 7 months old and he can sit by himself. Hehehe! My new preference for stroller is it MUST be light and compact. Therefore, I found this at LittleWhizDotCom. Thank you so much for your tiny thoughts!

The new stroller. My Dear: Toddler Compact Stroller

Mummy harap mummy akan suka stroller ni sebab ianya murah, dan paling penting ringan. Made by corrosion resistant aluminum frame lagi and unbelievable with weight only 3.85kg. It's so easy to use!

With 5 point safety harness, linked brake, front wheels can absorb the wallop from the road

Adjustable handle height

Small volume after folding with handle easy to carry

Tips membeli stroller utk anak2:

"BUATLAH PILIHAN BIJAK DAN JANGAN MEMBAZIR"... hehehe!

.:Farees's 3rd Pneumococcal and Rubella For Me:.

2009-01-21T15:01:00.007+08:00

RUBELLA BOLEH CACATKAN JANIN

Inisiatif program imunisasi oleh Kementerian Kesihatan sejak 1988 untuk memberi vaksinasi rubella dari vaksin MMR (Measles-Mumps-Rubella) kepada pelajar perempuan antara 11-14 tahun di sekolah memang patut dibanggakan. Selain mengurangkan kejadian jangkitan rubella dan juga mengurangkan komplikasi yang boleh terjadi daripada jangkitan ini, ia juga mengurangkan kejadian penyakit sindrom rubella konjenital (congenital rubella syndrome) yang terjadi kepada bayi apabila ibu mengandung itu dijangkiti penyakit rubella. Rubella, atau juga dipanggil 'German measles', menyerupai penyakit campak (measles) tetapi tidak seteruknya. Ia adalah jangkitan virus yang boleh menjangkiti kanak-kanak dan orang dewasa. Seseorang akan dijangkiti dari hembusan batuk, bersin dan percakapan orang yang berjangkit. Gejala penyakit ini akan mula muncul selepas 12-23 hari kemudiannya. Ia menyebabkan demam tinggi selama dua hari, kemudian badan akan naik ruam merah bermula di muka dan merebak dari kepala hingga ke kaki. Masa yang paling infektif ialah bila ruam ini muncul dan berterusan selama seminggu. Kelenjar di leher juga akan bengkak dan sesetengah orang akan mengalami sakit-sakit sendi. Seperti campak, ia akan pulih kembali tanpa apa-apa kesan sampingan. Bagaimanapun, jika penyakit itu menjangkiti ibu mengandung, bayi yang sedang membesar dalam kandungan berkemungkinan mendapat akibat lebih teruk dari kecacatan kekal atau juga boleh membawa kepada kematian dalam rahim. Antara kecacatan yang mungkin dialami ialah cacat pendengaran dan penglihatan, masalah jantung dan cacat akal. Kecacatan ini amat ketara jika jangkitan itu berlaku dalam tiga bulan pertama kandungan ketika pembentukan struktur penting dalam bayi sedang berlaku. Jika seseorang wanita itu ada imunisasi terhadap rubella, anak dalam kandungannya akan selamat dari mendapat jangkitan ini. Oleh itu, semua wanita yang ingin mengandung patut mendapatkan imunisasi ini. Imunisasi ini tidak boleh diambil jika wanita itu sudah mengandung. Ia sepatutnya diambil sekurang-kurangnya tiga bulan sebelum hendak cuba mengandung. Sebelum mendapat vaksinasi ini, buatlah ujian darah dulu untuk mengetahui sama ada sudah ada ketahanan terhadap penyakit rubella. Kajian ini akan mengesan antibodi terhadap rubella dalam darah dan jika sudah ada antibodi, maknanya kita sudah dijangkiti penyakit ini dulu dan mendapat ketahanan secara semula jadi. Oleh itu, suntikan vaksin tidak perlu diambil lagi kerana ketahanan ini adalah seumur hidup. Walaupun ada lagi jangkitan lain dari virus dan pelbagai unsur lain yang boleh menyebabkan kecacatan kepada bayi, jika kita boleh kurangkan satu risiko sudah boleh memberi kesan sangat besar untuk keselamatan bayi. Buat masa ini, vaksin ini senang didapati di mana-mana pusat kesihatan, hospital dan juga klinik awam. Ia juga selamat - tidak ada kesan sampingan yang teruk selepas suntikan. Jadi jangan tunggu lama-lama untuk mendapatkannya jika masih tiada ketahanan terhadapnya.

"sumber dipetik dari Berita Harian"

Huhuhu... hari ni punye schedule patutnya nak amik 3rd jab pneumococcal utk Farees aje tapi daddy suruh doc inject rubella sekali utk mummy. Punye laaa mummy mengelat selama ni tapi terpaksalaaa tunjuk macho depan Farees kan. Dan secara rasminya mummy sudah pon di'inject' rubella dan perlu dipastikan tidak mengandung sekurang2nya utk tempoh 3 bulan. Lama nya. Huhuhu... (Eh! Eh! Macam teringin nak tambah sorg lg je. Hahaha!) Whateverlah, yang penting after this period kalau mummy pregnant pun xdela berada dalam tempoh 9bulan yang merisaukan.

Pas kene inject rubella, mummy mula mengalami keadaan yg kurg menyenangkan. Demam! Mula2 of course Farees yang terjangkit dgn mummy sebab Farees paling rapat dgn mummy. Kite berdua demam 3 hari laaa jugak. Kesian kat Farees. Dah abis kite demam, daddy pulak demam. Daddy ni memanglaa kan. Masa kita demam bukan nak demam. Kita dah sembuh, dia baru nak demam. Tapi nasib baik Farees dan mummy tak berjangkit balik. Disebabkan ke'demam'an kita, plan nak gi Miri on this Chinese New Year terpaksa di'postpone' dan akhirkan dibatalkan sebab weekend tu kan daddy pulak yang demam. Huhuhu! Untuk ibu2 yag bakal mengandung, sila pastikan anda telah pun mendapat suntikan Rubella kerana ia amat penting untuk pembesaran janin yang anda sayangi...

.:Walker and Baby Cot:.

2009-01-20T20:57:00.005+08:00

Nak tau tak? Pagi tadi Farees jatuh katil lagi. Tapi tak nangis sebab jatuh atas bantal yg mummy letak kat bawah. Hehe! Daddy balik kije, mummy gtau laaa daddy, "Farees jatuh katil lagi laa... Kesian Farees". Pastu daddy pon call uncle Sustin dan suruh mummy n Farees siap2 sebab kite nakgi beli baby cot utk Farees. Too fast too furious laa daddy ni! Daddy dah tak caya kat mummy nampaknye. Hehehe! Asalnya kitorg plan nak gi Miri weekend ni sebab nak gi cari baby cot Farees. Tapi sebab dah urgent sangat, terpaksalaa kami beli kat Bintulu jer. Kalau beli kat Bintulu jawabnya kite kene grab yang mana available je lah. Takleh nak byk songeh memilih cuz takde choice sangat pon. Huhu. Lagipon weekend ni belum tentu dapat pegi Miri sebab daddy banyak keje kat kilang. Whateverlah daddy!

So taraaaa.... ni lah baby cot Farees. Very basic one. Very upset jugaklaa sebab mummy ade tgk baby cot kat Toys r Us kat KL, I can get better than this with this price. Huhu! Tapi nak wat camne, kite kan duk Bintulu. Tengok! Farees pon teragak2 nak masuk (ni mummy bukak pintu depan baby cot tu). Dan mmg Farees pon xsuka duk dalam baby cot. Farees akan meraung2 minta dikeluarkan kalau mummy letak Farees dalam baby cot ni. Mummy dah letak semua toys Farees dalam tu pon still xdapat nak umpan Farees gak. Huhuhu!

Hai, takkan tengok jer Farees?

Farees tanye "Nape mummy letak semua toys Farees kat dalam benda ni?"

Dan sebagai penambah perasa (macam ajinomoto plak), kami belikan juga baby walker since Farees dah mula merangkak sana sini. This is only what available in store tapi ade music gak. But I still don't believe it price was RM159. Huhu!!! Kenapa semua barang kat Bintulu ni mahal??? Tensen ar... Kalu kat KL dah bleh dapat brand fisher-price pon! Tapi takpe lah, as long as Farees pun suka benda ni...

Macam mana tak suka, dia boleh pergi sepah2kan semua barang dlm rumah! Huhu!

.:Where Is My Purse?:.

2009-01-19T19:52:00.006+08:00

Semalam sangatla penat travel sorg2 dgn Farees. I didn't realize something is missing from my handbag until I was looking for my handphone in it in this very afternoon. I just wonder why my handbag doesn't look FULL as doraemon's pocket bag as usual? Hmm, while looking into it, I was pretty sure that something was really missing whithout knowing what was the thing. Tapi ape yer? "Uhhh NOOO! That's the thing I really hate to get lost. My purse!". It's not becoz of the money or anything else inside the purse but I really don't like to go to the police station to make a report or to the bank to report/replace my bank card, or to the JPN to replace my IC, etc which required me to do so! I hate those kind of things!

Eventhough it was quite an old purse, but I love it so much cuz I bought it in London few years back during our business trip/holiday with my late mother. There was also a long story behind the purchased of that Versace purse and importantly it had a very special sentimental value that I won't never forget. It was not becoz of Versace at all. Huhuhu!

Ni haaa purse mummy :)

Deep inside my heart I was praying and hoping that I might misplaced my purse somewhere. Maybe in the car? Unfortunately it wasn't there too :(. Me also pretty sure my maid didn't take it cuz she is very honest person and won't never do that. There is no reason she wants to 'steal' my purse (now) cuz all this while pon, she was the one who helped me to keep it at safe place.

But where my purse has gone? Daddy? Very tak mungkin daddy bawak gi ofis. Hmmm, last sekali mummy tgk purse tu mase kat Imigresen kat Bintulu Airport cuz I was looking for our IC. Then? "I think I've put it back into my handbag kan Farees?" Then mummy keluar kat arrival hall, bagi Farees kat daddy together with my handbag (cuz it was too weighty) and returned to collect our checked baggage. Then daddy singgah kat Pizza Hut utk beli pizza. Tu pon mummy and Farees duk dlm kete jer. After that kita terus balik rumah. And for that, I'm very sure that my purse was left somewhere in the airport. Can it be???

I called daddy to tell him about this. He knew how much that purse meant to me. He has bought 2 new purses to me (birthday present and wedding gift) but I just keep it in our 'museum'. Hehe! He told me he will try to call Bintulu Airport and he asked me to sit, relax and pray! Huhu! Few minutes later daddy called me again to tell that they found my purse! Alhamdulillah. I was sooo happy! Few hours later, daddy came home and we went to Bintulu town to pick it up with daddy's fren, Adam. He works at the airport too. I was ssssooooo happy!!!

Siap ade gambar passport Farees lagi. Hehehe!

What surprised me, it was not only money, maybank card, business cards, citibank credit card, iphone key etc in my purse but also my late mother's earings with Brazil's diamond and stone which my dad bought in Brazil. My dad gave it to my mum as their wedding anniversary gift but she gave it to me! If I lost my purse, I will lost the earings and memories too. I wish someday I will meet the person who returned my purse to the airport's office and I want to thank her so much for her kindness.

.:A Day Back to Bintulu:.

2009-01-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

Huhhh! Hari ni amat memenatkan with me sooooo in out-of-schedule mode! Dah laaa siap2 lambat, sampai epot lambat, check in lambat... semuanya lambat kecuali turun dari kapal terbang paling awal. Hehehe! Tu pon cuz we managed to get the first row seat in our flight back to Bintulu. Seronoknya sebab takyah nak beratur panjang kat imigresen. Tapi disebabkan masalah ke'messy'an melanda, tak jumpa cari IC laaa pulak. Maklumlaaa, bab kate daddy, handbag mummy ni macam beg doraemon. Macam2 ade. Paling teruk, takde inisiatif pon nak organize elok2. Main sumbat jer. Ooooo, sedap je daddy kutuk mummy. Cuba laa daddy jadi mummy, mummy jadi daddy. Mummy nak tgk gak camne daddy organize things when it relates to having/travelling with a baby. Sure daddy lagi kelam kabut nyer!!! [Ops, panjang lak membebel!]. Dalam kekalutan mencari IC, nasib baik gak jumpa dan berlaku sesuatu yang tak diperasankan...

OK, dah siap check IC kat imigresen, mummy keluar bagi Farees kat daddy sebelum return to collect my baggage and stroller Farees. Penat tak terkata. Kami tak singgah mana2 pon cuma daddy order take away Pizza Hut utk our dinner malam ni. Tak larat pon nak balik masak.

Dah sampai rumah, Farees segan2 plak ngan daddy. Mebi sebab 3weeks tak jumpa daddy kan! Dari jauuh Farees senyum2 kat daddy tapi bila daddy dukung je Farees merengek2 nak mummy. Farees bukan nangis tapi saje je nak merengek2. Kesian daddy. Dahlaaaa rindu kat Farees tapi Farees wat sombong plak. After few hours baru laaa Farees kembali mesra dgn daddy. Baru kenal yer! Hehehe!

Dah laaa, mummy teramatlaa penat travel dgn Farees tanpa daddy. Cukupla kali ni aje. Sbnrnya Farees takdelaaa meragam pon dlm flight cume skrg ni dh pandai memekik jer. Pastu sibuk nak tegur/agah org lain. Tanak duk diam. Badan asyik nak pusing tgk org belakang. Dalam 2hours flight, sejam je Farees tdo. Huhuhu... Oklah, mummy admit yang Farees dah makin besar! Good boy!!!

.:Mirah's Wedding:.

2009-01-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

This is the time we've been waiting for. Congratulations, Mirah!!! May Allah bless your marriage life with your loved one! Disebabkan masalah teknikal yg tidak dapat dielakkan, kita tak sempat nak dtg mase majlis akad nikah. Lagipon bukan Farees yg susah nak bgn pagi tapi MUMMY. Hehehe! Papepon kita still antara yang terawal selepas aunty Zue and aunty Suly.

Ni muka2 yang terawal sampai

Tiba2 je Farees jadi glemer sbb ade pasangan yg pkai baju kaler pink gak

Ni baru pengantin sebenar. Hehehe!

Antara muka2 pioneer SCIPP yang datang menyerikan majlis

Farees ni xabis2 ngan thumb sucking dia!

After the wedding, me, farees, cik bell n aunty Suly went to The Curve. Mula2 ingt nak window shopping jer cuz terasa dah lama sangat tak pegi sana. Ye ke? Dah jalan2, adelaaa jugak terkenan beberapa pasang baju utk Farees. Farees lagik! Huhuhu... Dah penat jln2, kita singgah makan pisang goreng harga RM5 utk 3 keping jer. D*M*!!! Pas mkn2 n shopping yang sikit tu, kitorg pon terus balik rumah. Tak sempat nak rehat pon aunty eDa datang. aunty eDa ckp nak mkn donut J.Co. Dah set ngan aunty zUe, kami pun bertolak ke Pavillion, jumpa aunty zUe kat sana. Memang adhoc punyer plan dan sumer org pkai sempoi giler termasuklaa Farees pkai baju tdo jer. Hahaha!

Balik Pavillion kami singgah makan kat Malinja. Makan best giler dan banyak giler. Hahaha! Balik rumah sambung gosssssiiiippppppp sampai laaaa kol 4.30am sampai aunty zUe balik. Hehehe!

Ini char kuey teow kat Malinja. Farees pon tak tahan!

Kol 5am mummy baru nak kemas2 brg yang nak dibawa pulang ke Bintulu. Maik aihhh, banyaklaaa pulak. Semuanya barang2 Farees yang dishopping kat Spore n KL... Huhu! Camne nak bawak balik semua ni? Tak muat luggage ar. Dgn stroller lagi... Pengsan laaa mummy! Huhuhu!

.:BEDTIME STORIES: His First Movie:.

2009-01-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

I heard many people were talking about BEDTIME STORIES. Many of them reviewed the movie as 'MUST SEE' and 'TWO THUMBS UP', including my brother a6 and few bestest frenz, zue and eDa. Since we don't have anything important to do (not at all) while waiting for the 17 January to come, it's a good idea to have movie before we go back to Bintulu. Paling tak, boleh buat daddy jeles kan? Hehehe...

'Abang chomey' nak balik KB malam ni. After we send 'abang chomey' to Hentian Bas Putra, mummy, cik bell and farees headed to KLCC. We planned to watch movie at Cineleisure but since we're quite near to KLCC and time olso quite consuming, kite gi KLCC je laa. We reached there at 9pm, terus pegi beli tiket. The movie started at 9pm and we're late for 20minutes. Better late than never kan? Haha. I want to have window shopping first and then take the next show at 11pm but cik bell was worried about Farees and eager to watch at 9pm. Mcm farees tu anak dia plak! So, mummy terlepas laaa event utk 'window shopping' at that nite. Huhu!

While movieing, tiba2 daddy call. Ops! mummy luper nak gtau daddy pasal kitorg nakgi tgk movie. Sorry daddy, lagipon kitorg tak plan pun nak tgk movie. Hehehe. Daddy macam shocked semacam jer sbb bunyi bising and Farees ade ngan mummy. Daddy ingatkan mummy keluar ngan kawan2 mummy n tinggal Farees ngan cik bell. Well daddy, macam mummy penah cakap kat daddy, "Farees is not an excuse to not having fun like lepak2, jalan2, movie, eating, etc!"

Mummy luper nak snap photo tapi I kept the ticket as proof! Haha. The movie ended at 11.15pm then we planned to lepak kat Malinja while having nasi lemak or char kuew teow with teh tarik but there were sooooo many people and we couldnt get the car park. So, terpaksa laaa drive through kat McD jer then terus balik rumah. Eeee, tak adventure laaa ngan makcik2 ni, sibuk je nak balik. Kalu ngan kawan2 mummy, silap2 malam tu jugak kitorg naik Genting Highlands! Dah sampai rumah about 12am ++, farees still fresh. Kol 1am barulah kami tido... Seronoknya dapat tgk wayang ngan Farees sebab Farees tersangatlaaa behave. Farees mmg suka tgk TV so takde masalah nak bawak dia gi tgk wayang. Sekali sekala dia memekik tu biasala sbb dia excited tgk screeN besar. Hehehe!

.:5 Months:.

2009-01-14T01:21:00.004+08:00

We've been very busy with travelling since 19 December 2008 from Bintulu to Miri to Brunei to Kuching to KL to KB to JB to Singapore to KL again before our flight back to Bintulu on 18 January 2009. Hahaha! Seeee... we're on holiday for 1 months. During this travelling month, I've not given full attention to what you have developed in 5 months. Huhu! What I can remember is that you started crawling at the age of 5 months 3 weeks after struggling very hard since 5 months 5days.

Till now, I havent give any solid food. U're still breastfeed but don't worry, your first solid food will be given when we're back to Bintulu. Your daddy doesnt want to miss your first expression of having solid food. Hehe!

.:Ooo Uniknya Uniknya... Singapura!!!

2009-01-11T12:08:00.000+08:00

Wahahaha. Title pon hepi semacam je. Ni mummy nak citer trip kite from KB to JB and Singapore. Memang seronok dapat jalan2, makan2 n shopping2 kat Singapore. Tapi kurg seronoknya sebab daddy tak dapat ikut kite sebab daddy kene keje. Kite 2 pulak kene jalan2. Mummy suka term ni :) Hahaha! Sebenarnya percutian ni tak dirancang sama sekali. Kebetulan kita ikut daddy balik KL for the extreme autoshow december lepas (ade mummy citer kat previous post), kebetulan pulak kawan mummy kahwin 17 jan ni, kita lepak je laa kat semenanjung sampai 18 jan. Kalau kita ikut daddy balik bintulu hari tu, mau mummy tak dpt pegi kenduri aunty Mirah kan? Yerlah, tiket flight AirAsia skrg ni pon bukan murah tau. Huhu! So, terpaksalah kite mengisi masa lapang kite dgn benda2 yang berfaedah seperti jalan2, balik kampung, makan2 makanan yang xde kat bintulu, melawat saudara mara, shopping2, etc. Waaahhh, aktiviti yang betul2 berfaedah kan! Hehehe... BERFAEDAH ke??? Ni beberapa gambar yg mummy letak utk tatapan umum (U). Lain2 ade mummy upload kat Picasaweb ngan Facebook. Nanti2 kita print masuk album yer. Tak sempat lagi laaa... Wink! Wink!

Images of Singapore and Merlion

Naik cable car pon best jugak.. dpt tgk pemandangan Sentosa Island n StarCruise

Lastly, shopping sket utk Farees kat Harbour Front n Vivo City

.:Apple:Farees First Solid Food:.

2009-01-10T12:47:00.000+08:00

Sedap kan makan apple mummy? Sampai abis short circuit apple mummy (??). Huhuhu. Mebi farees nampak ade gambar apple kat handphone mummy, sbb tu kot farees ingat benda tu apple yang boleh dimakan. Huhuhu. Time tu mummy kat toilet. Farees duk ngan adam. Bila mummy kuar, mummy terkejut tgk handphone mummy kat mulut Farees. Paling menyedihkan siap ade sisa2 susu Farees dkt Home button. Mummy try back to Home tapi tak dapat. Mummy try on and off pon tak dapat gak. Tapi still nasib baik cuz dapat buat call n send SMS.

2days later bila battery dah flat, mummy try charge lagi. Nak tunggu bateri abis pon sampai 2 hari. Huhu. Alhamdulilllah, dapat charge. Dah full charge baru dapat on balik. Dan kali ni mmg mummy bernasib baik sebab handphone mummy dah back to normal. Nasib baik tak sempat mintak gantirugi ngan daddy. Hehehe. Pesanan daddy, jangan letak handphone atas katil or bawah bantal. Mmg tempat feveret mummy! Hahaha!

**Mummy dah gtau daddy yang farees ni dah xsabar nak makan. Tapi daddy ckp tunggu balik bintulu baru leh bagi solid food.

.:Announcement:.

2009-01-07T13:34:00.000+08:00

Hehe.. Saje je nak buat short announcement. Farees and mummy masih lagi dalam mood cuti2 Malaysia dan Singapore. Skrg ni farees ade kat Johor Bahru. Pas balik from Kuching, daddy farees ajak gi kl. Pastu balik Kota Bharu. From KB kitorg terbang ke KL then terus gi JB. Esoknya 2 hari jalan2 gi Singapore. Farees mmglah seronok dpt jln2 dgn mummy. Daddy dah balik btu. Mebi jumaat ni kitorg nak balik kl jap, sabtu dtg jb lagi sbb nakgi spore sampai ahad. Scheduled to go back to KL mebi on Wednesday. Then stay KL sampai kenduri Aunty Mirah on 17dec. 18 january baru laa kite balik Bintulu. Hehe! Busy betul farees kan?

.:From Borneo Island to Peninsular Malaysia:.

2008-12-27T00:43:00.000+08:00

Nampaknya percutian kita masih belum berakhir. Kali ni balik KL. Wah seronoknya! Daddy nak gi tgk KL International Extreme Autoshow which was held at Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil. Daddy mmg minat keter. Setakat minat tengok aje laa cuz kami tak mampu nak beli keter yang power. Mummy plak sebenarnya tak minat langsung extreme autoshow ni tapi sebab dapat ikut daddy balik KL, buat2 seronok aje laaa. Hehehe!

27 December 2008:
Our flight back to KL.

28 December 2008:
Mula2 kite gi Midvalley sebab Cik Bell and Cik Sue nak shopping. Kite takde shopping sebab kite dah shopping kat Kuching (sebab xtau pon daddy nak balik KL). Pas makan and shopping, kite gi Bukit Jalil. Xde ape mummy nak update coz not in my area of interest. Dah balik from autoshow, daddy decide plak nak balik KB. So kite amik flight kol 8.50pm.

Daddy ade kat bawah tu!

30 December 2008:
Daddy balik Bintulu. Kita berdua stay kat KB until 2 Jan 2009. Balik rumah mummy. On the 1st day of 2009 kita berparty! Seronok kan?

Happy New Year!

2 January 2009:
Kita balik KL. Asalnya nak duk KL beberapa hari sebelum gi JB tapi uncle a6 cakap nak gi JB terus pas amik kita kat LCCT. There we go! Stay JB for 1 week.

Sampai KL terus gi JB. Ni tgh kelaparan OK!

3 January - 4 January 2009:
Keluar masuk JB-Singapore jek. Hehehe. After that lepak JB.

9 January 2009:
Balik KL.

10 January 2009:
Headed to JB again in the evening. Overnite in Singapore.

11 January 2009:
Jalan2 and shopping kat Spore.

12 January 2009:
Back to KL.

.:Trip to Kuching:.

2008-12-23T11:40:00.001+08:00

21 December 2008:

Jalan lagi. Bukan Farees yang excited nak gi jalan2 tapi mummy. Kantoi sebab mummy tersilap tgk itinerary. Mummy ingat flight ke Kuching kol 6.50pm, padahal 7.50pm. Nampak sangatla tak sabar nak gi Kuching kan? Hehehe! Maklumla, ni first time gi Kuching. Mula2 daddy ckp nak bawak mummy n Farees gi Kuching, punyerlaa seronok. Dah otw gi airport, daddy check itinerary dia. Punyela dia gelak sebab punyela awal kami turun dari rumah. So kami lepak kat town Bintulu jap, pastu mkn satay kat Tanjung Batu dgn exec kilang daddy kije :) First time Farees naik flight tak tdo. Tapi elok je pilot announce nak mendarat, Farees pon tdo. Ni haa gambar dia...

Cane pilot-in-training boleh tdo nih?

Sampai je airport Kuching dah kol 9pm, kami terus amik teksi ke Holiday Inn Hotel. Penat jugakla cuz dah malam, dgn Farees lagi nak kene angkut. Mula2 kami ingat nak keluar cari makan sambil menghirup udara malam kat Kuching tapi memandangkan hujan agak lebat dan agak tak sesuai utk Farees, kami in-room dining jek. Tu pon makan nasi lemak ngan nasi goreng. Farees pulak, tdo kepenatan macam dia yang bawak kapal terbang. Hehehe!

22 December 2008:
Hari ni daddy ade appointment kol 8.45am. Pagi2 lagi daddy dah keluar. Mummy dan Farees masih lagi menidurkan diri masing2. Ingatkan daddy balik lambat, so kite ber2 tido sepuas2nya. Tapi kol 11am daddy dah balik hotel dan kite ber2 pon terpinga2 sbb nape daddy balik awal sgt? Daddy suruh bangun siap2, kite nak kuar plak. Oklah, mummy siap2kan Farees dulu, pastu mummy plak siap2 (macam biasalah). Dah siap2 nak keluar, hujan laa plak. Daddy sambil nak tunggu hujan reda, dia tdo. Farees pon sambung tdo gak. Tapi memandangkan mummy dan daddy belum breakfast dan kami mengalami sindrom kelaparan yg tidak terkawal, mummy turun gi beli KFC kononnya utk alas perut je la. Pas makan, kami ber3 sambung tdo lagik. Dlm kol 5pm, hujan dah reda dan kami pon siap2 nak keluar jalan2. Kami jalan2 menyusuri sungai Sarawak ni pastu singgah jap kat Parkson Grand sebelah Crowne Plaza. Farees tdo, kami terpaksa balik hotel. Tapi sampai je hotel Farees bgn balik. Pas tgk Buletin Utama, kita keluar jalan2 lagi, masuk Sarawak Plaza singgah Watson utk beli Lactacyd utk muka Farees yang merah2 dan payung, pastu masuk Tun Jugah Mall nak cari baju utk mummy tapi xde yang berkenan, then dinner kat Taman Kereta. Best gak mkn bermacam2 jenis seafood. Mummy makan tak hingat OK...

Farees and daddy kat Cat Statue

So nice view of Kuching Waterfront..

Sarawak State Legislative Building (still under construction)

Jalan2 sepanjang Kuching Waterfront

Dinner kat Taman Kereta

23 December 2008:
Shopping day. Ni hari paling best kat Kuching sebab daddy bawak kite gi shopping kat The Spring Mall, the biggest shopping mall in Kuching and even in East Malaysia. It is really beyond my expectations and I loved to be here after 3 months away from KL. Hehehe! Sangat seronok. Plan asal nak shopping utk mummy je, tapi mummy mmg takleh tgkla baju baby, mesti nak beli gak utk Farees. End up, Farees dapat jugak 4 helai baju dan 6 pasang socks. Mummy beli 5 helai baju, 2 helai baju utk baby kawan daddy, dan 1 helai baju utk adam (ntah bile nak balik KL nak bagi adam). Tgh seronok mummy shopping, Farees nangis2 plak ngantuk. Spoil mood mummy jek. Otw balik ke hotel Farees tdo dan sampai je hotel terus tanak tdo. Dalam kol 6pm, kite kuar dinner kat Taman Kereta lagi tapi kedai lain pulak. Bestnya sbb kami order udang galah, ketam, sotong, kerang rebus ngan sayur campur. Pas dinner, kita singgah pulak kat 7eleven nak beli diapers utk Farees tapi xde, so terpaksa gak masuk kat Giant. Pastu pusing2 lagi kat Crowne Plaza. Hari ni sangatlaaa seronok :)

The Spring Mall, Kuching

Balik hotel terus tak ngantuk

Dinner kat Taman Kereta, mummy pon ngantuk gak

Pas dinner dah tak ngantuk...

24 December 2008:
Hari untuk pulang ke Bintulu. Tak bestnya nak kene masuk estet lagi. Huhuhu! Next trip, daddy? Hehehe...

.:From Bintulu To Brunei and Miri:.

2008-12-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

19 December 2008:

Hari ni bermula lah trip percutian kita menjelajahi Pulau Borneo. Daddy start cuti from 19dec-24dec. Sepatutnya 18dec tapi xdpt approval pulak. Pasal trip to Brunei, xde yang menarik utk diupdate. Mula2 kite gi Brunei 19dec, singgah isi minyak kat Miri dulu. Awal2 pagi lagi mummy bangun siap2kan barang kita. Dalam kol 10am kite bertolak dari Derawan, sampai Brunei dlm kol 12noon. Mula2 masuk Brunei macam excited gak tapi sebenarnya sangatla boring. Kita masuk je Brunei, gi lunch kat Excapade Sushi. Best gak makan sushi kat sini, then pusing2 pusat bandar Brunei dan gi The Mall Brunei. Mummy nak cari Mothercare tapi xjumpa, tapi mummy jumpa Patchi, sangatla seronok dah lama tak makan choc tu kan. Huhu! Plan asal nak bermalam kat sana sebab esok paginya nak gi Jerujong Park tapi sumer org macam takde mood dan kami decide nak balik Bintulu malam tu jugak. So around 9pm kami dah sampai Miri. Memandangkan keadaan driver yang totally exhausted dan sleepy dan sewaktu dengannya, kami pon bermalam kat Parkcity Hotel, Miri. Mummy ingat nak singgah rumah kawan mummy tgk baby dia yg agaknya baru 2minggu tapi agaknya dah lewat malam. Daddy cakap next time kita dtg Miri lagi, boleh laaa jumpa kawan mummy dan baby dia tu. Kat Brunei, takde gambar menarik pon...

Farees macam biasa, tdo je sepanjang perjalanan

Lunch kat Excapade Sushi, Farees nak golek2 plak!

First time makan sushi, not bad lah.. Hehe!

20 December 2008:
Kami berada di Miri. Semalam sampai Miri dalam kol 9pm, terus check in kat Park City Hotel dan mandikan Farees dan siap2 utk keluar cari makan. Penat giler tapi terpaksa gak keluar utk cari makan. Kami makan nasi lemak kat Rasa Segar, tu pon dah kol 12 tgh malam. Farees pon terpaksa kami angkut sama. Hehehe! Mummy and daddy mkn nasi lemak, dia wat muka ngantuk. Dlm kete tdo, tapi inilah rupanya dah sampai hotel. Hari ni pas checkout kita gi Bintang Plaza, makan McD jek then mummy beli magazine Pa&Ma... Hehehe! Pastu kita terus balik Derawan, kene recharge energy utk ke Kuching plak petang esok. Yeeehhhaaaa!!!

Ntah mana hilangnya rase mengantuk tgh2 malam ni..

p/s: we'll be going to Kuching from 21dec-24dec 2008 :)

.:Calming His Crying:.

2008-12-19T16:19:00.001+08:00

Baby grows with different attitudes almost everyday. So that I have to try different methods everytime and everyday to calm his crying. Farees often cries since he fell down from the bed last 2 days. I have made him feel scared and unsecure to be put on the bed, alone. Eventough I was not even a meter from the bed, he keeps on crying everytime he's on bed. Did he feel unsecure with the bed? I'm so sorry for that. Fuhh! I have to get him sleeps before I can put him on bed. But when he wakes up, he cries so bad and loud with tears wetting his face. And also with his pity face. Hehehe!

I have to swaddle him securely in a blanket so that he won't flail but sometimes he struggle very hard to get himself free. I can accept that but please stop yelling! Things I did to calm his crying is letting him with him thumb sucking. He will stop crying, rather than offering the nipple when he was at the top of crying. If it doesn't work, I will try with infant carrier which can also be infant swings. He feels comfortable in it and very easily to fall asleep. When shushing sounds doesn't work, I sing few nursery rhymes. The most he likes is 'Twinkle twinkle little tr'. Sometimes he loves nursery rhymes, but sometimes he cries more louder when I start singing. Hahaha. Regardless my not-so-sweet-voice, he doesnt want to listen to the nursery rhymes pon. Put him up is another thing to do to stop him crying but it requires a lot of my energy to hold him up. Penatlah! eventhough he laughs happily afterthen. What else to do? Mummies know better. But a little note maybe can helps...

.:Daddy Masak Lobster:.

2008-12-18T11:46:00.009+08:00

Taraaaaa... We have a very special main course for our dinner, specially cooked by our not-so-experienced chef. It's so special not becoz of the lobster but it was importantly special becoz it was cook by daddy a.k.a chef bidang terjun. Bukan senang daddy nak masak tau! Few reasons for I did not cook (hahaha, alasan jek!):

I don't know what to do with the lobster. I've cooked few lobsters before, but they weren't this big. I can easily (at least easier) to 'operate' inner part of the lobsters.
I've hurt my finger when I cook smaller lobster yesterday. Semalam dah masak tapi tak sedap kot, sbb tu la daddy nak masak sendiri.
It's bigger. Yes, I guess the biggest I ever ate!
We don't have big enough pan.
I wonder what I should do; fry? boil?
That was good chance to have daddy's at our kitchen (hahaha!)

Jom kite tgk ape daddy buat dgn lobster tu...

First, daddy kene 'operate' lobster ni..

Lobster sedang dimasak dgn resipi cili kering daddy..

Dah siap pon. Jomlah kita makan! Farees tgk je tau!

p/s: Resipi lobster masak cili kering daddy ni boleh didapati kat thekitchenaffairs yer! Hehehe!

.:Blog Update with Farees Jatuh Katil:.

2008-12-17T14:36:00.007+08:00

It was almost 2weeks since my last blog published. Xde mood nak online. Summore, no emails received from my group mail. Mebi sumer org busy year end ni. Me and farees, just keep ourselves busy with sleeping and singing and dancing and playing his toys. His toys, not my toys. Let me update this blog with farees jatuh katil. Kesian anak mummy, it is totally my fault cuz I let him play by himself on the king-sized bed which I thought provide enough space for him to roll-over. Roll-over! Roll-over! Then jatuh! Huhuhu... Time tu laa mummy baru sibuk2 nak bangun kan? What a *U*K mother I am? Huhuhu... Hari ni ade mood sket nak online, emails pon banyak to read. Have to update few back-dated blog lah; Aidiladha kat Derawan, Jalan2 to Miri, Got new oven from daddy, My first home made cookies and choc cake and many more... Hehehe! Hopefully I can update the TAGs from my friends... Sorry guys, me olso busy with this getting bigger baby! Hehehe...

.:His First Aidiladha and Miri Trip:.

2008-12-08T14:49:00.001+08:00

I felt guilty for Farees for making his first Aidiladha meaningless. We supposed to give him a beautiful Aidiladha to remember for the rest of his growing life. We should make his FIRST of the FIRST TIME to be remembered, not just laying on the bed until noon, missing our beakfast meal (at least) and etc. Daddy; wakes up early in the morning, get proper dressed with Baju Melayu and go to mosque with other executives before continue sleeping with us after the prayer. Hehehe! We woke up just before noon, get bathed, prepared for the lunch and headed to Miri for 'makan angin and shopping'... Again on hari raya but this is the very first time for Farees. We arrived at Miri at 4pm, have some window shopping at Plaza Bintang. Jalan and jalan without stroller so daddy kene dukunglah Farees. Then drop by at McD to have fries shake. But we can't end up our window shopping without purchasing anything, at least something for our dear Farees. Hehehe. I bought new bathtub for Farees, exactly like I left in KL. I'm so happy for this. And we have safety fan battery-operated for his stroller and playgym. Daddy; feels happy with his new Levi's t-shirt. Me; I don't find anything nice for my eyes, summore daddy said we'll back to KL. I'll wait for the time to have my shopping paradise...

Our 2 hours journey to Miri. Farees macam biasalah, tdo sepanjang jalan...

Ehh, gambar ni tak tdo pon mummy!

Jalan2 kat Bintang Plaza, Miri luper plak nak amik gambar.
Dinner kat seafood restaurant kat Ulu Mulu, if I'm not mistaken :)..Ni beberapa gambar yang sempat diambil..

Jom pilih nak mkn ape.. Farees tgk 'mantis shrimps' sambil hisap jari..

Farees ngan daddy kat kolam lobster..

Ni ikan 'budusss' yang kene booking dulu..

Time ni dah ngantuk, tapi makanan belum sampai lagik.

Sekianlah cerita dan pengalaman hidup kami yang merantau di negeri orang. Dunia ni besar dan luas, seronok gak cari pengalaman baru especially pengalaman tak balik raya yang takkan dilupakan. Hehehe!

.:Mosquitoes and Reason To Shop (Again?):.

2008-12-03T17:01:00.003+08:00

Kalau bab nak spend off the money, ade2 jek alasan. Kalau bab nak savings, mmg susah nak mendisiplinkan diri. Kali ni nak salahkan nyamuk plak. Logik kaaa??? Hahaha. Sekarang ni musim hujan kat Bintulu, so byklaaa nyamuk2 yang semakin mengganas menggigit dan menghisap darah Farees. Dgn keadaan fizikal Farees yang berkulit cerah, memanglaa menyakitkan hati mummy bila tgk gigitan nyamuk kat badan Farees tu. Dgn serta-merta mummy terpaksa banned kan romper, pyjamas yang berlengan pendek dan berkaki pendek. Pakaian paling sesuai utk dipakai di estet adalah SLEEPSUITS or also known as baju angkasa lepas oleh adam.

Kebetulan (asyik kebetulan jek), PIL mummy tNi nak gi London, so mummy pon menyibukkan diri mengirim sleepsuits kat Mothercare UK. Puas hati mummy kirim 4set sleepsuits = 12 pieces dan 2 pieces yang all-in-one set. Yang paling bestnya sbb currency pound skrg ni 5.60 (mase mummy tukar duit) tapi skrg ni 5.37. Uwarrgghhh, rugi jek! But still agak murah berbanding yang dijual di Mothercare Malaysia. Mummy dah suruh mummy tNi cari kat KL tapi stock ni tak masuk market Mesia. Mummy ade gak cari sleepsuits kat Bintulu ni tapi xde gak. So, TERPAKSA laaa jugak shopping lagi utk Farees. Oklah, kali ni mmg last mummy nak shopping utk Farees. Comel tak???

.:Missing The Very Important Person I Called UMI:.

2008-11-30T07:29:00.009+08:00

Crying! Crying! Crying! I can't stop myself crying when I remember the touch of person I called UMI. "Umi, you may never read this anywhere, you may not know how I feel most of the time but if you were to read my blog, I just want to tell you that I really LOVE you and I really miss you so much!" Nape umi tinggalkan kami tanpa sepatah kata? Nape umi tak bagitau dulu umi nak pergi? Still crying! Tak tau nak cakap ape... I just wished to have a little bit time with you, mum! I just want you to see the new me. Now:

I'm better than before. Nak kata 100% baik tu taklaa but at least 50% changed. OKlaa kan? Umi ingat lagi tak I'm the most manja doter dan paling suka merajuk dan paling malas dan paling degil dan paling secretive dan paling needs attention dan paling nakal dan paling ngengada dan paling comel (ahaha, so perasan)? Now I'm no more. Erk, sikit2 tu ade laa. Dulu umi layan je, skrg ni my husband malas nak layan. So kene laaa berubah sket. Hehe! I know I was quite childish la, especially kalau tak dapat ape yang I really wished to have or less than what Kaklong gets. Hehe. Tapi umi mmg very understanding and sporting. Ayah bagi Kaklong RAV4, then you rendered your new beetle - it was the most anniversary gift you loved but still willing to give it to me! You loved me more than the car. Yahoo000 then I love you more than everything, mum! I can get it back but I don't want to.. I was sooooo happy living in the past;
I have a husband who really loves me and can take a good care of me. You don't have to worry anymore cuz he can take a very good care of me for you. And he promised to love me as much as you loved me. He can stands my not-so-good-behaviorsss. Many more I want to tell you about him but I don't have the chance. He has helped me to change a lot and never give up! The most important for you to know is, I'm not 'manja' anymore. Plz pray for our happily-ever-after marriage OK;
I have my son who always remind me to my mother, his existance teaches me to be strong as you did. Every moment I watch him grows is the every moment I appreciate all your efforts to raise me as a human. I hope I can do better for my son, eventhough I know I can't. But I will try my best to raise your granchild(s) in a good manner.
I can cook. Wow, surprised! The most you worried I can't cook for my husband then my husband will leave. Hehe. No, mum! He accepts me as who I am and encourage me to be the best of me, and see now I'm better than a chef tau. You must be surprised with those kind of menus I've cook. I think I have a hidden talent which I got from you laa. Selain daripada masak the main course, ade jugak I try buat the desserts tau. Dan sekarang ni tgh belajar buat kek and biskut pulak. Hehehe. (Umi, rindunya nak makan masakan umi, nak gelak2 dan gosip2 kat dapur walaupon I didn't help you in the kitchen!);
I'm almost done with my Master and Insya'Allah will graduate in August 2009. I did all for you, mum. Ingat lagi mase kite pegi Sweden, umi cakap nak hantar me and Kaklong sambung master kat sana so that you can stay there with us. Pastu gi UK, umi cakap camtu jugak. Even mase gi umrah pon you still wish the same. Pendek kata umi nak kami menuntut ilmu sampai ke tua lah! Haha. Paling kelakar umi cakap takleh kawen selagi takde Master. Tapi I get married in my 2nd module of my MEM. Sorry! Umi sayang sangat kat kami berdua kan, walaupon kdg2 I thought you loved Kaklong more than me. So jeles lah! Btw, I did my master in UNITEN and I wish you'll be there on my graduation OK. It was not as easy as I think to complete the Master cuz daddy didn't encourage me as you want him to do but my husband did. Nevermind, it's all over now;
Currently I'm in holiday season, unemployed and 'temporary' fulltime housewife. Hehe. But I will actively seeking for a job after 'something' (which I can't disclose here). I'm so sorry cuz I can't continue working at your company and take care of the business. I have to follow my husband, with so many other reasons and I think you knew me, I'm not interested in business and not a risk taker and not as strong as you were. But you know what, A6 is the only one working there and let's hope he can brings the best for the business and the family.

p/s: Sorry ye Farees, mummy tumpang blog Farees. Ntah ape yang mummy merapu ni tapi.. Uhhh...but this is really cool. It can help me to feel better lah! Huh! Thank you so much for being the best mother ever in my life. Thank you so much for everything, everything, mum!!! To everybody, Loves your loved ones before it's too late! I love my husband, I love my daddy, I love my son, I love my family, I love my friends, I love all the Mama!

.:Try To Stop Myself From Shopping:.

2008-11-28T15:50:00.004+08:00

GGGrrrrr!!! Nak marah and geram kat diri sendiri pon ade. Dah lama try nak stop shopping. Ingatkan dah balik Bintulu boleh laaa buat savings sket. Tapi makin menjadi2 plak dgn online shopping. Huhuhu. Camne nak stop shopping ehh? Melainkan daddy stop bagi duit kat mummy, baru laaa mummy stop shopping kot. Hahaha. Tapi mummy bukan shopping utk mummy pon kan, mummy shopping utk Farees jek.

Tadi aunty Zue forward email psl COACH clearance sale kat KL. Nasib baik gak mummy takde kat KL. Kalu tak, kompem mummy tak beli books, toys n baju2 utk Farees bulan ni. Hehehe! Oklah.. Ni last mummy shopping ok. Mummy janji, daddy! (Janji with smiley face!) Pasni mummy tak bukak lagi website2 yang boleh mempengaruhi mummy utk shopping dan kite akan main toys yang dah sedia ade tu je..

.:myBBstore oN Sale:.

2008-11-26T03:10:00.005+08:00

Sale! Sale! Sale! Seronok nyer boleh shopping lagi utk Farees. Untuk menambahkan lagi koleksi Farees, mummy has decided to buy some educational stuffs like books. It might be still early for you to learn about reading but since the store is now ON SALE, why don't I grab this chance to get some books for you? Sooner or later, I have to buy them too anw. I just confirmed the order today and they might reach us on Tuesday next week. Can't wait for that! Hehehe...

P/S: I'm so 'jakun' to have had bought these stuffs for Farees becoz I didn't have this kind of toys during my childhood. I think same goes to daddy. Huhuhu...

So here the lists go...

Fisher Price: Storybook Rhymes

Softplay: 4 book in 1- All Day With Sesame (Block Books)

Leap Frog: Little Touch LeapPad Books - Guess How Much I Love You

Fisher Price: Laugh And Learn Learning Puppy

Munchkin: White Hot Safety Bath Ducky

.:TAG For Baby's Toys:.

2008-11-25T21:42:00.014+08:00

Another TAG from IbuAmmar. IbuAmmar ni suka plak TAG org. Tapi sebab mummy takde keje nak buat, lagipon daddy belum balik keje (skrg dah 9.43pm) dan Farees plak tgh tdo, Mummy jawab je laaa TAG IbuAmmar nih... Hehehe! Kelakarnya siap ade syarat2 permainan tu... Kebetulan plak mmg mummy pon tgh 'gila' shopping toys utk Farees. Hehehe!

Mainan pertama yang dibeli untuk baby

Syarat-syarat:
1. Mesti toys yang dibeli sendiri
-->Mmg sumer toys farees aku beli sendiri pon, with my own savings OK!
2. Tak kira barang murah / branded / no brand
-->Errmm, OK!
3. Apa function toys tuh
-->Nak kene gugel lagik laaa ni. Hehe!
4. Umur baper beli toys tuh
-->Umur toys tu tanak tahu? Haha!

1st Toy

Name: Play N Rest Cribmat (Music)
Brand: K's Kids
Function: A multi-function, electronic mat to give baby the sense of security. Motion-activated light and music system detachable for easy cleaning at the back bumper to stimulate baby's senses, making it more fun and interactive. With adjustable corners, it can be an enclosed crib, a circular mat with fold up corners or a flat mat.
Age: 3 Months

2nd Toy
Name: Freddies The Firefly
Brand: Lamaze
Function: This friendly bug features a soft velour body and busy wings with peek-a-boo mirror, textures, squeaker, and crinkles. Also includes clinking rings, tethered ladybug teether and knotted antennae for chewing.
Age: 3 Months

3rd Toy
Name: Octotunes
Brand: Lamaze
Function: Do! Re! Me! Baby will have lots of fun making merry music with Octotunes. A different note is played as you push each tentacle. This soft, lovable character also teaches baby about nurturing play. Comes complete with a song book and a soft vanilla scent.
Age: 3 Months

4th Toy
Name: Discover Nursery Farm
Brand: Vtech
Function: Interactive musical farm comes with a built-in picture book, musical keyboard and friendly characters that help introduce nursery rhymes, numbers and letters. Babies can move animals side to side, up and down or all around. Includes five piano keys and a light-up sun that turns from side-to-side for extra fun.
Age: 3 Months

5th Toy
Name: 15" Turtle Soft Toy
Brand: NO BRAND
Function: Display only ;)
Age: 3 Months

6th Toy
Name: Laugh N Learn Learning Puppy
Brand: Fisher Price
Function: Helps baby learn through everyday experiences! Invites baby to learn through singing, dancing & playing. Cuddly pal enhances baby's sense of security, inviting baby to hug & express friendship. Helps baby learn about parts of the body. Introduces baby to the alphabet, colors & counting. Helps baby understand connections between words & images.
Age: 4 Months

7th Toy
Name: Storybook Rhymes
Brand: Fisher Price
Function: Storybook learning comes to life with a friendly bookworm, lights and sing-along nursery rhymes. Light-up hands point the way for baby to turn pages and learn about letters, numbers, colours and first words. Lots of story time and learning fun.
Age: 4 Months

8th Toy
Name: All Day With Sesame
Brand: Softplay
Function: Four Books In One SetWake Up!, Time To Eat, Let's Play, Good Night. Find out which part of the day is your Sesame friends' favorite with FOUR soft, chunky books. Enjoy delightful rhymes and the friendly faces on Sesame Street.
Age: 4 Months

.:More Toys For Farees:.

2008-11-24T15:18:00.004+08:00

We received another parcel today. 3rd parcel for the 3rd week, straight. Haha.. This parcel was collected by daddy's good fren at Bintulu. Sampaikan kawan daddy tanye, "Your wife every week beli toys online ker?". Daddy replied, "Yer laaa kot, dah takde keje nak buat kat rumah. Boring laaa tu". Hahaha... Definitely I am so damn bored staying home. Hari-hari berkurung kat rumah jer. So isolated! Luckily I have Farees with me eventhough he likes to sleep most of the day (like me huh??). But when he is awake, there is no chance for me to online. Ohh, now he's watching TV! Thanx for being a good boy today..

Vtech Discovery Nursery Farm

We loved this toy so much and we are pretty sure you will love it too. The Discovery Nursery Farm is an interactive toy with a picture-book that introduces baby to nursery rhyme stories; Mc Donald had a farm, Mary had a little lamb, and many more music. This also include 5 animals (cow, dog, pig, sheep and duck) that slide and swing, a light-up sun that turns side to side, an animal roller that teaches numbers, and 5 light-up piano keys that teach letters and colors. This is full of developmental styling that stimulates all of baby's senses. It is very durable, educational, fun and lots more things can do with it. It is also not too big to take along with us on our journey to town or anywhere. Besides, it has flaw as well. The one thing I don't like is that in the middle of the night when it start playing music out of nowhere if I forget to switch off the button. Huhuhu. All in all, we enjoyed it and you will do!

The 15"turtle soft toys

.:My 4 Months Little Boy:.

2008-11-21T22:42:00.013+08:00

Time flies, the world is going round and round.. Farees is now entering the 4 months stage. Alhamdulillah, up to this stage I am very thankful and grateful for the blessed He gave me to raise my son of my own, to breastfeed him with everyday fresh breastmilk (not the frozen EBM), and what is also important is together with my beloved husband, though he was very busy lately :( But at least I know I have him around whenever I wake up every morning. I don't want to live like in the few past years when we were only contacted by phone, over the South China Sea you know. Huhuhu... So sad!!!

Back to Farees, seeing him growing is the most precious time in my life. I never thought I will have this chance (as a 'temporary' fulltime housewife) to take care of my son and also my husband, myself! In fact, I was prepared myself to seek a job after my 100days confinement. But thanks to my lovely husband who really understand the needs of our son to get an exclusive breastfeeding for at least until he is 6 months old. Seems it gonna be longer. Hahaha...

Just a short notes of what he has done for the past three months, so far..

1. More manageable sleeping pattern.
This is good for me cuz you don't keep me up at night anymore. Eventhough sometimes you finds some difficulty to get sleep early (up to 1am), but you never wake me up at the middle of the night. You normally sleep at 10pm-11pm, then only wake up at 5am. I can straight performs the Subuh prayer after give you a healthy breakfast.

2. Begin to interact with multicolors toys and colors
I bought few colourful toys when you were 3 months old. I thought you are a kind of baby who doesn't care with toys (like his father) but baby is still a baby. Few days later, he can build an interaction with those colourful toys and even play with them alone. Now you know what are those stuffs are.

3. Able to recognize Mummy and Daddy
Seriously I am very happy when you have clear recognition of me now. When you hear my voice, you will look directly at me and start gurgling or trying to talk back, even when you are with daddy.

4. Love to listen to Nursery Rhymes

Namely 'Twinkle Twinkle Little Star' (your very feveret song esp to sleep), 'Baa Baa Black Sheep', 'Little Jack Horner', 'London Bridge is Falling Down', 'McDonald Had a Farm', 'Billy Boy', 'The Muffin Man', 'Babylon', 'Mocking bird', Three Little Kittens', 'Song of Six Pence', 'Row Row a Boat' and 'If You Happy and You Know It' (this song can make you big laugh)...

5. Start to have a hobby - Watching TV
Like daddy like son or like son like daddy? Never mind, as long as both of you don't disturb my online hour. We do have different like and don't like. Hahaha. Me not interested in watching TV, and daddy is not interested in online. So goodlah kan, you share the same interest with daddy and both of you- plz don't disturb my breaking hours. Haha!

6. Babble and bubble
You have developed your own language. Baaa- Maa- Buuhh -Aaaaa -Uuuhhh -Ehhhh.Definitely we can't understand but using our sixth sense, we think we understand what you're saying. Haha! And you're trying very hard to teach us your first language. Ok! Ok! We learn and we follow! And not to forget, you babbling with bubbles.. Huhu! Geram sihhh...

7. Get attracted to colors
Any colours can attracts you especially with one that look contrast; ie black and white colours. You are always trying to differentiate the colors no matter where; on the wall, my shirts, everywhere!

8. Response to loud sound
From TV, of course! Also from our voice. Eventhough you are sleeping, you will open your tiny eyes a lil bit when daddy's back home. Cuz daddy will look after you and kiss you before me everytime he come back from office. Uuurgghhh, so jeles OK!!!

9. Thumb sucking
Uhhh-aarhhh, as I mentioned in earlier post, this habit become more frequent. But thanx for the mittens that has helped me a lots. So mums out there, put on his mittens to stop his thumb sucking. And it works for my son. Hehe!

10. Social development
You really enjoyed meeting and greet people, especially those who are strangers for the first time. Believe it or not, he was sooooooooo much quiet during the first to second months yet is very friendly now. And start to babbling and telling how much you feel bored staying at home with me kan? Anybody, juz give your hand and he'll follow. Beware, son!

.:TAG by BabyIbu Mdm Yana:.

2008-11-20T21:27:00.001+08:00

OK, jom kite jawab soalan yang diTAG oleh babyibu (Ibu Ammar)..
(ini rupanya main2 tag. muahahaha)

1. Berat sebelum mengandung
45 kg

2 .Berat terakhir mengandung sebelum bersalin
55 kg

3. Berat selepas abis pantang
46kg (sekarang dah 43kg)

4. Apa yang korang suke makan mase mengandung?
Nasi ulam dgn budu.. Hahaha... Padahal dah 10thn tak makan budu, tup tup time pregnant ngidam nak makan budu. Uweekkk... nak muntah plak bila ingat balik. Skrg dah tak leh makan budu balik dah. Hahahaha!

5. Hospital mana anda bersalin?
KPJ Perdana Specialist Hospital, Kota Bharu, Kelantan, Malaysia... hehehe!

6. Tunjukkan gambar anda masa pregnant.....at least 5 keping

.:Thumb Sucking:.

2008-11-18T17:12:00.002+08:00

Your thumb sucking nowadays becomes serious. I guess there will be more serious if I just watching you doing that without doing anything. I did some reading on how to cope with this habit. Eventhough this habit is normal for early babies (in fact, all babies do) but at least I hope I can help you to stop it.

Bestkan hisap jari. Tak cukup jari, ngan tgn sekali nak masuk. Huhu!

You have started the thumb sucking since you are a month. Since then, it happens more regularly and frequently and even more aggresively. I know you're trying to make yourself comfort and calming. You always turn to your thumb when you are alone, getting bored, hungry, tired, sleepy, or scared. And now, new style! Your thumb is also used everytime you want to fall asleep and also when you are still sleeping. Maybe I should not worry so much as this habit will usually disappear eventually when you are 6 to 7 months.

I hope this article can help me out.

What to do about it
There are some ways to recognize why they’re sucking their thumb and to do something about that.
1. Choose the right time.
Choose a time when you and your child are not experiencing stress or major changes in your lives. Children use sucking to relieve stress and trying to quit during a stressful time increases the chances of failure. Nagging or punishing your child won't help either, because he doesn't realize when he's sucking. Pressuring him to stop may intensify his desire to do it even more. Try to wait it out. Children usually give up thumb-sucking when they've found other ways to calm and comfort themselves.
2. Change the habit.
If you can identify times and places when your child is particularly likely to suck his thumb you can try giving him a substitute, something to play with. If he tends to suck his thumb when he's tired, include more naps in his daily routine. If he does it when he's frustrated, help him by talking. In general: notice when and where sucking occurs, and then offer an alternative. Looking at the reasons of children to suck their thumb… Appropriate feeding and sleeping routines can prevent hunger. Parent-child time and objects to explore can prevent boredom and stress. A happy, stimulating environment is necessary for a child to grow up in. Young children find a structured day less stressful than an unstructured one. Many children suck their thumb to help them to fall asleep. This part of the habit takes the longest to break. You can help by providing a calming, comforting bedtime ritual. A bedtime story or backrub can be very helpful. Explain that if the sucking continues during sleep, the habit won't go away.
3. Talk to your child.
Help your child understand why he or she should quit. You can easily do this by telling them simple understandable thing like:
Explain that you want to help out of concern, not because you will love her less if she doesn’t quit.
Show her with a mirror what sucking is doing to the teeth, and show sore points on the fingers or thumbs caused by the sucking.
Talk about pronunciation problems that make it hard to understand her.
Discuss the fact that fingers aren’t always clean enough to put in your mouth.
4. Use reminders.
Help your child place a bandage on the top of the finger or thumb as a special helper to let your child realize when the finger is unconsciously sneaking into the mouth. A bandage with a cartoon works well as a daytime reminder. Try this method for a while and check if the habit has disappeared when you take it off. Be aware of situations in which the reminder bandage could come off and offer to help replace it without being critical or mad.
Remember to:
Not to make your child feel conscious about sucking her thumb.
Never to nag your child.
Not to worry about it. Your child will pick up on your concern, which will in turn cause her to worry.
To try to distract her with a toy when she begins to suck her thumb. But do it as subtly as possible or she will catch on.
To never pull the child's thumb out of his mouth. It will only serve to make him rebel against this restraint and encourage him to continue the habit.
To encourage the child to give up the habit in a friendly, non-judgmental manner.

.:Wonderful Baby:.

2008-11-17T13:06:00.009+08:00

My baby (alaaa, budak yang bernama Farees tu..), he slept at 3am last night. I repeat, 3am u know!!! Huhhh.. Geram jek nak main2 tgh2 malam. Nak borak2 laa. Daddy plak tdo tak sedar dunia. Toys yang mummy beli tu tanak main pulak. Nak jugak tido dgr mummy nyanyi nursery rhymes "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star" sambil dipeluk2... Bertuahnya anak mummy ni. Nasib baik mummy baru ade Farees sorg je tau. Kalau Farees dah ade adik, takde makna mummy nak layan. Hari ni Farees masih tanak bangun. Pagi tadi je Farees bgn jap, mandi, minum susu then tido balik. Cover yang semalam laaa tu.

Dan mummy plak ape lagi, online laaa. Bila hari2 duk tgk template lama blog ni, mcm boring la plak. So mummy tukar template lain yg pada pandangan mummy nampak agak menarik dan remove few items yang me'rubbish'kan. Hahaha! So here are the new looks of our blog! Taraaaa.. Tapi yang menyedihkan sbb mummy's friends bloglist dah hilang. Terpaksa laaa add balik. Ade yang tertinggal ke? Huhu...

Last night I was thinking about the benefits of buying the toys for Farees. Why he doesn't want to play with the toys, not even listening to the nursery rhymes which already installed in the playmat gym. I can't sleep last night becoz my son doesn't want to sleep. I took the toy (the one with rattle), and gave him play. He just gave a quick stare and then showed me the "don't care" face. Argghhh, geramnya mummy! Fine, you want to play? Let's play! I put you on the playmat gym, so that you can listen to the music. Crying! Sigh! After trying few methods to make you sleep, then finally you fell asleep with my 'sumbangsih' nursery rhymes. Hahaha! Rugi jek mummy beli toys itu dan ini.. Mummy suruh main, dia wat makan.. Hehehe! Moral of the story, you don't care about those colorful toys, you still want me as your big and multifunction teddy bear kan?.. I really love you, Farees!

See! Budak first time dapat toys.. Hehehe!

.:Farees With His New Toys.

2008-11-14T17:54:00.003+08:00

Last week mummy has purchased few toys kat http://www.mybbstore.com/. Exactly 5days delivery. Wow! I am so amazed with the service. Those lovely items were arrived yesterday but daddy was sooooo damn busy to collect them from post office at Bintulu town. So then it was only collected today by his driver. Tu pon sebab mummy excited sangat (dan bising2) dan suruh daddy pegi collect cepat2. (For any parcells, we have to collect at the post office of our own since our adresss is P.O Box).

Hahaha, mummy was so over-excited than farees ok. Farees? Buat muka dek je.. But at least you finally have some collective toys rather than the one yang MAS kasi during our flight to Bintulu. Mummy suka sangat playmat gym tuh sebab boleh sing along 'twinkle twinkle little star' with farees.. Coverlaaa sket suara sumbang mummy kan? Hehehe.. The other one is octotunes, but not for you. Sorry yer, daddy wants to give a present to his friend's baby..

.:2nd hand COACH Signature For Sale:.

2008-11-01T17:27:00.004+08:00

Should I buy this handbag from my sister? She only used once.. Normal price is RM2100 but she wanted to sell for RM1300. Cheaperrrrr? Anybody interested can call me too.. Me mcm interested gak cuz boleh taruk macam2 benda.. tapi... Hehehe! Don't ask me why!!! Kalau daddy bace blog ni, Daddy tanak tambah koleksi mummy? Hahaha!

SIGNATURE LARGE ZOE
Inside zip pocket
Cellphone/multifunction pockets
Ring to clip an accessory or keyfob
Zip top closure
Signature jacquard fabric with glazed leather trim
Fabric lining
17 1/3” strap
14” drop
14 (L) x 13 (H) x 4 1/2 (W)

.:Shopping:.

2008-10-28T12:10:00.004+08:00

Sejak seminggu yang lepas mummy rase nak shopping utk farees. Nak beli baju la, nak beli botol susu la, nak beli toys la, nak beli ape lagi erk.. Daddy pon nak beli baju gak nak bagi present kat kawan dia yang baru dapat baby. Daddy nak beli baju yg macam farees tu, "Daddy is My Hero" dan "Mummy Makes Me Smile". Tapi kat bintulu ni takde Mothercare. Mummy rase nak terbang balik ke KL jap, pastu datang balik. Tapi bila memikirkan cost airlines yang agak mahal nih, baik mummy simpan dulu duit tu. Nanti balik KL yang betul2 memerlukan kami balik, baru kiter shopping. Mummy ade survey online shopping kat mybbstore.com tapi mummy lebih suka belek2 barang2 yang nak dibeli tu sepuas hati sebelum beli. Hahaha.

Daddy selalu marah sebab kate daddy, Mummy ni buang masa je nak belek2. Kalu dah berkenan tu beli je lah... Tapi mummy ni byk pulak consideration; quality, price, and needs. Hahaha! Daddy pulak kalu time dia shopping, pantang nampak berkenan terus sapu je. Mummy pernah teman daddy shopping sejam jer beli tshirt and jeans kat The Gardens ngan Midvalley. Time tu nak cepat sebab kene catch up flight daddy nak balik Bintulu plak. Pas checkout kat Cititel Hotel, kitorg gi shopping jap, then hantar daddy ke airport. Kalau mummy, satu hari pon tak cukup nak shopping 3-4 benda. Sejam tu baru nak survey2... Hahaha!

Kadang2 syok gak jalan2 shopping ngan daddy sebab bleh sapu jer barang ape yang berkenan (sebab daddy tukang bayar) tapi kadang2 boring gak sebab xdpt full feeling nak shopping. Baik mummy gi shopping ngan kawan2 mummy ataupon ngan mummy tNi and adam. Sebab kitorg leh lepak2, pegi kedai yang same 2-3 kali, jalan2 sambil pk nak beli ke tak, pastu pegi balik kedai tu, pastu makan2 dulu... Hahaha! Complicated betul mummy ni. Mummy mmg kene pk byk2 kali sebab kadang2 tu mummy selalu buat keputusan yang salah.(Dah pk byk kali pon kdg2 tersalah gak).. Huhu! Bila daddy nak balik KL lagi ni? Mummy dah bosan laaa. Mummy nak shopping! Mummy nak shopping! Huhuhu...

Hari ni buat pertama kalinya daddy balik awal, 5.30pm dah sampai rumah. Mummy tgh tdo ngan farees. Time tu plak tgh mimpi psl hantu (siang2 hari pon mimpi hantu).. Punyerla terkejut bila nampak daddy masuk bilik. Hahaha... Pastu daddy rehat jap dgn farees, mummy pon bangun.

Malam ni daddy ajak engineer daddy meeting kat rumah. Daddy suruh mummy masak. Masak lagi? Daddy ni suka laaaa... Bukannya mummy malas nak masak tapi mummy tak reti masak. Hari tu mase Mill Advisor (dulu GM daddy mase dgn Golden Hope) nak dtg melawat kilang daddy pon, daddy nak ajak makan malam kat rumah gak. Daddy cakap tradisi kat sini, wife manager kene masak (Pandai2 je.Daddy tipu mummy yer). Huhuhu.Kecutnya perut mummy nak masak utk org lain. Setakat nak bagi makan kat daddy tu bolehlaaa tahan. Tak sedap pon daddy belasah jer. Ni plak nak ajak org2 besar makan malam kat rumah... Huhuhu! Dan utk malam ni OK la lagi sebab engineer2 daddy pon sebaya mummy jer. Tak sedap pon korg makan jer laaa... Saper suruh mummy masak? Adusss...

Mummy paling tak suka masak tau! Mase mummy hidup bujang sebagai anak dara, tak pernah mummy masak. Setakat keluar masuk dapur je la tgk arwah Tok Umi masak. Sejak Tok Umi sakit, bibik2 yang masak. Pastu mummy duk KL, mummy tNi yang masak.. Mummy ni tukang makan jer. Betul2 pas kawen ngan daddy baru mummy belajar masak. Nak siang ikan and bersihkan ayam, daging, sotong, udang pon tak tau! Huhuhu... Tu pon berapa kali col Bibik2 (especially Kak Fitri) kat KB nak mintak resipi. Pendek kata, mmg mummy taktau masak dan sepanjang mummy hidup 24tahun mummy TAK PERNAH masak. Skrg mummy 26thn, baru 2tahun mummy belajar masak. Ehhh, tak jugak... Setahun jelaaa mase duduk ngan daddy kat Rajawali. Sejak mummy pregnant (9bulan) sampailaa sblm balik sini balik (2bulan pantang, 1bulan raya), mummy dh stop masak. Ade hati daddy nak suruh mummy masak utk org besar SDP? Mmg tak patut... Huhuhu! Dengar perkataan suruh MASAK pon bleh buat mummy kecut perut, apatah lagi nak masak betul2... Naper laa mummy takut sgt dgn perkataan MASAK yer? Hahaha...

.:Deepavali:.

2008-10-27T15:31:00.004+08:00

Daddy is working. No public holiday for Deepavali in Sarawak. Both of us are just staying at home, recharging our energy after yesterday's Open House at Rajawali. Macam biasa, kita bgn lambat lagi hari ni, nearly 11am. But still morning kan? Haha. Mummy keluar bilik, tgk rumah dah kemas. Bagus betul laaa kak win, setiap kali mummy bangun pagi, seronok tgk rumah dan dapur dh kemas. Tapi jarang betul bleh jumpa kak win sebab dia keje sampai kol 12noon jer. Pas siap kemas rumah, cuci baju etc, dia bersihkan taman kat luar rumah plak. Mummy dan farees pulak, baru nak mandi. Hehehe!

Semalam mummy sorg je makan ikan bawal yg sangat besar since daddy dah kenyang. Daddy makan bamboo shoot jer. Farees plak tgk jer mummy makan. Good boy! Amazingly, hari ni susu mummy sangatlaa banyak. After breasfed farees pagi ni, mummy terpaksa jugak pump susu. Alhamdulillah, banyak betul susu mummy hari ni. Mummy dapat pump 3 botol x 4oz. Terkejut gak mummy. Dah lama tak pump susu. Dan mummy sangat sangat lah seronok dapat tambah stok farees. Tak payah lagi pump susu last minute nak keluar rumah. Macam semalam, mummy kene pump susu dalam keter, otw nak gi openhouse. Nampaknya hari2 kene makan ikan bawal laaa yer.. Hehehe!

Hari ni mummy rajin sket. Since kite selalu bangun lambat, so mummy kemaskan sendiri bilik tido kiter. Hari2 pon mummy kemas sendiri. Memang mummy prefer kemas sendiri pon. Hari ni pas kemas bilik tdo, mummy cuci toilet yg dah seminggu tidak dibersihkan. Farees plak pas mandi n minum susu, farees tido. Senang sket keje mummy...

Mummy tak tau nak masak aper arini. Daddy pon tak balik lunch kat rumah, lagipon hari ni GM(kot) nak datang visit kilang daddy. Mesti daddy makan kat luar. So takyah nak fikir susah2, mummy masak sardin jer, plus ayam goreng kunyit. Bestttnyaaaa!!! Hahaha... Banyak giler mummy makan sebab nak tambah susu farees lah! Sambil2 masak sempat lagi baca blog org. Mummy comment blog Aunty Mirah ngan Aunty Izyan. Aunty Zue tak update blog ker? Aper dia buat hari ni? Mesti dorg yg duk KL pegi jalan2 hari ni. Takpon dorg wat gath.. Sabor jer lah!

Sebenarnya banyak benda yg mummy nak buat hari ni tapi mummy malas plak. Sayur2 yg mummy beli kat pasar malam semalam pon belum cuci lagi. Bawang pon belum kupas/blend lagi. Malasnya mummy. Esok je la mummy suruh kak win buatkan. Dan paling penting, keropok yang daddy suruh mummy goreng pon sampai skrg mummy belum goreng. Huhu. Nanti laa daddy ye.. Kalau daddy rasa nak mengunyah, banyak lagi makanan lain yg boleh dimakan. Hehe.

Aktiviti malam pulak, pas semayang maghrib mummy temankan daddy makan malam. Farees plak mcm jeles je mummy layan daddy dan nangis laaa pulak nak mummy dukung. Mummy letak depan TV pon farees tak layan. Pas makan kite tgk TV. Sambil tgk TV farees macam masih tk puas hati. Ntah ape yang tak kene. Mummy letak atas comforter kasik farees duduk bebas. Dan... rupa2nya farees nangis sebab nak tunjuk skill baru kat mummy and daddy. Yeay yeay! Surprise! Farees dah boleh meniarap hari ni, 3bulan 6 hari. Cayalah. Pas mummy n daddy tgk farees meniarap baru farees dah tak merengek lagi. Ohhh, nak tunjuk skill rupanya!

Malam ni mummy tolong daddy buat graf utk power point presentation. Nasib baik farees bagi kerjasama, means that farees tdo awal la. Daddy dah sound awal2 yg minggu ni daddy agak sibuk dgn visit dr HQ dan akan balik lambat. Takperlah daddy, kami cuba biasakan diri. Mummy ingat petang esok nak gi town la, nak beli seafood. Bosan jer asyik makan ayam n telur jer. Daddy tak dapat temankan, so mebi kite akan ajak kak win temankan. Dont worry cuz I can drive. Kerja daddy dah siap, mummy sambung update blog. Haha! Daddy plak tgh tdo...

.:Sime Darby Open House:.

2008-10-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

Raya ke-26. Hari ni kite pergi Sime Darby Plantations utk Sarawak region punyer open house. Seronok sangat dapat jumpa ramai org setelah seminggu kiter duk atas bukit kat Derawan Estate. Open house ni SDP buat kat Austral Golf Club(AGC) kat Rajawali. Dulu daddy keje kat Rajawali for 1 year 6 months. Mummy pon sempat duduk sana dgn daddy. Ingat tak rumah daddy yang mummy tunjuk masa kita jalan2 kat Rajawali tadi? Kat sana mummy ramai kawan sebab rumah engineer dekat jer dgn rumah staff. Tak macam rumah Derawan yang kiter duk atas bukit sorg2. Nak jumpa org pon susah. Orang nak datang pon susah cuz kene panjat bukit. Huhuhu...

Tentang cerita hari ni, kiter keluar rumah pukul 12.30 noon. Sebelum keluar rumah farees dah tdo. Dalam keter (perjalanan 2jam) pon farees tdo. Tapi bila sampai kat AGC, farees bangun. Daddy parked keter kat rumah xchargeman daddy, uncle Azhar. Dia org kelantan gak. Pastu kiter jalan same2 gi AGC which tak la jauh sgt. Uncle Azhar dukung farees sampai sana. Bila sampai je AGC, wife uncle Azhar pulak sambut farees. Kat sana, ramai sangat org and you looked very happy. Kiter jumpa ramai gak kawan2 mummy. Dah lama sangat tak jumpa, org terkejut mummy dah bawak farees. Hehehe! Suka jumpa org yer. Farees dapat lagi duit raya hari ni, which total of your duit raya is RM815. Auty Sue yang bawak farees gi kutip duit raya dgn GM SDP. Farees pon dapat duit raya from Aunty Sue jugak. Mummy dan daddy belum sempat lagi nak bukak Akaun SSPN kat farees.

After the majlis hari raya, head of plantation panggil semua manager utk meeting plak kat Austral Guest House. Huhuhu. Penatla kiter kene tunggu. All the managers' wives pon terpaksa laaa melepakkan diri kat AGC. Dorg suruh check in bilik kat AGH tapi mummy pon malas nak panjat bukit lagi. So kiter lepak jer kat umah Uncle Azhar. Sementara tunggu dady, kiter makan lagi. Hehehe.. Daddy abis meeting dlm kol 6pm, pas semayang Asar, kiter terus tunggu Maghrib. Dah semayang Maghrib Aunty Ani hidangkan pulut durian. Bestttttttt!!!

After makan, kiter pon bertolak balik tapi kiter singgah dulu kat bandar Bintulu. All the way to town, farees tdo lagi. Farees ni kan mmg macam daddy. Pantang naik kenderaan (any transport), farees mesti nak tdo. Dalam flight 2jam pon farees tdo. Naik keter jer nak tdo. Smpai rumah terus segar bugar. Kat bintulu kiter jalan2 lagi. Sampai bintulu farees bangun plak. Daddy pegi bank, mummy pegi pasar malam. Dah siap sumer, kiter makan kat Fishing Village. Makanan kat situ best sebab seafoods fresh tau! Ops, mummy makan lagik. Hahaha. Pastu kiter pon balik rumah. Dan macam biasa, farees tdo lagi. Tapi sampai je rumah, farees nak main2 plak. Mummy dan daddy dh exhausted giler. After mandi and semayang kitorg pon tdo. Punyer laaa susah nak tdokan farees..Huhuhu!

.:Farees 3 Month:.

2008-10-21T13:07:00.000+08:00

Sedar tak sedar, farees dah pon 3bulan, dh besar dan dah pandai macam2 especially farees pandai senyum kat mummy everytime you wake up in the morning. Kalau farees bangun tdo and xnampak muka mummy, farees akan menjerit2 cari mummy. Bila tgk jer mukamummy, you will automatically stop yelling and start smiling at me. So cute. And I'm so happy when I know you can recognize your mummy. Farees suka sangat senyum. Kalau mummy luper nak agah farees, farees plak yg agah mummy... Hehehe!

Farees belum boleh meniarap lagi but you are trying very hard almost everytime. Even when you are sleeping. Hahaha. You loved to move around, and make 270degree of half circle.. Seronoknya mummy tak keje lagi and boleh 100% monitor your developments, which I enjoy doint it everyday, everytime, everyhour, everyminutes and everyseconds. Mummy loves you soooo much!

Daddy macam biasa, agak sibuk dgn his nightly meeting, almost everyday. Pernah dia balik 11pm, col mummy suruh masak sbb daddy belum makan nasi since morning. Fyi, daddy is soooo workaholic. Kesian daddy. Nasib baik farees ade dgn mummy skrg, takde laaa mummy takut sgt kalau daddy balik lambat...

Farees 3 months, your weight is 7.3kg. Doc tanyer mummy bagi makan aper? I proudly said, he gets an exclusive breastfeed everyday! Cayalah. Bangganya mummy dapat fully breastfeed farees sampai skrg. Alhamdulillah. Sama2 lah kite doakan Allah terus bagi kekuatan kat mummy dan milk production mummy semakin bertambah utk memenuhi demand farees. Insya'Allah...

.:Our Journey To Bintulu:.

2008-10-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

Seronoknya mummy kiter dah nak balik ke Bintulu dan akan tinggal bersama daddy setiap masa. Daddy dah takde alasan lagi nak tinggalkan mummy kat KL. Hahaha. Sebabnya kelas master mummy dah abis (project paper takde kelas OK).. Dan mummy pon dh abis pantang. Mummy ingat lagi masa mummy nak balik ikut daddy duk kat Rajawali Estate, mummy disahkan mengandung 2 bulan. Time tu jugak daddy suruh mummy balik KL sebab kononnya mummy tak sesuai duk Sarawak sebab susah nak checkup. Sejak hari tu sampailaaa mummy bersalin dan abis pantang, mummy selalu sedih dan murung. Nasib baik farees tak murung jer... Farees pon happy sebab dapat ikut daddy ke Bintulu kan?

Semalam farees tdo awal. Semalam jugak mummy ajak2 kawan2 skolah mummy lepak2 umah mummy tNi. After the gathering baru mummy sibuk kemas2 barang yang nak dibawa pulang ke Bintulu. Banyaknya.. Total weight 60kg, tapi kami hanya dibenarkan bawa 40kg jer.. Maknanya daddy kene bayar extra baggage for 20kg laaa.. Daddy cakap OK. Kalau nak poskan pon same gak kene bayar. Baik bawak terus... Nasib baik stroller farees tak dikira as baggage...

Pagi2nya farees terpaksa dimandikan seawal 6.30am. Masih ade barang yang nak dikemaskan. Hehe. Kol 8am kiter turun dari rumah mummy tNi, flight kiter ke Bintulu kol 11.35am. Kiter perlu sampai KLIA awal sebab barang kiter banyak. Dah sampai KLIA pon, dah ramai org beratur. Apesal teruk sangat eh? Kaunter punyer la banyak, tapi kaunter yang dibuka hanya 2? Terpaksa la kiter beratur jugak.. Daddy dah standby nak bayar excess baggage 20kg tu tapi alhamdulillah, rezeki farees, kami tidak dikenakan sebarang kos utk lebihan bagasi. Kalau tau mummy angkut je sumer barang farees kan.. Hehehe!

Sebelum naik flight, mummy pastikan lampin farees ditukar sebab penerbangan kita bakal mengambil masa lebih kurg 2jam. Mummy tanak laaa keluar masuk gi toilet. Dan farees menangis2 kesejukan kat terminal. Memandangkan mummy bersama anak kecil, kitorg dapat masuk dulu. Farees masih lagi meraung. Sejuk agaknya! Dah duduk dlm kapal terbang, farees terus diam dan tiba2 je farees tido tanpa minta susu. Mummy selimutkan farees dgn jacket daddy. Lagi la best farees tdo kan? Daddy kesian tgk farees tdo sebab seat kapal terbang sempit. Daddy cakap lain kali kiter naik Business Class laaa kalau travel dgn farees, seat pon besar. Baiknya hati daddy. Tapi mummy tak suka naik BC sebab makanan tak best (xtau laaa kalau kebetulan mummy naik tu, makanan tak best).. Dahla tak best, sikit plak tu. Tak tau ke mummy ni makan banyak? Hahaha...

Kol 1.35pm kiter selamat landed kat Bintulu Airport. Kiter yang masuk kapal terbang paling awal, dan kiter laaa org terakhir yang keluar dari imigresen (cop pasport utk non Sarawakian). Kite jugakla org terakhir amik checked in baggage... Driver daddy dah lama sampai. Daddy plak nak gi toilet. Uncle Sustin angkat barang2 kiter masuk Ranger. Farees masih lagi tdo.. Jetlag agaknya. Hehehe.. Sebelum balik ke Derawan, kiter singgah Farley (supermarket kat Bintulu) utk beli barang2 makanan dan keperluan farees (toiletries, bathtub, etc). Mula2 mummy dan daddy tinggal farees kat Uncle Sustin sebab farees tdo lagi. Tgh cari bathtub, driver daddy call sebab farees nangis. So tinggalkan mummy shopping barang sorg2. Daddy turun bawah tgk farees. Dah habis shopping kiter singgah beli satay kat Pantai ABF dan kiter pon terus balik rumah. Sepanjang perjalanan tu, mummy, daddy dan farees semuanya tidur... Huhuhu... Penatnya travel. Macam kami plak yang bawak kapal terbang...

Malamnya kami makan satay je sebab mummy penat nak masak. Pas makan terus tdo... Sekian cerita kami yang kepenatan..

.:Happy Birthday To Me:.

2008-10-13T23:23:00.000+08:00

13 October 2008… Today is my 26th birthday. I’m thankful to Allah for the life He gave to me. I should be happy today right? But I’m not. When I wake up this morning, I missed my mum like crazy. The mother who gave birth to a daughter named AMALINA on 13 October 1982 at 10.45am. But today she’s not here anymore, not even in this world to wish me “Happy Birthday, my daughter!”.. It’s almost 4 years I didn’t get a birthday wish from her.. Why should she gone so fast? When I still need her LOVE and CARE.. 20 days ago I’m not this much sad, when she leaves us forever on 24 September 2008. “Umi, I really miss you. I hope you know how much I love you…” And you will always be my greatest mum in my life. I want to thank her for the greatest and wonderfullest life she coloured my life to be what I am now.. I want her to be proud of me bcoz of I’m her daughter.. But………..

My birthday is just a normal day. My husband pon ade kat Sarawak utk same2 celebrate my birthday. But I should thankful for the new life Allah gives to my life, my lovely Farees. Daddy takde pon xpelah, Farees bleh temankan mummy tiup birthday cake hari ni kan? So plan hari ni mummy nak keluar jalan2 to get my birthday present from daddy (will I get the new 3g iPhone?) and to blow a birthday cake candle. Mana kite nak pergi hari ni yer? Hmm, KLCC pon best jugak… Dah lama mummy tak makan kat Dome.. Only 2 of us? Tak jugak. For sure ade mummy tNi. Adam xde cuz kene kidnap ngan tok ayah bawak balik KB. Mula2 mummy ajak aunty eDa cuz kebetulan after meeting, dia dah tanak balik ofis. So kita pergi dulu ke UNITEN utk settle debt mummy (sebab mummy nak dapatkan result exam mummy)... Pastu kiter terus gi KLCC.. Takde benda pon mummy nak buat kat KLCC tapi saje je nak jalan2. Takkan laa hari birthday pon nak duk umah aje kan? Buat sedih jer... Tak baik kite meratapi org yang sudah pergi sebab kita mungkin akan membuatkan org tu sedih jugak tgk kiter. Same2 lah kite doakan roh Tok Umi berada dalam ketenangan...Amin!

Kite sampai kat KLCC, mummy tNi pon sampai jugak. Mummy breasfed farees kat parking lot sebelum kiter masuk KLCC supaya farees dah betul2 kenyang dan tak mintak susu depan ramai org. Tapi masuk je KLCC, farees bising gak sebab farees 'yak yak'... Mummy suka sangat Baby Room Care kat KLCC sebab very convenient la. Malas mummy nak citer ape ade kat situ tapi pas tukar lampin farees, mummy bagi farees minum lagi. Sambil breastfeed farees, mummy tNi pon sampai. Then aunty Zue plak sampai.. (aunty Zue keje kat Petronas Twin Tower, dekat je).. Memandangkan masing2 kebuluran, kiter terus gi Dome. Ops, sebelum tu mummy tNi and aunty eDa singgah ColdStorage utk beli cake (macamla mummy tak nampak kan? Hehehe)..

Dah sampai kat Dome, kite sumer order lah kecuali farees. Hehe, kesian.. Takper, nanti farees dah besar mummy bawak farees plak... Nak tau tak mummy order aper? Hahaha.. Mummy order nasi lemak sebab mummy lapar sangat since pagi tak makan. Dalam keter tadi mummy makan donut je sampaikan farees tergolek2 jatuh kat bawah seat. Sorry, darling. Mummy luper nak pasang seat belt farees... Ok then, pas sumer makanan sampai, kiter nyanyi lagu "Happy Birthday" kat mummy. Malu laaa.. Sume org dlm Dome nyanyi same and tepuk tgn. Hisshhh, mummy ingat kiter2 je yg nak nyanyi.. Siap ade artis TV3 lg kat sebelah meja kite tau! Ape nama dia ehhh? Luper ar...

Dah siap makan, mummy pergi dapatkan hadiah from daddy.. Waaaahhhhhh, seronoknya mummy! Thank you so much, daddy! I love you so much! Muaacchhsss! Muaaaccchhhss! Lagi 3 hari nak jumpa daddy kat KL cuz daddy ade meeting kat Nilai on 17Oct. Then 18Oct kiter check in kat Cititel, Midvalley (Hotel faveret daddy). Pastu 19Oct kiter balik Bintulu.. Tata, Kuala Lumpur!!!

Sekian, cerita di hari ulangtahun kelahiran saya yang ke-26!!! (I'm still much more younger than daddy)..

.:Mummy Merajuk:.

2008-08-02T16:04:00.002+08:00

Hehehe, hari mummy merajuk dgn daddy. Mummy off handphone. Mummy taknak cakap dgn daddy. Hari ni mummy luangkan masa utk siapkan post nama baby dgn sambungan cerita "The Delivery Story". Hehehe. Takde keje nak buat. Mummy baru siapkan 2 posts. Penatlaa mengadap komputer hari ni. Mummy nak temankan baby tdo laa pulak, malam nanti sure mummy kene bangun susukan baby gak... Baik mummy tdo ikut masa tdo Farees. See ya!

.:Mummy Sedih Again!:.

2008-08-01T21:51:00.002+08:00

Mummy taktau laaa ape perasaan yang mummy alami sekarang. Yang mummy tahu, mummy rindu sangat kat daddy. Mummy nak sangat daddy ade di sisi mummy. Tapi mummy taktau laa ape alasan yang konkrit daddy taknak bawa mummy balik btu skrg ni. Mummy kan dah sihat. Minggu depan mummy dah abis berurut dan bertungku. Mummy dah boleh jalan2. Baby pn dah boleh naik flight. Tapi daddy tetap taknak bagi mummy dan Farees ikut daddy balik bu 9august ni.

Mummy dah tak larat nak nangis. Kalau ikutkan, since my first month pregnancy lagi mummy nangis sebab daddy tak bagi mummy duk dgn daddy kat btu. Mummy nangis jer sampai laa mummy abis pregnant. Dan sekarang mummy masih lagi menangis nak abiskan tempoh berpantang ni. Sampainya hati daddy buat mummy macam ni...

"Daddy, banyak yang mummy nak kongsi dgn daddy, tapi daddy xpernah bagi peluang kat mummy utk luahkan segala isi hati mummy. Mummy perlukan daddy sejak 2tahun yang lepas tapi kenapa mummy tak boleh hidup dengan daddy macam org lain? Dah terlalu lama mummy nantikan saat utk bersama. Tapi sampai bila mummy kena bersabar?"

Sekian, luahan seorg isteri yang masih berjauhan dgn suaminya.

.:Gaya Tido Farees:.

2008-07-31T15:33:00.007+08:00

Yeayyyy!!!Hari ni Farees dah boleh discharge ward. Kite balik rumah dalam kol 7pm sebab last sekali doc Asma check darah Farees, reading jaundice Farees dah turun 142. Bestnya dapat balik rumah. Bosan tol duk kat hospital kan? Elok je nurse bukak mata Farees, Farees tak tido sampailaa kita sampai kat rumah. Best yer tgk dunia? Hehehe...

Since balik dari PSH, mummy dapat snap macam2 gaya tdo Farees. Mummy noticed Farees belajar tdo gaya bebas mase kat hospital. Kelakar pon ade. Farees tdo macam org besar. Mummy bedung, Farees nangis mintak dilepaskan. Farees diam plak bila mummy bukak bedung. Ni antara gaya tido Farees yang sempat mummy snap. Daddy pon belum tgk lagi time mummy postkan kat blog ni...

Jom kiter tgk gaya Farees tdo... Kalau nak tau, Farees mmg betul2 anak daddy. Daripada raut muka, sampailaa ke gaya tdo pon mmg Farees copy daddy. Ops! Mummy terdisclose gaya tdo daddy laaa plak. Hehehe... Mmg sesuai sangat baju yang mummy beli utk Farees "I Look Like Daddy" kan...

.:Farees Admitted To PSH Ward:.

2008-07-30T15:14:00.005+08:00

Days 9. Mummy baru nak start mengurut dan bertungku. Agak lambat jugaklaa. Biasanya hari ke-7 org lain dh pon start segala aktiviti berpantang. Huhuhu... Tapi mummy, hari ni baru tukang urut datang. Tak kesahlaaa start lambat pun. Yang penting mummy buat gak. Lagipon perut mummy dah tak buncit. Dan tak de pun part yang mummy kene buang lemak2 yang berlebihan. Alhamdulillah, senang keje mummy.

Petangnya, mummy risau tgk keadaan Farees yang kadang2 nampak kuning, kadang tak. Then mummy decide nak call Dr.Asma (your pediatric doc) kat Perdana Specialist. Mummy tNi suggest bawak Farees gi Pusat Rawatan An-Nisa' je tapi since Farees dah pun ade record kat PSH, mummy ingat lagi senang refer Farees kat sana. Dr.Asma suruh bawak Farees gi PSH utk pemeriksaan lanjut. Sampai sana, mummy bawa Farees ke A&E, doc buat checkup kat sana. Mummy nak nangis bila tgk doc tu amik darah Farees. Farees nangis. Kesian kat Farees. Sabar ye sayang, semua ni utk kebaikan Farees gak. Mummy nak tgk Farees sihat dan selamat jer.

Result keluar after 1hour, doc cakap jaundce reading baby takla teruk sgt, 196. Border is 180. Tapi doc suggest masuk ward sbb nak treat Farees awal2, sebelum jaundice Farees makin teruk. Mummy setuju. Mummy pon admit ward jugak sebab Farees skrg ni fully breastfeed. Mummy request single standard room tapi full house laaa pulak. So kite stay kat bilik double bedded. Masuk je ward, mummy nangis tgk nurse setting incubator ngan Farees. Kesian kat Farees. Mummy nak call daddy tapi hp mumy tertinggal kat rumah.

Malam tu jugak Farees kene masuk dlm incubator. Tapi duk sebelah katil mummy. Farees nangis taknak tdo dalam tu sampai laaa kol 12.30am. Mummy dah taktau camne nak pujuk Farees lagi. Mummy nangis lagi. Kalaulaa daddy ade dgn mummy, mungkin mummy tak selemah ini. Sabar ye sayang. Mummy sayang Farees! Farees nangis lagi, mumm terpaksa panggil nurse. Nasib baik nurse tu bagi Farees tdo sekatil ngan mummy. So, ngan mummy sekali kene masuk bawah lampu tu utk tenangkan Farees. Pastu Farees tdo sampailaa ke pagi sebab boleh peluk mummy. Sejak hari tu, Farees dah pandai tido mengiring walaupon Farees baru umur 9hari.

.:Daddy's Back To Work:.

2008-07-29T01:38:00.002+08:00

Hari ni mummy mula mengurut to get back my initial shape. Hari ni jugak daddy akan balik ke Bintulu to get back to work. Huhuhu. Naper mummy sedih sangat? Bukannya mummy tak pernah berpisah dengan daddy sebelum ni. Bertemu dan berpisah utk sesuatu jangkamasa dah pon jadi lumrah hidup kami tapi masih jugak mummy belum imune lagi. Daddy, janganlaaa tinggalkan mummy dan Farees.

In fact, dah 2-3hari kebelakangan ni mummy dah mula nangis bila mummy menghitung hari daddy akan balik ke Bintulu. Tak sanggup rasanya nak berpisah dgn daddy. Daddy dh balik nanti, sape nak jaga mummy? Sape nak buatkan air milo utk mummy? Sape nak tlg mummy kemaskan bilik? Sape nak tlg mummy bangun bila Farees nangis tgh2 malam mintak susu dan tukar diapers? Sampai hati daddy tinggalkan kita, Farees! Mummy nak ikut daddy balik Bintulu, daddy tak kasik..

Tapi daddy akan balik lagi 7 august ni sebab 8 august kitorg plan nak buat majlis cukur Farees. Daddy taknak buat cukur botak sebab takut rambut Farees tak sempat tumbuh balik sebelum raya. Daddy cakap pas raya baru nak cukur botakkan rambut Farees. Hehehe...

.:Postnatal Checkup:.

2008-07-28T13:01:00.001+08:00

Nothing much to tell, just a short visit to check my current condition after the delivery. The doctor did more/less a routine check. Juz to add few checkup; my peranakan as well as my stitches. Alhamdulillah, everything is doing very well for me. I lost 8kg after the delivery, which only 2kg to get back to my initial weight before my last month of pregnancy, 55kg. Wow! Not that hard to get back to the shape, I guess! Hehehe...

The rest of the checkup, I only asked few stupid questions which I cant tell here. Haha. Then daddy just concerns again about my Rubella injection, which daddy doesnt want me to take the risk again for my next pregnancy [Thank God for my healthy baby!]. The doc advised us to get the injection from Klinik Zaitun. Then we get back home since I'm worried if my baby doesnt get enough milk during our postnatal visit.

Me and daddy went to PSH a bit late. Luckily we don't have to wait for a long time since there is left only one patient inside the doc's room. Suppose we have to come at 10am but then the doc has an emergency operation, so that Kak Liza (the doc's PA) called me this morning to come at 12 noon @ before 1pm. When paying for the services, daddy got shocked when he has to pay only RM3, means the doc hasn't put any charge for this visit. Baik jugak Dr.Awang ni, labour charges aritu dah kasik diskaun RM200 kat mummy ngan daddy.

Today is also my first day I pumped out my breastmilk to be left for you at home, just in case I might reached home late. During the first pumping, it's a bit painful since I don't get the right position to place the breastpump to my nipple. But after few times trying, with the help of your daddy, I can get 4oz in 5minutes. I think it's good lah kan...

.:Wan Farees Azfar Shah Bin Wan Fauzan Shah:.

2008-07-24T20:44:00.001+08:00

"You have been named today!"

Hari ni daddy pegi register nama baby kat Jabatan Pendaftaran Negeri kat KB. Officially, your name is Wan Farees Azfar Shah bin Wan Fauzan Shah. Mummy and daddy prefer to call you as Farees. Ok kan? To few friends, mummy dah announce tapi belum lagi buat official announcement. Aunty eda pon penah marah kat mummy sebab luper gtau nama baby. Hehehe...
So friends and family, my baby's name is Wan Farees Azfar Shah! You can call him Farees!

Waahhh, seronoknya. Baby dah ade nama. So pasni mummy akan biasakan panggil Farees instead of baby. Maksud nama Farees:

Wan = Family Name
Farees = Braverer
Azfar = Most Victorious
Shah = King

Nama baby ni ader formula jugak tau. Wan Fauzan Shah [WFS] + Amalina [A] = WFAS. Hahaha. Kelakar plak kan? Nak letak nama baby pon kene pakai formula segala. Nama ni daddy yang pilih. Keputusan muktamad ader kat daddy. Kalu ikutkan mummy nak letak nama lain utk 'A' tapi daddy tak setuju. Sabar jer lah... Tapi dady dah janji, for next baby (if girl), it's my turn to name the baby. Geram betul laaa ngan daddy ni. Suka sangat guna kuasa veto dia.Takper, sampai masa nanti mummy takkan kalah lagi ngan daddy!

.:Baby's Welcome Home:.

2008-07-22T01:36:00.001+08:00

Mummy nak ceritakan apa yang baby buat semalam. Your first night bersama mummy dan daddy. Baby tido dgn mummy dan daddy sebab baby fully breastfeed. Sebab tu nurse tak amik baby letak dalam nursery. Lagipon mummy dan daddy belum puas lagi nak tatap muka baby.

Awal malam, baby baik jer tak nangis. Baby bgn pon utk minum susu jer, pastu baby tido balik. Tapi menjelang tgh malam, baby mula tunjuk belang. Baby nangis dan nangis. Mummy dan daddy panik taktau nak buat cemana lagi. Susu mummy dah bagi. Tapi baby tetap nangis taknak berhenti jugak. Last2 mummy dah give up. Mummy pon tekan button panggil nurse. Mummy bgtau nurse baby asyik nangis jer. Pastu nurse pon tgk baby punyer diaper. Rupa2nya baby berak. Patutla baby taknak tido. Hehe. Teruk betul mummy kan? Sorry baby, ni first time mummy dapat anak tau! Daddy pon tak terpk jugak. Pastu nurse pon bawak baby ke nursery utk tukarkan diapers.

Dah siap tukar diaper, nurse antar baby balik ke bilik kami. Mummy sambung bagi susu utk tidurkan baby. Baby tdo dgn amannya. Tapi again baby nangis lagi. Setiap setengah jam baby nangis. Mummy penat sangat sebab after your birth, mummy belum tidur lagi. Daddy la yang tlg angkatkan baby setiap kali baby nangis. Mummy tak tau naper baby asyik nangis jer. Last2 daddy peluk baby dan baby tidur dalam pangkuan daddy kat sofa.

Esoknya, baby nangis lagi. Mummy dan daddy panik sbb kami taktau punca sebenar baby asyik nangis. Rupa2nya setelah diselidik, baby tak suka bilik yang agak sejuk. Mummy yg suruh daddy kuatkan econ sbb mummy panas. Tapi kesejukan bilik tu membuatkan perut baby kembung dan baby nangis jer sepanjang malam. Hehehe. Maafkan mummy yer...

Dalam kol 9am, Dr.Awang datang buat ward review. Alamak, malunya sebab mummy belum mandi lagi. Penat duk layan baby semalaman. Tapi doc datang utk tgk keadaan mummy jer lah. Pas dia tgk jahitan dan check peranakan mummy, doc ckp mummy dah boleh balik hari ni. Mummy dah sihat, sebenarnya dari semalam lagi mummy dah sihat. Doc siapkan surat2 dan borg berkenaan utk mummy discharge hospital hari ni. Dah setel sumer2, daddy turun kat lobby utk setelkan payment. Total semuanya dalam RM2700. Nasib baik mummy bersalin normal, selamatla duit daddy yang selebihnya. Hehe.

Kita bertiga balik ke rumah daddy dalam pukul 3pm. Baby plak macam excited dapat tgk dunia luar. Baby tak tidur sampailaaa kita sampai kat rumah..

.:The Delivery Story [Part 2]:.

2008-07-21T23:32:00.002+08:00

Semasa mummy ditolak ke dewan bersalin kat PSH, mummy tak takut sangat sebab mummy ade daddy. Daddy lah penguat semangat mummy. Mummy harap semuanya akan berjalan dengan baik. Yang kelakarnya, walaupon mummy dah mula sakit, mummy bleh terpk plak baby bagi false alarm lagi kat mummy. Sbbnya mummy tak suka laaa datang hospital banyak kali. Pastu kena balik. Segan plak ngan midwife kat dewan bersalin tu. Dah byk kali mummy buat CTG walaupon setiap kali result CTG keluar menunjukkan contraction makin improved! Isk, macam2 plak mummy fikir.

Pagi2 macam ni dah la sejuk, seram sejuk jugak laa mummy bila melangkah masuk ke dewan bersalin. Tapi ni kali ke-3 mummy dibawa ke bilik utk buat CTG scan. Mummy dah biasa. Hehehe. Sementara menunggu Dr.Awang datang, midwife buat lagi CTG scan kat mummy. Kali ni midwife yang bertugas cakap baby memang nak tunggu daddy balik baru nak keluar. Midwife tu cakap lagi, kali ni baby dah boleh keluar laa. CTG scan kali ni midwife buat setengah jam jer sebab contraction makin frequent but not regulate. Abistu kene regulate dulu ker baru baby leh kuar? Mumy dah risau sebab takut baby buat false alarm lagi. Kami dah angkut sumer brg2 baby tau!

Dalam kol 9.30am, Dr.Awang pon sampai kat dewan bersalin. Dia tgk CTG scan mummy pastu suruh midwife tukarkan mummy ke labour room yang lagi besar. First time mummy ditolak ke labour room dgn katil pesakit. Huhu. Makin menyeramkan. Midwife suruh daddy ikut same. Makin menyeramkan bila masuk labour room tu. 2 org midwife terus setting semua peralatan2 yang mummy taktau ape benda. Yang mummy tahu, bilik tu mg sejuk dan midwife bagi enthonox utk mummy kurangkan sakit. Tapi tak berkesan pon. Best jugak labour room ni, ade TV lagik. Kat depan mummy ade jam dinding dan gambar baby yang cute. Mebi utk kasik semangat kat mum-to-be yang nak bersalin kat situ kot. Sempat lagi mummy tgk berita pasal Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim dan bagi ulasan kat daddy. Hehehe.

Dr.Awang pun masuk labour room utk consult mummy and daddy. Pastu dia borak2 dengan mumy and daddy pasal CTG scan tu. Doc check jalan, katanya dah bukak 3cm. Katanya baby nak keluar hari ni dan dia ade lagi satu operation kat labour room lain. Tapi dia akan bagi pain relief dulu utk mummy sebab mebi mummy akan lahirkan baby dalam petang ni. Dr.Awang tanye mummy penah amik heroin tak? Mummy kompius dgn soalan doc, diam tak terkata. Dalam hati mummy, "Doc ni biar betul". Daddy gelak sebab mummy diam. Mummy pon gelak gak. Doc tu cakap masa dia blajar kat Adelaide, heroin kat sana legal. Mummy taktau laa dia penah rasa ataupun tidak. Hehehe. Pastu doc pon suntiklaa heroin kat mummy. Dalam sesaat jer, mummy dapat rasa kesan heroin tu dlm badan mummy. Mummy nampak TV dan jam dinding depan mummy macam banyak jer. Mummy tanye daddy, naper mummy nampak jam tu bergerak2? Daddy ngan doc gelakkan mummy. Doc cakap tu laaa bestnya heroin. Sempat lagi dia buat lawak. Mummy dh stat khayal tapi masih kuat semangat.

Tiba2 mummy teringat pasal position baby dlm perut mummy. Mummy tanya doc baby dah pusing ke belum. Doc gelak lagi. Doc cakap tgh khayal2 pon sempat lagi ingat psl position baby. Doc cakap baby belum pusing tapi akan pusing mase nak keluar. Mummy tanye, boleh ker bersalin normal? Doc pon suruh mummy tido dan tinggalkan mummy dgn daddy. Camne mummy nak tdo kalau contraction ni sakit gila2? Midwife datang dan bagi ubat utk buang air besar. In a second jer mummy rase nak buang air besar lepas amik ubat tu. Dah selesai buang air sumer, midwife suruh mumy tido. Mummy try tdo. Pastu hp daddy berbunyi, daddy keluar jawab phone then cakap ngan doc daddy nak gi breakfast. Doc cakap sempat lagi kalau daddy nak breakfast sebab baby akan lahir dalam pukul 4/5pm. Daddy bgtau nenek tapi nenek cakap nampak gaya mummy macam dah tak lama. Mummy plak tunggu daddy, hilang ke mana pulak la dia ni. Jgnlaa tinggalkan mummy. Pastu daddy pon datang balik temankan mummy yang tak boleh nak tdo.

Dalam kol 10.30am, mummy suruh daddy panggil midwife sebab mummy rase nak buang air besar lagi. Midwife datang dan bgtau skrg bukan masanya nak buang air lagi, skrg ni dh dekat2 nak bersalin. Midwife suruh mummy mengiring dan check jalan. It's now 8cm. Midwife terkejut, dia berbisik kat midwife sorg lagi. Pastu mummy tanye dh berapa cm bukak? Barula dia gtau dh 8cm. Mummy mula rasa sakit yang tak tertahan. Mummy mintak epidural dgn midwife sebab dh tak tahan sakit. Heroin tadi pon dh hilang agaknye. Midwife cakap takpayahlaaa epidural, baby dah nak keluar pon. Mummy nangis2 cakap nak epidural gak. Mummy dah tak tahan sakit laaa... Daddy plak pujuk2 mummy suruh mummy sabar. Mummy pegang tangan daddy, kadang2 mummy pukul daddy, cubit hidung dan pipi daddy, kadang2 mummy gigit daddy. Mummy dah taktau cemana nak ease kan sakit ni.

Jalan dah bukak 10cm, midwife pon panggil doc. Dr.Awang datang lebih kurang kol 11am. Dia suruh 2org midwife tu ready dan suruh mummy sabar. Sikit masa je lagi. Mummy nangis lagi dan peluk leher daddy. Mummy dah mula takut. Doc jatuhkan katil yang part kaki mummy dan suruh daddy turunkan badan mummy ke bawah. Tapi mana ntah mummy dapat tenaga, mummy angkat badan mummy sendiri sebab mummy dgr doc suruh daddy buat ape. Doc ckp, "Bagus, Amalina!" Mummy betulkan position mummy ikut arahan doctor. Nampaknya mummy masih sedar laaa walaupon dh kene heroin, or heroin tu tak berkesan jangka panjang utk mummy.

Worst part bermula dalam kol 11.15am bila mummy terpaksa push utk keluarkan baby. 2 kali mummy cuba tapi tak berjaya. Daddy dah risau sebab takut mummy pengsan. Doc pon suruh midwife amik balik enthonox ngan mummy sebab takut mummy tdo. Mummy sedar laa what's going on... Mummy taknak tdo, mummy taknak pengsan sebab mummy ingt niat mummy nak breastfeed baby right after baby keluar, or at least within 1 hour after the delivery. Mummy kuatkan semangat mummy. Doc ngan daddy tak abis encourage mummy utk push kuat2. Mummy dapat rasa kepala baby mcm tersekat antara nak keluar ngan taknak keluar. Tiba2 ade satu mesin yang berbunyi. Doc suruh mummy push jugak kali ni sebab jantung baby dah lemah. Baby dah kekurangan oxygen sebab tersekat.

Doc ingat mummy tdo. Mummy dgr doc suruh daddy kejutkan mummy dan lapkan muka mummy dgn air utk kejutkan mummy. Mummy tak tdo la daddy! Daddy encourage mummy utk push sampai baby keluar sebab baby dah tak suka dlm keadaan ni. Mummy ingat lagi daddy cakap, "Plz, s.a.y.a.n.g!" Mesti daddy pon cuak jugak kan. Mummy takut gak, mummy dah guna sehabis tenaga mummy utk push baby keluar tapi cubaan ke-2 masih gagal. Mummy tekadkan semangat. Kali ni baby mesti keluar. Yesss! I can do it! Doc suruh mummy tarik nafas dan push. Jam 11.28am. Alhamdulillah, mummy berjaya!!! Mummy rasa relief sangat lepas berjaya keluarkan kepala baby. Mummy rasa nak pengsan tapi mummy takleh pengsan sebab mummy tak sabar nak tgk baby. Elok jer baby keluar, doc bagi baby kat mummy, doc suruh mummy pegang kuat2 sbb doc nak lepaskan baby.Mummy pegang, daddy pon pegang baby. Midwife buat suction kat baby dalam pangkuan mummy. Pastu baby nangis. Mummy cuba skill utk pujuk baby jgn nangis tapi tak berjaya (mebi sebab mummy tak penah pujuk daddy sblm ni). Mummy cakap kat baby, "Jgn nangis baby, ni mummy laa". Mummy tak mampu lagi nak menangis bila tgk baby. Bibir mummy tak lepas2 ucapkan kalimah "Alhamdulillah" sebagaimana mummy ucapkan kalimah tu sepanjang mummy pregnant. Syukur alhamdulillah, baby sihat, selamat dan sempurna.

Mase pegang baby, mummy rase doc tgh sambung kerja2 mengeluarkan uri mummy dan jahit tear part. Tapi mummy dah tak rasa sakit sebab proses nak keluarkan baby lagi sakit. So yang lain2 tu mummy dah tak heran. Selesai doc stitch, midwife pon amik baby utk dibersihkan. Pastu daddy peluk mummy. Mummy dan daddy happy sangat! Dah doc siapkan keje2 dia, doc kena pegi labour room lain plak. Mummy ingat doc sempat cakap, "Kan saya dah cakap, tak payah epidural pon". Mummy dan daddy gelak jer. At the same time I'm proud of myself yang bersalin tak amik epidural ataupon pethidine. Means, mummy lagi superior compared to my sister, mummy tNi. Hehehe, sempat lagi perasan!

Doc bergegas2 keluar dari labour room tinggalkan mummy dan daddy. Daddy kiss dan hug mummy. Tiba2 daddy nangis. Mummy tanye nape daddy nangis? Daddy cakap, "Thanx, s.a.y.a.n.g". Mummy senyum jer... Daddy cakap daddy happy sangat semuanya selamat. Dah abis borak2 ngan daddy, mummy mintak handphone mummy. First msg mummy bace from my frenz, dla. Dia tanye mummy dh masuk labour ker, dia doakan yang terbaik utk mummy. Pastu daddy pon cakap eda n zue ade antar msg kat daddy gak. Then mummy pon text msg utk kawan2 rapat mummy. Mummy tak rasa penat pon, malah mummy rase makin bersemangat. Mummy tunggu nak breastfeed baby. Tu je yang mummy ingat.

We were left alone before midwife brings our cute small bundle. Baby dah pon bersih. Mummy pegang baby jap, pastu midwife ajarkan mummy utk breasfeed baby. Mummy bangga sebab mumy berjaya breastfeed baby within 1hour. Baby minum sikit jer, pastu daddy amik baby utk azankan. Mummy risau daddy luper azan tapi he did it successfully! Hehehe. Mummy selalu pandang rendah kat daddy kan? Sorry daddy, mummy mmg suka kenekan daddy. Midwife bgtau bilik single superior yang kami request dh full. Ade yang double bedded ngan deluxe jer. Daddy cakap nak deluxe. Tapi midwife suruh kami rehat kat bilik double bedded dulu sebab petang nanti patient kat single superior dh nak discharge. Boleh laaa... Pastu midwife amik baby lagi utk jmpa pakar pediatrik pulak. Midwife cakap nanti dia hantar baby ke ward. See you, baby!

After few hours, dlm kol 2pm kot, mummy dipindahkan ke ward double bedded room. Alhamdulillah, segalanya selamat. Mummy sambung text message utk kawan2 dan family mummy. Daddy pon bz gak. Our first hospital visitor is Kak Sha, ur future aunty. Hehe.. Nanti mummy akan update cerita malam pertama bersama baby kat Single Superior Room.

.:The Delivery Story [Part 1]:.

2008-07-21T17:21:00.004+08:00

Jeng jeng jeng... Sangat menakutkan!!!

Jam menunjukkan 5.45am. Tiba2 mummy terasa sakit yang teramat sangat dan nak gi toilet. Dalam kegelapan bilik tidur, mummy nampak ade color yg kurg menyenangkan kat bedsheet since bedsheet mummy color putih. Terkejut gakla bila mummy bukak lampu, mummy nampak darah. Huhu. Pastu mummy lap dgn towel, lagi byk darah. Mummy pon terus kejut daddy sbb mummy terkejut dan sakit. Daddy yg tgh mamai2 time tu bgn nak gi kejut nenek tapi mummy tak bagi. Mummy cakap "Takperlah, tunggu pagi2 sket lagi. Takde pape kot. Kan baby suka bagi false alarm kat mummy. Pagi2 nanti mummy call doktor." Pastu daddy sambung tdo sbb mummy suruh daddy tdo, yer lah, kot2 arini mummy kene admit hospital, nanti daddy penat plak nak kene jaga mummy kat spital.

Balik dari toilet mummy terserempak ngan mama daddy. Muka sakit mummy jelas kelihatan time tu kot sampaikan mama daddy tanye, "Nana sakit ker?". Mummy ckp, "Ade laaa jugak. Pastu keluar darah." Mummy tunjuk darah + lendir kat mama daddy then mama daddy suruh siap2 gi hospital dan call doktor. Alaaaaa... mummy paling tak suka nak kene gi hospital lagi. Mummy cakap "Tunggu pagi sikit lagi yer, mama. Malasla nak gi hospital awal2." Then mama daddy reply, "Isk budak ni, dah keluar darah takleh tunggu2 lagi. Cepat siap2 kite gi hospital skrg." Pastu mama daddy pon pegi kejutkan daddy yg masih bergumpalan dlm selimut.

Dh dekat kol 7am, daddy bgn terpinga2 terus masuk toilet. Elin pon tgh siap2 nak gi skolah. Efa yang biasa bgn kol 8am nk gi keje pon bgn awal. Tiba2 lak aunty pon datang. Mama daddy and daddy siap2. Mummy gak yang rileks makan roti ngan minum air milo. Mama daddy takut tak sempat gi antar Elin skolah, so Elin pegi ngan jiran sebelah rumah. Bila mama daddy ngan daddy dah siap, mummy belum siap lg. Mummy pon nak mandi gak tapi mama daddy cakap takyah mandi, kiter terus gi hospital. Tapi mummy nak mandi gak. Hehehe... Time mandi contraction dah makin kuat, sakit pon makin kuat. Tapi mummy kuatkan semangat. Nak mandi gak! Hehehe... Elok je mummy mandi, moksu plak datang. Meriah plak rumah pagi2 macam ni. Barang2 baby n mummy dah tersiap sedia kat hall, mummy gak baru hegeh2 nak siap. Dah siap mandi dan pakai baju, baru mummy call Dr. Awang. Doktor ckp dia otw pegi hospital, dia suruh mummy register kat Accident & Emergency Department, nanti dorg akan terus bawak gi labour room. OK, Let's Go!

Since rumah ke hospital tak sampai pon 5 minit, kitorg sampai kat A&E dalam kol 8.30am. Ade sorg pegawai dh tunggu mummy kat situ siap dgn wheel chair. Mebi Dr.Awang dah call A&E kot. Mummy tanak naik wheelchair tapi daddy paksa mummy. Malu laaaa... sbb sumer org kat sana tgk mummy! Apelaaa daddy ni. Mummy boleh jalan lagi laaa... First time mummy naik wheelchair, first time jadi inpatient hospital. Hehe. Takut gak...

Mummy dah nak bersalin ker? Huhu... Mummy tak tau aper perasaan mummy time tu. Memang mummy dah tak sabar nak jumpa baby tapi at the same time of course mummy takut. Takut pada sakit? Dan any complications I might have during the labour. Lagipon, magazine Pa&Ma bulan Ogos yang mummy beli semalam pon belum sempat mummy belek lagi tau!

To be continued...

.:37 Weeks Checkup:.

2008-07-20T22:31:00.002+08:00

Jom kiter jumpa Dr.Awang lagi. Kali ni kiter jumpa doktor dgn daddy pulak. Patutnya doktor nak jumpa daddy semalam tapi pagi2 lagi doktor call, doktor ader emergency. So stick to the date as in the appointment lah. It's today. Biasanya kol 9am mummy dh sampai kat hospital tapi dgn daddy ni, kol 9.30am baru nak kuar rumah. So bila kitorg sampaikat hospital, dah ramai yg menunggu. Tapi sbb doktor dah excited sgt nak jumpa daddy, doktor terus bawak mummy n daddy gi labour room utk buat CTG. Mulanya mummy dh tanak buat CTG tu sbb mummy tak rasa sakit pon, tapi doktor nak jugak mummy buat CTG scan tu. Daddy yg tak penah masuk labour room, macam jakun plak especially bila dgr heartbeat baby dan tendangan kungfu baby. Hehe...

Dah dapat graf CTG, mummy ngan daddy jumpa doktor kat klinik. Lama betul menunggu. Daddy punyer pasal laa ni, pastu daddy plak yang tertdo.. Hahaha, ape laa daddy ni! Masuk je bilik doktor, doktor buat routine check; check berat mummy, tunjuk scan kat daddy dan paling mummy tak suka bila doktor nak check jalan. Again?!!! Huhhh, sabor jer la... The result is doktor cakap baby dah engaged sangat2. Jalan makin soften dan improved dari last week punyer visit. CTG scan pon menunjukkan some improvement. Mebi your due date will be before 24th July. Tapi mummy baru 37weeks 3days. Even 38weeks pon belum dpt result macam mummy lagi. Then the doctor give us assignment. Hahaha...

Balik dari checkup daddy singgah beli surat khabar. Mummy pon join sekali akaun daddy utk beli Pa&Ma. Mummy terlepas edisi July. Edisi July dah abis. Huhuhu... Tapi mummy dapat edisi Ogos. Kalu kat KL, mummy tak penah missed beli magazine Pa&Ma. Xperlah, mungkin bukan rezeki mummy nak baca edisi July. Awal la plak mummy dapatkan edisi Ogos. Tapi menarik sebab dorg focus pada Breastfeeding, which I plan to give you an exclusive breastfeeding to the maximum of your age.

Balik je checkup, mummy tdo kepenatan sampai terbabas semayang zohor. Bangun pon dh nak dekat maghrib. Mummy smayang asar then lepak2 sambil tunggu maghrib. Tiba2 blackout plak. Mase nak smyang maghrib, mummy nampak ade show (jelly+darah) kat pantiliner. Mummy dah cuak tapi mummy smayang gak. Pas semayang maghrib, elektrik dah ade, mummy call Dr.Awang tapi dia cakap takyah risau, mebi sbb dia check jalan pagi td. So mummy pon ajak daddy kuar gi beli donut klasik ngan kyros kebab kat KB Mall. Mummy beli Pepsi botol besar ngan Vanilla Coke jugak... Melantak sakanlaa mummy malam tu... Hehehe...

Jeng jeng jeng... To be continued tomorrow...

.:The Swinging Mood Is Swinging:.

2008-07-19T18:20:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired of having this feeling. I hope it can go away in few days time, at soonest possible. But when? Only my baby knows. Cepatlaa baby keluar, boleh kita balik KL cepat2. We can lepak2 with mummy's friends dan bleh jumpa kawan2 baru yang dah tak sabar2 nak jumpa baby... Haziq, Alisha, Ardini, Adam, dan sorg lagi Nuralesha. Another 2 is coming after your birth, aunty azra's son and aunty dila's baby (we're still waiting for the gender announcement).

My swinging mood is keep on swinging. I like this title. Sebabnya mood mummy mmg swing jer, kadang ok kadang tak ok. Apa yang mummy risau sebenarnya yer? I do not think of the labour, not even scared of the pain or how my labor will be. Mummy belum takut lagi utk menghadapi saat itu. Mungkin sebab mummy tak rasa it is the time yet even many people estimates that I'll go through the labour at anytime from now. But maybe it's not the reason of being soooo stressful. It can be becoz of daddy or current situation. Argghhh, I have no idea about this swinging mood.

.:Bila Baby Nak Keluar?:.

2008-07-15T23:10:00.004+08:00

Hari ni mummy nak cerita tentang apa yang baby buat kat mummy semalam. Semalam kan daddy baru sampai KB. Bertuah betul laa daddy ni, baru je sampai KB terus bagi keje kat mummy. Daddy mintak mummy tolong buatkan MPA report utk kilang daddy. Mummy cakap, "OK, fine." Lagipun mummy dah biasa bgn 3-4am tolong daddy buat report tu. Patutnya mummy amik upah jadi part time secretary daddy je kan.. Hehehe...

Ok, daddy sampai 7.30pm semalam. About half day trip from Bintulu before he reached at KB Airport. Later you will know how far Bintulu is located. Huhu. When we reached home, daddy lepak2, mummy lapar terus makan sbb daddy dah makan kat Burger King KLIA while waiting for the next flight to KB. Dah siap sumer2 kije lepak2 mkn2, semayang sumer, daddy ingatkan mummy pasal report dia tu, tapi sampai kol 2am mummy tunggu pon, daddy asyik postpone jer... Last2 mummy dah ngantuk dan mummy pon masuklaa tdo dalam kol 12.30am, leaving him chatting with his mom kat hall, summore I had a bit pain at my lower part and spine. Dalam kol 2am daddy pulak masuk tapi dia bukannya nak sambung wat keje tapi terus jer tdo...

It was 4.15am when you started doing the contraction again. Sooooo sakit laaa, baby! Tapi mummy rasa cam boleh tahan kot. Mummy kejut daddy pon leh dia wat mamai2. Then mummy try sambung tdo... sampaila kol 5am still tak berhenti. Mummy malas nak layan sbb mummy tahu baby mmg suka main2 dgn mummy esp tgh2 malam. Mummy cakap kat daddy ni mesti sebab mummy and daddy suka lepak2 tgh2 malam. Sebab tu baby pon aktif sangat tgh2 malam kan... Dalam kol 5am, mummy monitor the contraction which is getting stronger. OK, not bad... It happens every 7 mins, then 5 mins, then 4 mins then 3 mins. Overall you have 14 contractions in one hour! Huhu. I wonder, "Is it time to go to labor?"...

Tapi mummy malas nak layan lagi. Mummy pk, tunggu lagi 2-3 jam pon OK lagi kot since hospital bukannya jauh pon. Dah bgn pagi, pas mandi2, mummy bgtau nenek. Then nenek cakap kalu camtu dah boleh pegi ke hospital. Tapi mummy cakap nanti dulu lah. Tgk jap2 lagi kalu mummy tak tahan sakit lagi, we'll go to the hospital. Tapi elok jer pas breakfast, tup tup baby terus duk diam... Mummy makin pelik, baby buat contraction sbb baby lapar ker? Bodoh pulak mummy sbb terpk soalan macam tu... Huhuhu... Takpelah, kan mummy dah cakap, baby mmg suka main2 ngan mummy. Same ngan daddy suka sangat buli mummy. Huhuhu...

.:Daddy's Home:.

2008-07-14T22:40:00.001+08:00

Seronok kan? Daddy dah pun sampai KB tapi mummy tak tahu bila baby akan keluar. Sebelum daddy sampai KB, baby suka kacau mummy tdo mlm2. Malam tadi kol 2.30am baby buat strong contraction lagi, sampaikan mummy sakit perut sangat. Mummy gosok2 baby, cakap kat baby tunggu daddy sampai kol 7.30pm nanti. Nanti kite gi jemput daddy kat airport yer.

Daddy sampai td baby pon excited. Guling2 tendang2 mummy tapi bila daddy letak tgn nak rasa baby punyer movement, baby terus senyap... Hahaha... Kesian kat daddy kan. Tula, daddy selalu sangat tinggalkan kita...

.:Maafkan Mummy:.

2008-07-12T13:18:00.003+08:00

Mummy rasa bersalah pulak sbb tahan baby daripada keluar dgn mengambil ubat Nifedipine. Mummy rasa baby mmg dah tak sabar nak keluar, tapi mummy plak yang tahan baby. Sebenarnya bukan mummy tanak baby keluar tapi mummy risau berat baby tak mengizinkan. Mummy takut ape2 komplikasi nanti kalau berat baby kecik sangat... Pagi tadi kol 4.15am baby kejut mummy bangun. Baby buat strong contraction kat mummy. Mummy panik, terus msg daddy cakap perut mummy sakit. Then mummy ckp kat daddy yang mummy dh tanak teruskan ubat tu. Mummy akan biarkan aje baby keluar kalau dah itu yang baby nak. Mummy tau anak mummy pon sure tahu bila baby dah bersedia utk keluar kan... Daddy pon agree tapi dia still harap sgt dpt bersama mummy dan baby. Daddy nak jadi org pertama yang baby tengok bila baby keluar kat dunia ni...

Dah bangun pagi td, mummy terus stop makan ubat. Pas semayang subuh mummy kemas bilik dan siap2 nak gi jumpa doktor. Kat hospital macam yang Dr.Awang dh janji, mummy kene buat CTG scan lagi tapi baby duk diam pulak. Baby tak pulak meronta2 nak keluar. Mummy confuse. Baby suka sangat main2 ngan mummy yer. Pagi tadi baby beria sangat sampai mummy tak tertahan sakitnya... Takperlah, mungkin baby nak merajuk ngan mummy sebab masa baby nak keluar, mummy tak bagi baby keluar kan? I'm so sorry, my dear baby! Mummy janji mummy takkan buat mcm tu lagi... Bahkan mummy sentiasa mengalu2kan kelahiran baby ke muka bumi ni pada bila2 masa...

CTG scan tak menunjukkan contraction yang kuat. Dr.Awang cakap ubat tu agak berkesan tapi mummy dah tanak sambung lagi sebab mummy pulak yang sakit2 belakang, sakit tulang punggung dan cramp kaki. Pagi td mummy tak makan ubat, sampai skrg mummy dah tak rasa sakit. Mummy redha jer bila2 baby nak keluar... Doktor buat scan tadi, kepala baby dah betul2 turun laa. Menurut doktor, even 38th week pun kepala baby tak sepatutnya berada pd keadaan mcm tu, hanya berada pd permukaan jer. Tapi baby pulak yg baru masuk 37 minggu dah masuk macam tu sekali. Kenapa laaa baby tak sabar2 sangat nak keluar yer? Hehehe... Yang lain sumer OK; blood pressure OK dan nadi OK. Hari ni berat baby 2.7kg. Doktor cakap kalu baby keluar pon berat dah ideal... Alhamdulillah...

So baby, anytime!!! Mummy call daddy kat ofis tadi, daddy mcm terkilan sbb xdpt nak budget bila dia patut balik. This coming monday until tuesday he'll be going for a seminar at Kuching. Mummy pon takde idea when he should comes back. The next monday and tuesday pulak daddy kene gi Johor. Tapi takpe lah baby yer, I hope both of us can go through a smooth labor. Sbnrnya hari ni mummy dah stat cuak... deep inside my feeling, I really hope he can be with us... Tapi 22nd July is too much imposible...

We will see the doctor again within 8 days, which is on 20th July 2008. Mummy harap sangat baby due on 24th July. Amin...

.:Entering 37th Week:.

2008-07-11T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hai baby,
Baby bagus la hari ni. Baby respon kat ubat yang doktor bagi semalam. Nampaknya baby pon setuju ngan mummy nak tunggu daddy. Pagi ni sebenarnya mummy ade appointment dgn doktor kol 9am tapi mummy malas nak pegi so mummy sambung tdo jer. Tup tup kol 9.45am doktor call mummy. Bergegas mummy ke toilet, mandi and call doktor balik. Doktor tanya perkembangan mummy, kalau sakit lg doktor suruh dtg hospital. Mummy yang masih mamai time tu ckp laa mummy ok jer, cuma sakit belakang pulak. Doktor cakap takper... Tapi kalau sakit, doktor tunggu mummy kat hospital sampai petang ni. Kalau taknak datang petang ni, mummy boleh datang pagi esok... Hoooreeey, takyah jumpa doktor laaa hari ni... (Naper mummy tak suka sangat jumpa doktor yer? Hehehe...)

.:Week 36:.

2008-07-10T20:45:00.002+08:00

Hari ni baby baru genap 36 minggu tapi kenapa baby dh tunjuk tanda2 baby nak keluar? Kan mummy dah bgtau baby, daddy balik 23/25 July 2008? Baby sajer nak main2 ngan mummy yer? Baby sajer nak buat mummy cuak yer? Tapi mummy cool jer.. Sebab mummy tak rasa pon mummy in labour dlm masa terdekat ni..

Yang kelakarnya, mummy tgh beremail dgn kawan2 mummy kat internet. Mummy antar laa email bertajuk 'any comment?' utk aunty ernie, aunty yus dan aunty anan yang mummy kira dah melalui experience nak deliver. Mummy tanya pasal tanda2 nak bersalin jer sbb mummy rasa something wrong with the contraction. Kelakarnya, mummy relax jer tapi dorg pulak yang cuak. Dorg suruh mummy gi hospital laa, suruh call doktor laa.. Aunty amirah siap reply email in red font and call mummy suruh gi hospital. Aunty dla plak mcm marah2 kat mummy... Kelakar kan kawan2 mummy...

Mummy tak rasa it's time to go to the hospital sbb baby baru je cukup 36weeks. Sebab tu la mummy relax jer. Tapi masa mummy nak sembahyang zohor, mummy noticed ade 'show' yang mcm 'mucus-like-jelly'. Mummy tak risau pon cuma mummy wonder, kalu tak silap mummy, mucus ni different ngan discharge. Habis majalah Pa&Ma, MamiBaby ngan pregnancy book mummy bukak sbb nak kompemkan benda ni... Pastu mummy sambung email lagi ngan kawan2 mummy sampai laaa dorg dah marah2 ngan mummy suruh gi hospital jugak. Malasnya mummy nak gi hospital. Then mummy call jer Dr.Awang dan ceritakan apa yang berlaku. Dr.Awang suruh mummy datang hospital jugak walaupon mummy cakap mummy belum rasa sakit cuma ade frequent contraction ngan 'show' jer. Mummy terus siap2 dan call Aunty and Maksu utk temankan mummy.

Setibanya mummy kat hospital, midwife terus buat CTG scan nak dgr heart beep baby dan nak check contraction (mummy belum transfer gambar ctg scan tu lagi). First 30minutes baby duk diam jer, baby bercontraction selang 15minit. But another 30minutes, baby mula tunjuk belang. Baby contraction every 8 to 7 to 5 minutes. Pas buat CTG scan for almost one hour, Dr.Awang pon datang nak check jalan. Mula2 mummy tanak sbb mummy segan la. Pastu bila pk2 balik, mummy gak yg nak jumpa doktor lelaki so mummy pasrah ajer laaa... Doktor cakap jalan dh bukak tapi tak sampai pon 1cm lagi, mebi dlm 0.5cm jer. Tapi menurut doktor, kalau week36 dh bukak jalan, tak mustahil mummy akan deliver earlier than 20th. Dan date utk daddy balik 23/25July mmg takleh pakai... Then doktor cakap mengikut semua checkup yang dia buat, "You are actually in labor". Mummy still cool walaupon cuak sket... Pastu doktor check tekanan darah mummy. Semuanya OK sbb mummy tak cuak pon... Ntah naper mummy cool jer...

Dah abis semua checkup, doktor cadangkan makan ubat utk slowkan proses contraction dan slowkan pembukaan jalan. Boleh ehhh? Mummy pon baru tahu. Mummy tak tau nak kata ape. Nak biarkan ajer baby kuar ikut suka baby, daddy belum balik lagi. Tapi mummy wonder lah boleh ker main tahan2 macam ni? Tapi dh itu yg doktor bagi, mesti dia lagi expert kan? Terpulanglah kat doktor.

Bila pk2 balik pon, kalu baby kuar in week36, mebi size baby kecik lagi. Mummy takut susah plak mummy nak jaga. Sbb mummy ingat Adam keluar week 37 pon kecik sangat dan susah Mummy tNi nak jaga. Walaupon by 36th week baby dah bleh kuar, tapi baby belum matang sepenuhnya. So kalau boleh biarlaa baby keluar in week 38th jugak. Mummy setuju je ngan doktor. Tapi doktor tak guarantee ubat yg doktor bagi ni bleh kurang contraction dan stopkan bukaan jalan. Mummy kene makan ubat ni every 6hours sampai esok, tapi kalau sampai esok pon baby masih aktif melakukan contraction, mummy kene pegi hospital balik dan buat CTG scan lagi sekali dan doktor akan check jalan lagi sekali... Oh NOOO.. ngilu rasanya!!! Dan esok jugaklaa mummy kene call daddy balik KB... Bestnya dapat jumpa daddy!!!

Esok mummy akan update lagi apa yang akan berlaku seterusnya... Apa2 pon yang nak berlaku, mummy cuma harapkan yang terbaik jer utk baby. Kalau baby nak keluar jugak esok, mummy harap baby dah cukup matang dgn size baby yg diizinkan...

.:No Comment:.

2008-07-09T19:49:00.003+08:00

Cantek ke tak?
Why do I posted this handbag yang xde kaitan with my pregnancy and my baby?
No comment... Saje je nak mencelah...
Oh God, she really makes me crazy!!!

.:Your Name:.

2008-07-09T14:16:00.003+08:00

Mengikut Dr.Awang, baby akan due dlm masa 2minggu lagi (to the 'term pregnancy'). Daddy akan balik dlm 1minggu 5hari... Bestnya, tak sabar mummy nak jumpa daddy. Sbb banyak yg mummy nak tuntut ngan daddy sebelum baby due...

Tentang nama baby...
Mummy taktau nak cakap cemana. Kalau pasal ni, mummy & daddy belum lagi mencapai kata sepakat. Yang penting dan pasti, nama baby bermula dgn Wan dan berakhir dgn Shah... Daddy cakap dia dah ade nama utk baby tapi mummy tak setuju. Mummy pon dh ade nama utk baby tapi daddy pulak yg tak setuju... Daddy ni suka2 dia jer nak gunakan kuasa veto. Daddy cakap dia yang akan gi daftarkan nama baby. So terpulang kat dia laaa nak register nama ape... Daddy teruk kan! Sampai hati buat mummy mcm ni... Tanak kompromi langsung...

Macam ni lah baby. Kite buat plan same2 nak. Nanti baby dh kuar mummy akan bgtau nama ape yang mummy nak namakan baby. Kalau masa register tu daddy letak nama selain dr yang mummy bgtau baby nanti, baby sepak2 dan tendang2 daddy yer... Kalau boleh, baby cakap baby nak nama yang mummy dh pilihkan utk baby... Ok tak??? Baby kene laa geng ngan mummy nanti. Jgn geng sgt ngan daddy tau!!!

.:Another Gift From UK:.

2008-07-05T15:29:00.004+08:00

Baby dapat hadiah lagi. Yang ni from Cik Boy kat London plak. Acceli dh lama Cik Boy kirim hadiah ni tapi mummy baru je dapat hari ni. Cik Boy bagi "Big Bear Little Bear Essential Baby Set". Cute sangat. Materialnya pon soft macam Mothercare. Ni description yang mummy dapat from the internet. Harga pon mummy dapat tahu gak. Hehehe... Thanx Cik Boy...

Description:

8 Piece baby essential clothes set in Big Bear Little Bear baby clothing design. Includes:

2 x Sleepsuits
Bodysuit
Hat, Booties and Scratch Mits
Bib
Receiving Blanket

Sebenarnya baju baby dh banyak sangat. Mummy tak tau laaa baby sempat pakai semuanya ke tak. Agaknya sepanjang baby membesar nanti baby leh pakai sekali jer utk setiap baju, then leh simpan utk next adik (muahahaha.. mummy ader hati nak bagi adik kat baby?). Insya'Allah kalau ade rezeki... apa salahnya... Hehehe...

.:35 Weeks Checkup:.

2008-07-03T13:28:00.002+08:00

Hai baby,

Hari ni mummy jumpa baby lagi. Mebi this is your second last checkup sebelum baby keluar. Your last checkup will be on 16 July 2008. Ok, kali ni mummy jumpa doktor lain pulak tau. Hehehe. Suka kan mummy tukar2 doktor. Hehehe... Kali ni mummy jumpa Dr. Awang Nila Bin Ismail, your new O&G Specialist kat Hospital Pakar Perdana jugak. Doktor ni best jugak. Very friendly and funny dan banyak cakap. So takde laaa kiter boring sangat walaupon kiter kene tunggu almost 2 hours to see the doctor. Ni part yang paling boring...

During the consultation hour which last about sejam ++, banyak perkara yang kami bincangkan. Mula2 mummy masuk jumpa doktor, dia tanya nape daddy tak ikut sama? Mummy pon cakapla daddy kat Sarawak, keje. Tiba2 sedih laa pulak. Then doktor tu cakap don't worry, dia tahu apa yang mummy nak. Mula2 mummy tak paham then bila dia cakap pasal due date, barulah mummy paham. So awal2 consultation tu doktor nak kira 'exact' date mummy conceived and your most expected delivery date. Bab ni panjang ceritanya. Malas mummy nak cerita sebab bila mummy ingat balik, mummy plak yang malu. Hahaha... Biarlah mummy simpan cerita ni sorg2. Btw, your most expected delivery date is 24 July 2008? O'oooo... daddy kan balik 25 July 2008? So how???

Pas abis borak2 ngan doktor, ni part yg mummy tak sabar. Mummy tak sabar nak tgk ape yang baby buat kat dalam. Baby ni selalu sangat sorok muka bila doktor buat scanning. Malu laa konon. Tapi doktor dpt jugak amik shot muka baby. Kalaulaa mesin scan tu bleh tgk 4D, sure mummy dah dapat tgk baby before anybody else. Seronok sangat tgk baby sorok2 muka. Kaki tak abis2 menendang mummy. Mummy nampak jantung baby berdegup jugak. Ape lagi yang mummy nampak yer... Hahaha... doktor tunjuk gak 'ball' baby tau... 'Ball' baby dah matang, menurut kata doktor lah... Mummy pon harap semuanya ok... Kedudukan baby? 1/5 dah turun...

So for the next visit, kita akan bincang psl proses kelahiran baby pulak, such as pain relief method, delivery options, etc. Doktor cakap lagi baik kalau daddy ade same tapi what to do? Daddy tak dapat bersama kita lagi. Selain daripada cuti daddy yg jadi masalah, travelling cost juga perlu kami consider...Huhuhu...

Malamnya, mummy share kerisauan mummy dgn daddy. Daddy mcm tak sabar nak balik. So daddy decide nak balik earlier than 25 July walaupon doktor cakap he can keep the date 25 July 2008. Daddy cakap daddy nak teman mummy, nak buat apa2 preparation yang patut sebelum baby keluar. Lagipon daddy cakap dia dh tensen sgt setahun ni asyik keje bagai nak rak. Alang2 ada alasan nak cuti awal ni, apa salahnya. Tapi mula2 mummy tak setuju dgn keputusan daddy sbb mummy tanak kacau keje daddy tapi dah itu yang daddy nak, mummy terima dengan hati yang terbuka... (yahhooooooo!)

.:Baby's New Friend at Bintulu:.

2008-07-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

I would like to introduce my baby's new friend at Bintulu. Her name is Nur Damia Nabilah, 5 days old. She's a daughter of your daddy's friend, Uncle Yusdi and Aunty Ani. See, how cute she is...(Makes me wanna have a baby girl for my next year pregnancy. Daddy dah approved! Hehe) If you were to school at Bintulu, both of you might go to school together. Later we'll have a family day together jugak laaa. Before you and Damia come to our life, we sometimes get our time together jugak, i.e pegi Bintulu and Miri.. I think someday our trip will be more cheerful with both of you... Hehehe... And baby, jangan naughty naughty tau!

Looking at Damia's picture that was sent by MMS by Uncle Yusdi, I became more impatient to have you in my life. So as your daddy. Your daddy told me, "Tengok baby yusdi x sabar nak tunggu baby kita. Besok terus apply cuti la." I'm so happy with daddy's statement since I never knew how excited he is to have a baby. I'm not kidding ok... See... how impatient your daddy is, esok terus nak apply cuti even though he has another 24 days before he comes back, ready for your delivery. It also means, we will see you in another 26 days... We really can't wait to see you, baby! Whatever it is, I hope you will have enough time to prepare and develop yourself before you come to our life.

.:Our 2nd Anniversary:.

2008-07-01T09:36:00.000+08:00

Our 2nd year anniversary (or should I say 'my' anniversary?)... Huhuhu... Tahun ni nyer anniversary mcm takde makna. One reason is daddy takde kat sini, daddy tak dpt cuti mcm tahun lepas. Second reason is daddy busy dgn closing financial year for the mill. Third reason is tahun ni daddy tak bg sms pon kat mummy utk wish our anniversary. Nak harapkan bg kad, perasan jer laaa... Masa call pon daddy cakap "Happy Anniversary and I Love You" jer... Daddy ni, mummy tak paham laa... Takkan laaa seminit drpd 1440 minit yang daddy ade sehari begitu mahal utk menghantar satu sms kat mummy? Baby, nanti baby ketuk kepala daddy bagi pihak mummy yer... Mummy rasa nak gigit jer daddy...

Mummy bukan tak suka daddy naik pangkat jd mill in-charge. Memang mummy penah berangan nak duduk kat rumah banglo manager kat atas bukit tu tapi mummy tak pernah terpk pulak sampai daddy sanggup abaikan mummy mcm ni sekali. Mummy asyik makan hati jer ngan daddy sejak daddy dh jd org penting kat kilang tu. Tapi apa yg mummy boleh buat, nak tanak kena laa mummy terima jugak. Daddy keje pon utk bg kita makan. Kesian kat daddy... Tp daddy ni pon satu jugak, jgnlaa abaikan mummy. Dah la waktu2 getir camni mummy perlukan sokongan daddy. Daddy pulak tak penah nak amik tahu perasaan mummy...

Sampai masa mummy tanak lagi kawan ngan daddy...

.:34 Weeks Pregnancy:.

2008-06-29T19:20:00.002+08:00

See my tummy??? Guess how old is my baby now? Yeaaahhh... I'm 34 weeks 3 days now. Another 3 weeks 4 days to go before the delivery day...Whenever you want to come out, I really hope it is after your daddy safely landed at Sultan Ismail Petra's Airport, Pengkalan Chepa. It's after 25 July 2008 tau!

By now I have some trouble sleeping at night. Maybe it is because I'm thinking of preparing for your life after your delivery. Summore because of worries about how the labor would be and the health of yours. In fact there there are many other physical and mental reason too, a constant backache, having to go to the bathroom every 45 minutes and sometimes the 'loneliness'. Huhuhu... It doesn’t really help me to get a good night’s sleep.

.:Daddy's Back To Bintulu:.

2008-06-26T17:23:00.000+08:00

Sedihnya, daddy dah pon balik bintulu pagi tadi. Mummy sedih, kenapa mummy selalu kene tinggal? Huhuhu... Ada suami macam takde suami. Before I have to carry this big tummy, sometimes I forget I'm already married. I went here and there, with whoever I want to see, at anytime I want to go and even do whatever I want to do becoz I feel single and living in 'loneliness'. Hahaha. I dont have a husband to take care of, I dont even have a kid to look after... Hahaha, unless at night when I received a call from your daddy then only I realized "Oh my God, I'm married rupanya!"... Hahaha. Nasib baik daddy sporting walaupon kdg2 mummy 'terbuat' benda2 yang daddy marah...Hehehe...Sorry, daddy!!! Lain kali jgn tinggal mummy kat KL lagi tau...

Well daddy, I'm started missing you already. There is another 4 weeks before our next dating. Uhhhh...before I forget, there is also another 3 days before our 2nd year anniversary! Huhuhu... Sedihnya... We can't celebrate our anniversary this year??? Not on time jer kan cuz I know u'll keep ur promise to celebrate it before the baby arrives!

.:Daddy 's Day Home:.

2008-06-24T08:57:00.001+08:00

Mummy is much more happier today sbb daddy akan balik KB malam ni. Yahhoooooo!!! How do you feel? You must be feeling very excited too, mummy guess lah, becoz u're kicking me likes 'ya beda bedooo' sbb dapat jumpa daddy...Hehehe...We both are happy! Mummy baru jer pas beli tiket kat daddy. What i have to do after this is to tidy up the room. Kalau bilik ni bersepah, daddy akan call mummy 'budak comot'. Siap ar daddy kalau panggil mummy mcm tu lagi... Walaupun daddy balik for 2 nights only, tu pon kira dh syukur sbb bukan senang daddy nak amik cuti tau!

Daddy balik ni pun sbb nak courage nenek jer. Tp apa salahnya menyelam sambil minum air kan? Nenek akan balik Palembang esok pagi sbb ayah nenek sakit, I mean your great grandfather. We pray to Allah, may he'll be fine...

Oklah baby, mummy nak start kerja2 mengemas bilik. Mesti japgi daddy excited bila tgk barang2 baby yang mummy dah put in a baby's box which we'll bring to the hospital on your delivery day... I'm very excited too as i can share everything with your daddy. I miss him for 2 months already tau! Huhuhu....

.:Entering Week 33:.

2008-06-21T02:37:00.000+08:00

Dear Baby,

You are entering week 33 today. It’s almost another 5-7weeks before the D-day. I’m not counting the D-day but I’m counting the day I’m gonna meet your daddy... It’s another 5 weeks! To date, my last dating with daddy was 30 April 2008 at Cititel Hotel, Midvalley (someday we’ll bring you there ok), It was almost 2 months kan! Kesian kat mummy and daddy...

We have gone through these because we have our own reasons, which I have to complete my masters and your daddy has his job responsibilities at Sarawak. But you don’t have to worry dear, becoz we’ll be there soon with our beloved big hero. We promised we won’t sacrifice our lives anymore and we’ll work very hard to provide the best quality of life for you!

I received a message from your daddy which is dedicated to you. Daddy said;

“Baby, Baby geng ngan daddy ye. Nanti baby besar, jgn pandai merajuk tau. Tak elok.”

Hahaha...Sebabnya mummy merajuk ngan daddy sbb daddy tak call mummy and tak bagi good night kiss kat mummy before we sleep. That’s all! Yerlaa, how can I have a good night sleep if along the night i was waiting and waiting for his call? But i just wondered why you did behave soooo good at that night. I mean u didn’t kick me. Usually u keep on kicking my womb just like you want to release yourself right at that time. You are my very good boy laaa, my little baby.

Oklah baby, i want to continue my project report writing which the due date is approaching very soon. I might not able to attend the convocation day but at least I hope I can submit the report and get the result for my MEM before the D-day and before we go to Sarawak to be with your daddy. When we reach there, I don’t want to come back to KL anymore. Please pray for mummy to get a good job at Bintulu so that we won’t stay apart from daddy anymore...2 years are more than enough!

.:Preparing For A Baby Box:.

2008-06-19T20:00:00.000+08:00

The baby box for hospital delivery is ready. The box includes 2 pieces baby night pyjamas, 2 pieces baby romper, booties and mitten, a blanket, a towel, a baby wrap, 4 pieces muslin wraps, diapers, baby wipes, cotton wools, toiletries, and also minyak yu yee cap limau. I think it is enough lah kan... If not, I can easily get it back since the hospital located only a few km from daddy's home. Hehehe... An additional item is the Teddy's Wash Day Moses Basket. I bought this from Mothercare The Curve, special order from Mothercare UK. I've been looking for this item for 3months sampaikan UK and Spore tau sbb kat M'sia dah out of stocks. At last, luckily I got it at Mothercare The Curve after 3weeks shipping from UK.

As for my hospital bag, it includes maternity pad, disposable maternity panties, nursing bra and few pieces of cloth and kain sarung... I'm still thinking what to dress on the checkout day... Should i bring my makeup, or at least my lipstick? Hehehe... Ngengada!!!

But as my bump getting bigger and bulat and I look more gorgeous, I am also being impatient to meet my first baby boy..I guess every pregnant woman has those feeling towards the delivery day. Whatever it is, I always pray that my delivery day will be smooth and safe for both of us. Amin...

.:32 Weeks Checkup At KPJ Perdana Specialist Hospital:.

2008-06-13T00:35:00.000+08:00

This is you at 32weeks in my womb.. How are you doing, baby? I hope everything is doing great for you!

You are 32 weeks already. We went to your 32 weeks checkup at KPJ Perdana Specialist Hospital at Kota Bharu with your grandmother. This is our very first time doing the checkup at Kota Bharu. Your new O&G specialist is Dr.Zanariah, no more Dr.Fatimah. I was supposed to see Dr.Awang Nila but he was on an operation theathre. We will make the next appointment with Dr.Awang as suggested by my one friend. I'm choosing the best just for you and me and just leave the rest to Allah.

Mummy suka gi checkup bcoz you can cheer up my life by looking at you at the scan screen. Mummy suka tgk when you moving around, with your tangan n kaki yang very active. Oh good boy, hari ni baby tak sorok muka baby with your little hands laaa sbb dr dapat amik your nose shot. The best thing mummy suka is I can see you breathing. Subhanallah, very magical! Terima kasih Ya Allah sebab Engkau telah kurniakan anugerah yang tak terhingga buatku dan suami...

During our visit to the O&G Specialist, the doctor was very excited with your nose laa. Dr cakap, "Tingginya hidung dia. Kalau scan pon dh nampak tinggi, mmg tinggilah hidung baby bila keluar nanti." Mummy cakap kat daddy hidung baby tinggi tapi daddy tak suka with the word. Daddy corrects me with the word 'hidung baby mancung'. Betul ke hidung baby mancung? Macam daddy? Makin tak sabar mummy nak jumpa baby. When the dr told me the finding (mcm ayat research jer), I just replied, "Mebi dia ikut hidung daddy dia kot. Daddy dia hidung mancung". Then the doctor trying to be nice with me by saying that, "Mummy dia pon tak kurang jugak." Hahahaha (Jgn nak buat mummy perasan) Then I just give a smile to her je lah. Frankly speaking, mummy tak kisah how you will look like sbb the most important thing for me is baby sihat, selamat dan sempurna. Dan mummy juga harap kita akan menghadapi very smooth labour.

Another good news mummy dapat dari Dr.Zanariah is about your position. Insya'Allah doktor cakap position baby dah engaged=turun. Hopefully baby tak pusing2 lagi. Mummy rela baby nak kick perut mummy dgn gaya bebas pon asalkan baby tak ubah position lagi yer. Actually since your 7 months checkup kat Annur Specialist Hospital lagi Dr.Fatimah cakap position baby dah turun. But according to her, baby can still moving and turning around as you like... Tp in 8 months checkup pon baby still in a good position. Kira baby ni bagus jugak laaa, harap2 tak susah mummy nak jaga baby nanti. Don't be naughty boy tau. Nanti mummy gigit. Hehehe...

Then, our next appointment is on 7 July 2008.

.:The Baby Shower:.

2008-05-20T19:22:00.000+08:00

The 3 presents for my baby..

I just want to call it 'my baby shower' (sukati I lah) eventhough I had not organized any event for this. Papepon, I dapat 3 presents for the baby; one from daddy-to-be, one from daddy farid and another one is from mummy tnie and adam cute... All of those 3 I like so much... The earliest present was given by daddy, an infant NIKE shoes with one NIKE soft ball. He bought this in the month I am conceived, in fact without his concern. The baby travel system complete with infant carrier (Graco brand ok..) was given by mummy tni and adam. At least daddy has saved almost RM1400 for this stuff! And the last one is 2 pieces Baby GAP romper, given by daddy farid. He bought in US. Thank you very much for those lovely presents. (I hope to get many soft toys for the baby presents since daddy tanak kasi mummy beli soft toys utk baby...) Huhuhu... Plz give my baby soft toys!!!

.:Avent Breast Feeding Solution Set From UK:.

2008-05-18T03:49:00.000+08:00

This is another one important items we need to have; an Avent Breast Feeding Solution Set. This set includes everything we both need after you arrived. For this items, mummy kirim kat mummy tNi from UK. Actually Cik Boy (daddy farid's brother) has purchased via online order from the Babies R Us store. See, how hard to get your things prepared! Mummy pun getting crazy with an online order which is cheaper than what we can get in Malaysia. Mummy sanggup tak tdo malam doing the 'research' and 'survey' kat UK website and US website to get the best price for this items.

Description:

Gives mothers the essentials to breastfeed comfortably and successfully all in a convenient pack; from caring for your breasts, expressing and storing milk, and sterilising baby feeding bottles.

· Avent Express Electric Steam Steriliser 30

· Avent ISIS Manual Breast Pump Out & About Set 40

· Avent Express Bottle & Babyfood Warmer 20

· 6 Avent Airflex feeding bottles (3 x 125ml/4oz and 3 x 260ml/9oz) 20

· 1 breastmilk container 2

· 10 VIA breast milk storage containers (180ml/6oz)10

· 40 Avent ultra comfort disposable breast pads

· 6 Avent washable breast pads and wash bag

· Avent soothing nipple cream (30ml)

· 2 newborn soothers

· 2 Avent nipple protectors, ISIS breast shell set10

· 1 bottle and teat brush, 3 sealing discs

· 4 weaning spoons, 1 measuring cup, tongs

. Avent Guide to Breastfeeding DVD

.:Preparing For The Baby's Things:.

2008-05-17T00:13:00.000+08:00

I'm in 7 months pregnancy now. It's the best time to prepare the baby items for you, and get the nursery ready so when you finally arrives everything is ready for you. That's one of the reason why pregnancy lasts for nine months kan? It isn't just you can develop properly, it's also so that we have enough time and more important, enough MONEY to prepare for the new addition to our family. I think we also need times to prepare ourselves ready both mentally, physically and financially to become a parents.

Come back to preparing your items, there are a lot of things I have to consider before came to the decision of buying the baby's items. Money is actually one important reason. Hehehe. You have to know that daddy is the only financial earner in our family since I've just completed my master when i was expecting to this pregnancy. With the budget that has been approved by daddy, I started making few checklists on what to buy and what I can borrow from your auntie, Mummy tNi & Auntie Na. I was so pening when I have to look at it all by myself.. But at least thanks to daddy who give me the cash and also willing to surrender one of his credit card (for emergency) for the baby's shopping... Hehehe... Overall, the cost of preparing your items are about RM3500. (Daddy never spent this amount to shopping for me tau! -exclude lah masa nak kawen-). I wish one fine day yer daddy... Hehehe...

Wowww... I have to admit, it's not as easy as i think to get prepared the baby's items. It isn't as u enter the baby shop and grab anything u want. In fact, i did survey a lots of websites, blogs, asking here and there before i made up to a quite tough decision on what to buy and where to buy... But most of the things I got from Mothercare becoz I'm happy with the quality. I guess it's becoz I want my baby to have the best things that 'we' (only refers to daddy yer) can afford.

The toughest thing to get is Teddy's Wash Day Moses Basket from Mothercare. I looked at all Mothercare in Malaysia; KLCC, The Curve, One Utama, Midvalley and bla bla bla... even I asked Mothercare Singapore for the stocks availability but the results returned to 'mission failed'. I was thinking to ask Mummy tNi to get it for me from UK when she has a trip to UK in June. But I've never gave up. I keep on struggling to get the item. I then straight away asked Mothercare HQ and they promised me they will reserved one for me when new stock arrives from UK. After waiting for 2 months, I finally get the items... Yahhhoooooo!!!

Thank you daddy for being sooooo pemurah... Hehehe...

.:Mummies-To-Be Gathering With Scipp:.

2008-05-01T01:48:00.000+08:00

This probably the last gathering for 3 mummies-to-be of us; Ernie, Nana and Azra since Ernie will be due at anytime from now. As it is, many of us has made ourselves available at the event which was held at A&W Petaling Jaya. After the makan2 event, we went to Midvalley for a midnight movie. If I'm not mistaken, citer Over My Dead Body kan? The event ended at 3am...

Among us who had make ourselves available are;
Myself, Eda, Zue, Ernie, Azra, Amirah, Dila, Yus+Husband+Alisha and Anan+Husband+Haziq.

I think it was the coolest and the most 'gempaq' event we ever had since we have single and available, single but not available, single but married, and also married with husband+kid. Kelakar kan... Times flew very fast. We were together since upper secondary school, after school, campus life, and get back together after few times... Masing2 dah ade tanggungjawab dan hidup masing2... Rindunya kat korg... After this, my baby will also join the babies' club of us... Wait for my baby to rock our world yah!!!

To all my everdearest friends,
I'm gonna miss you all and our life in KL!!!

.:Welcoming aMLinShaH Junior:.

2007-12-26T01:02:00.000+08:00

I'm conceived!!! Alhamdulillah... It's such a very magical time for me to have expecting a baby. Hopefully this blog can be a delightful keepsake for me to share with my child once he is older...It's also useful for my husband to keep track on every precious moment, who isn't around during my pregnancy...

Being a first time pregnant...I'm out of words of what to say...But I feel very grateful to have this blessings. Even though I've been married for 1 year and 4 months, I had never expects to get pregnant as early as this. Thanks to Allah for giving me this most rewarding chances I will ever have. Anyhow, I realized this can be one of the most life-challenging experiences I will ever have in my life. It is a very magical time!

I wish I can record every precious moment of my pregnancy so that my baby can have a pleasure reading, which my baby and my husband can enjoy looking back at time and time again. I was 7 weeks and 5 days pregnant when I had my first prenatal visit at Hospital Pakar An-Nur at Bangi. My first O&G specialist was Dr. Fatimah. During the visit, I had a special scan because the baby could not be seen through normal scan. I was very thankful to Allah when finally Dr. Fatimah gave me this scan picture with baby's expected due date on 7 August 2008. Alhamdulillah... I know this is very the magical moment and I always pray that it will lasts until the D-day... I really wish to see you, baby! Please be strong for us....